[Daesung’s POV]

The next morning I opened my eyes to face Seunghyun.

He was lying down next to me in his bed.

I sat up and looked around.

Why was I here in his room?

I swung my legs to the side of the bed and slowly got up and walked over to the door; when I opened it someone called my name.

“Daesung?” Seunghyun said softly looking over at me.

I turned around and faced him.

“Hyung…” I replied. “What are you doing?” I asked.

“Just waking up…What are you doing?” He asked me.

“Leaving the room” I answered.

“We didn’t do anything last night” He said under his breath.

“I just brought you to my room to give Taeyang a break from you sleeping in his room.” He added.

I just looked at him.

“Yeah I know we didn’t do anything.” I responded. “I wished we did though” I added under my breath somewhat hoping that Seunghyun heard, but he didn’t.

“Where are we going today?” He asked.

I looked up at him.

“Where you and Park got gunned down at, the place where this whole mess started…” I muttered and walked out of the door.

Seunghyun watched me with a confused look, soon he followed after me.

“Daesung wait…” He called after me.

I stopped and turned around.

No one else was awake yet.

“What” I said looking at him.

“What is wrong with you?” He asked. “I didn’t do anything to you”

“I know you didn’t, but this is just so frustrating…” I said looking at him and then looking away.

“Look I have realized how much you love me and I think that is sweet but right now I still don’t remember what we shared and I am hoping just like you that everything returns to normal…” He said looking at me.

I just rolled my eyes and nodded.

“Yeah…whatever” I muttered and walked away from him again.

Seunghyun sighed.

“Daesung…don’t walk off on me…I wasn’t done talking to you” He said starting to yell.

I stopped walking and kept my back facing him.

“I’ll do whatever I want…” I muttered.

I could hear Seunghyun walk over to me.

I closed my eyes tightly shut and waited for something to happen…

Nothing did…

I opened them and turned around to Taeyang grabbing Seunghyun’s arm.

“What is going on?” He asked.

Seunghyun looked at him and then at me.

“Nothing” He muttered and pulled his arm back from Taeyang.

He walked to his door and slammed it shut, causing Jiyong and Seungri to emerge from Jiyong’s room.

“What’s going on?” Jiyong asked rubbing his eyes.

“Daesung and Seunghyun had a fight…” Taeyang responded and looked at me.

“Are you okay?” He asked.

 I nodded and the tears started to fall down my cheeks.

“Hyung…Why can’t everything be back to the way it was” I said backing up against a wall and sliding down it. I sat on the floor with my legs pulled up to my chest.

“Daesung…don’t worry…everything will be alright…” Taeyang said sitting next to me on the ground.

“No it won’t!” I yelled. “What if Seunghyun gets his memory back about everything else, but not about us!” I yelled.

“He will…” Taeyang said trying to comfort me.

“How do you know that Youngbae!!” I yelled using his real name.

He just looked at me.

“I-I don’t know…” He softly said looking at me.

“See…” I muttered through my tears.

Jiyong and Seungri both walked over to us and sat down next to me. Seungri hugged my legs and Jiyong rested his head on my left shoulder.

Taeyang placed a hand on my other shoulder.

I just continued to cry.

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[T.O.P’s POV]

I leaned against my door and listened to what was going on out in the living room.

I slid down the door and started to cry.

I felt so bad about what I have been doing, but I just can’t remember…

I don’t want to hurt Daesung anymore but I also don’t want to be in a relationship I can’t remember anything about.

I just wish…like Daesung…that everything was the same again…

It felt like hours have passed and it was only 2:47 in the afternoon.

I’ve been sitting here against the door for a while.

A few times some of the members knocked on the door but I ignored them.

They must have thought I was sleeping or something.

I moved this time when someone called my name and it sounded important.

I stood up and opened the door to face Daesung.

“Yes?” I said looking at him.

“We’re leaving now” he said softly turning away from me and walking towards the door.

I reached my hand out to grab his shoulder, I even opened my mouth to say something, but something told me not to do anything.

“Let’s go” Taeyang said waving me over as the other members walked out of the door and to the car.

I looked at him and followed after.

Once we were in the car I noticed that I was sitting next to Jiyong and Seungri and not Daesung. He was sitting in the front seat with Taeyang who was driving.

I sighed and rested my head on the window.

I wish this was over.

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[Daesung’s POV]

We got to the road where everything started to look like a desert all over the place.

Far, far away we could see the border between South and North Korea.

About 50 miles before that there was a car parked on the side of the road and caution tape all around that area. There was several blood stains on the ground around the car and on the road behind the car and even on the dirty sand off the side of the road.

Once we park about 100 feet behind the crime scene we all got out and Seunghyun stayed sleeping in the back seat.

Taeyang knocked on his window and he opened his eyes.

“Yeah?” He softly said opening the door

“We’re here” Taeyang said pointing to the car.

He didn’t even look over. I don’t think he even wants to.

Once he got out of the car he had his back to the scene.

“Hyung…It’s the other way” Seungri said placing a hand on his shoulder.

“Oh I know…” He muttered. “I don’t want to look at it.” He added.

“Why not?” Jiyong asked.

“Because I don’t” He replied.

“Don’t you want your memory back?!” I yelled.

Seunghyun turned to the side to look at me.

“Of course I do…I just don’t want to remember this…” he answered.

“There is no other way” I yelled looking at him, pointing to the crime scene.

“There has to be!” He yelled back.

“There isn’t!” I yelled.

“Stop yelling!” Seungri yelled throwing his arms in the air.

Seunghyun and I both stopped yelling and looked at Seungri.

“Do you think this is just hurting the two of you?” He asked starting to cry.

“Well” Seunghyun said started to answer.

“ITS NOT! IT’S HURTING ME AND JIYONG AND YOUNGBAE!” Seungri yelled pointing to him-self and the other two.

Jiyong placed a hand on his hip and Taeyang crossed his arms.

I looked at Seungri and then the other two.

The tears started to come out of my eyes and fall down my cheeks onto the ground.

Seunghyun turned his back to them and kicked some rocks and then some dirt.

He started to yell.

He was very frustrated.

He turned back around, not looking at the crime scene.

He just looked Seungri in the eyes.

“What do you want me to do then?!” He yelled.

Seungri just stood there and looked at him.

“I want you to get your memory back” He quietly responded.

Seunghyun just stood there and turned away from the scene.

“I can’t…” He muttered the tears starting to fall down his cheeks.

“Why?” Jiyong asked.

I just stood there being silent.

“Because it hurts to much…” He softly said starting to cry.

I looked at him and walked in front of him.

“Hyung…Please…just do this…but if it hurts you too much…then don’t…” I quietly said as I started walking back to the car.

“It doesn’t hurt me…It hurts you…” He said making me stop in my tracks.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“I remember going to this place because I was looking for that guy because he was hurting you. I remember that he had that woman, Park, with him and made me drive out here” He said looking over to the crime scene, the tears falling down.

“Hyung…” I said softly walking over to him.

“I remember coming here…” He said again as he walked over to the car that had a little bit of blood on it.

The images popping back into his head.

“I remember him telling me to get out of the car and to go over to that spot” He said pointing to where a little bit of blood was.

Seunghyun started walking over to it.

“Then her hits me in the head with something and I fall down” Seunghyun explains as he sits on the ground with his knees.

“I then place my hands behind my head” He continued.

Seungri, Jiyong, Taeyang and I all watched as he told us what happened.

“He then hits the girl because she starts yelling at him. I get up and try to attack him but he kicks me back down and yells at me that if I tried that again he would kill me and the girl.” He explained standing up and looking at the ground.

“What happened next?” Seungri asked.

Seunghyun continued to stare at the ground.

“I sat on my knees again and placed my hands behind my head and asked the guy to please let us go.” He said backing up a few steps.

“The girl continues to yell at him and then he yells back at her and then then I asked if he could just tell us why he was doing this to us.”

He said sitting back on the ground on his knees with his hands behind his head.

Taeyang was going to say something but I spoke up.

“Hyung…” I softly called out to him.

“He then tells us that one of us is going to die today…But wouldn’t say who” He said the tears continuing to fall out of his eyes.

“He shoots a gun and the girl and I both freaked out. The guy starts laughing and the girl asks that she would give him anything. He says to her that he wants her dead, can she give him that.” Seunghyun explained.

We all looked at him and then at each other.

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[T.O.P’s POV]

“I started to stand up and  told him that he could take me and to let the girl go.” I said looking at the others, still on the ground with my hands behind my head.

“He told me to lie back down and I looked at him, he was eating an apple” I continued to explain as I looked back at the ground.

“I asked him where he got the apple from and he said does it matter and cocked his gun at me and told me to lie back down. I told him no” I said standing up and walking to another spot.

“He threw down his apple and it got covered in the sand.” I said as I bent down and picked up the apple core and showed it to them.

They looked at me and Daesung started to walk over slowly.

“What else happened?” he asked.

“He continued to yell at me to get back down, and then I yelled no and grabbed his wrist with the gun and kneed him in the stomach to make him drop the gun. He drops it but when I went to pick it up he tackled me to the ground and started to punch me.” I said making the hand motions. “The girl got up and managed to run to the road…I yelled at her to run and she starts running. Then the guy punched me and pushed me away, he grabbed the gun and ran after the girl. She started to scream and then he shot her in the back…” I explained stopping after that sentence.

Daesung looked at me and the others walked over to us.

I pointed over to the first blood stain spot on the road.

“He shot her again and she fell forward. I yelled out her name…I stood up and tackled the guy to the ground again. He kicked me and got up. He started to run and I chased after him. He turned around and started to run backwards…the gun was still in his hand” I said trying to continue to talk. “I ran past….I ran past…the…the girl” The tears started to come down faster and my throat feels like it was closing up.

“Slow down Hyung” Daesung said placing a hand on my back.

I started to walk in the direction I was chasing after Michael.

“He turned forward again and I yelled for him to come back here, then…” I said as I stopped talking again.

I reached the second huge blood stain on the ground.

“Then what?” Jiyong asked looking at me.

“Then…I was on the ground here…” I said slowly pointing to the ground. “My head, back, chest, arms and stomach…my whole body was covered in blood. The blood from my head was just coming out fast and wouldn’t stop…I couldn’t move any part of my body only my eyes…” I explained to them. Trying to continue, the tears were making it hard for me.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to continue right now Hyung…” Taeyang said looking at me.

I shook my head and continued.

“The guy came over to me and said that he was going to call 119 to see who would come first…them or death…He told me that the girl was going to be alive when they got here but I should be dead before then.” I explained. “The guy then leaves…” I said turning my head to cough. I covered my mouth and then when I was done I looked at my hand and saw a little blood on it. I hid it.

“What else?” Seungri asked.

“I tried moving my head again; the blood was coming out of it too fast. I started to move my limbs to look at the girl who was on the ground. I remember yelling at her to answer me when I called her name…But she never did” I said kneeling on the ground in the spot where I was laying when I was gunned down.

“I coughed and then blood came out of my mouth, I couldn’t see anymore and then all I heard was a voice…He sounded like an angel…” I said starting to smile.

They all looked at me and Daesung took a step forward.

“Who was it?” Taeyang asked.

I didn’t answer his question and continued to what I was saying.

“All I could think about was if I was going to die or live…All I could think about was if I was ever going to see Daesung again or not…” I said starting to cry even more.

Daesung stood next to Jiyong and Taeyang. Seungri was next to Jiyong.

“Then my last words were ‘Daesung’ before I out.” I said muttering.

“Hyung…” Daesung softly says to me.

I didn’t answer him.

My mind felt frozen and it went blank.

All the memories of what happened that day kept going through my mind and then all of the memories from when we first started up until now continued to flood my mind. These entire images all these pictures and voices…Memories were all coming back to me…

I remember…Now…

I stood up and faced Daesung. I walked over to him and pulled him into a kiss and kept it there for minutes and minutes.

Then I whispered through the kiss…

“I love you…”