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Afar

“Oppa! Oppa!” The girl screamed desperately, shoving her gift into Sunggyu’s hands.

Hiding behind his shades, he could barely see who the giver was but he still muttered a quick ‘Thank you’. The manager was trying hard to lightly push away fans that were blocking the way to the departure gates. It has always been chaos ever since INFINITE climbed to their career peak. Even overseas, their popularity had never failed to surprise even INFINITE themselves. Then, Myungsoo felt someone touch him from the back and he cringed in discomfort. Walking faster with a stern face on, he his cheeks in and rolled his eyes. He adjusted his beanie and looked up. Then, he spotted a familiar figure from afar.

She was holding onto a huge DSLR camera, pressing onto the shutter non-stop. He forced a smile on his face in her direction despite all the crazy happenings around him. She smiled faintly and after a few satisfactory shots, she climbed down the stool. Grabbing her hand carry bag, she followed behind the crowd to the departure gates. Then, more fans joined from the back and the fansite masters found themselves being sandwiched between fans. The crowd was pushing each other in order to get closer to the boys. The manager's voice could be heard screaming for fans to stop. It never did. 

Hiding behind her camera, she snapped yet another picture of him. The non-stop shutter sounds from her DSLR blended into the surrounding of hysterical screams. Nothing new, nothing different. Just the usual craziness whenever INFINITE showed up in public. Her face cringed when a camera was shoved in the idol's face. The crowd was overwhelming and the situation was almost out of control. She tried hard to stay balanced despite the pushing. Then, she was pushed, a little too hard. She fell to the ground but her hands were too busy protecting her camera instead of breaking the fall. 

It hurts. And she heard a laugh as she looked up.

“I am sorry, I hope that did not hurt too much.” The fan said with a smirk.

Her supposed friends laughed along with her, looking down at Sujeong.  Some of the inspirits nearby stopped to watch but none dared to help her up. Sujeong saw Myungsoo and the other boys walking ahead with fans trailing behind them. Nope. It had never crossed her mind that he would see her tripping and walk back to help her up. She had never harboured hope for Myungsoo to appear like a knight in shining armour to rescue a damsel in distress. After all, this was no fanfiction or SBS drama.   

“What the .” She cursed under her breath, rubbing her hurting knees.

“What’s wrong, Sujeong?” Familiar voices chorused as they ran back for her.

Standing up with the help of other fan site masters, she stared at the girl.

“So…You want to play?” she taunted, limping forward.

“I am afraid you can’t afford to play though.” She continued and the other fan sites stared fiercely too.

The culprit bit her lips in fear before scrambling off with her friends.

“You okay?” Miyoung who was holding onto her left arm asked gently.

“Ne, I am fine. Thanks. You can focus your attention back to your Sungjong now?” She joked.  

Flashbacks screened in her mind as the soreness spread at her joint. Sujeong could still recall how she used to coward away in fear when such things happened. She would smile and wave things off in the past. Such incidents were bound to happen with the irrational jealousy from other fans. However, she was no longer the same Sujeong. The other fan site masters had taught her the true way to protect herself. They had to be cold to prevent people taking advantage of them and pushing their limits. They must portray themselves to be the untouchable class of fans.

Since then, she had hidden behind her cold demeanour. She had only allowed her walls to crumble before certain people. 

While other fans stood outside the departure gates in disappointment, the fansite masters followed the boys in. Sujeong caught the fangirl and her friends scoffing at her. She stared back at them and not forgetting, shot them a victorious smirk. Past the departure gates, the fansite masters followed the boys from a distance and zoomed with their professional DSLR cameras to take pictures of them. The boys turned occasionally and waved at them.

Sujeong spotted Myungsoo’s gaze looking down from her camera screen. She put her camera down and traced his gaze.

He appeared to be looking at her bruised knees and when he looked up, she caught his eyes.

“Gwenchana?” she figured out from his mouthing. 

She melted. 

Sujeong nodded with a thankful smile and he nodded back in acknowledgement. 

The boys waved to the fansite masters before entering a Chinese restaurant. 

“I thought you wouldn’t know…” She mumbled with tears welling up in her eyes.

"Hey. What's wrong?" Nicole, a fellow Myungsoo fan site master, asked. 

She shook her head and replied, "Nothing." 

 

 

 

If you are going to be like this, I will never be able to stop…
 


 

Author's Note: 
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'Afar' is completed with chapter 11 being the last chapter! ^-^ Thank you everyone for reading (': Hope you enjoyed as much as I did while writing.

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MinAhRa #1
Wow... I am impressed by your ability to write something as beautiful yet simple and not really hard to relate to.
I was just hoping that the fan master could atleast meet Myungsoo
Even if she didnt ended up with him....
LadyNoel #2
Chapter 12: This is so great....feel like real...even actually i need u can finished the story with more sweet when maybe they can together...hahaha...like dream dont u...its kind of all fans dream right??
and do you know...i believe as fansite master is not all about spending money, i believe they can getting money from it...as i know, they can get some recieve from advertisement @ Youtube channel...and yes u can reach from that...or at least they can prepare all the cost for following them by the income
Aidemstarz
#3
Chapter 12: I enjoyed reading this :)
tiasputrii #4
Chapter 11: author-nim thank you for your beautiful story. the storyline so realistic, what a beautiful ending . authornim fighting !!!
daegurae
#5
its so good...... so, damn, good. im literally in tears
kms19920313 #6
Chapter 11: Author-nim! Thank you. Thank you for sharing this beautiful story to us. What a great job!! And the ending is heartbreakingly good! A perfect way to end it. Makes us think of hundred possibilities that could happen to them.
Syi2121 #7
Chapter 11: Your story is so in depth and kinda realistic (?). You able to include the beauty and ugly thing of us, as fan in details and portrayed every little situation so perfectly. And I found myself so satisfied with the ending, idk why, maybe because its not the end and the journey is still ongoing? Kudos for you! I'm waiting for your next stories (if they are any in store) and thank you^^
Syi2121 #8
Chapter 1: i'm reading this with Rena (l'aile) in mind lol
btwvipblackjack #9
I guess the main reason why I'm intrigued by your story is that I can somehow relate to it. I have had the crazy days as a fan and whether I regret putting such efforts in is another matter. The days when I stop being a fan don't seem that far away. There are matters in being part of a fandom that don't get discussed that often and I think life after being a fan is one of them. Thank you for writing this piece. It was fun reading it.
purplesparkles
#10
Chapter 11: I read your story in one go and wow. I don't know what to say exactly, I legit had to pause my music and just think a moment when I finished reading. I loved the way you wrote a fansite life from their point of view in a simple yet very true way. You shed a light on something most of people doesn't about in a fandom showing that not everything is always good and pretty for fansites.
I would like to thank you so much for writing this story, I've read lots of stories on this website but only a few actually made me feel that way and thank you to remind us that in the end we are all and will only be fans.
Thanks a lot of this incredible piece of writing and I will keep an eye on your future works.