Who You Love

Songs Of My Life
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“I already caught you guys making out on the couch. I think you’re beyond the level of a first date,” said Sehun sarcastically, watching Chanyeol from the doorframe of the bathroom. He was tapping his feet in place while gelling his hair and he only briefly paused at his roommate’s snide remark.

“We weren’t making out,” he rolled his eyes. “We’re hardly at that point yet.”

“Oh please, I saw the way you were looking at him. It was super creepy.”

“Because he’s a he?” Chanyeol stared at Sehun apprehensively. So far, his roommate had been pretty relaxed about his best friend being gay. But maybe he secretly resented him for it, and the thought secretly really worried him.

But he was instantly relieved. “No,” Sehun answered. “I don’t care about that. I just care when my roommate eyes someone in my house like they’re a piece of meat.”

“I-I do not!” he spluttered.

“Mhmm. Right. I’m just going to emphasize to you, I’m okay with you liking Baekhyun. He’s a nice guy and I give you my best friend approval stamp. But that does not mean it’s okay for me to hear you bumping uglies in the next room.”

Chanyeol wailed aloud in embarrassment and Sehun cackled evilly at his own comment.

“Just out of curiosity, when did making out with dudes become a normal thing for you? Did Kyungsoo turn you gay?”

Chanyeol snorted but was firm, “I told you, don’t talk about Kyungsoo. What I did with him was wrong, but he used me too, you know…and no, he didn't make me gay. I’m pretty sure I’ve always been into small guys.”

“Well thank god I’m six-foot-one then.”

He laughed, “Please, even if you were Baekhyun’s height I wouldn’t like you.”

Sehun huffed indignantly, “Why?”

“Because even at six-foot-one you’re still a little .”

“Ugh!” he feigned anger and Chanyeol laughed loudly.

When his sassy expression resided, Chanyeol turned to face him and spun around quickly, “Now, how do I look?”

“Like a douchebag,” he said bitterly and Chanyeol frowned. “I’m kidding! I’m kidding! Your delicate little rose is going to love you.”

Chanyeol blushed lightly, “He’s not that delicate.”

Sehun laughed openly and obnoxiously, and Chanyeol tapped his foot impatiently rolling his eyes at him again. His mom had warned him that someday they were going to get stuck in the back of his head. At this point he believed it.

Sehun wiped a tear from his eye, “Not that delicate…you slay me. Please, he’s even got you blushing now, and you’re just thinking about going on a date with him. You’re, like, eating dinner or something right? What happened to the guy who used to girls and leave them in the morning?”

Chanyeol was suddenly ashamed at the very thought and his features darkened noticeably. He hoped with all of his heart that none of those girls had liked him very much. Or not at all. He’d experienced heartbreak now and he’d be mortified if he’d ever caused it.

He folded his arms, “I’m not that kind of douchebag anymore.”

Sehun patted his shoulder, “Don’t be so serious. I’m not saying you changing is a bad thing at all. I’m proud of you. I really am.”

“Really?”

“Really. You’re kind of becoming a good guy now and I’m a little jealous. I want to be like that too.”

The two shared a look of brotherhood before Sehun shattered the silence distastefully.

“Wow, gag me. Don’t ever make me say something so sweet ever again.”

“Way to ruin the moment.”

“I don’t want to have a moment with you.” His eyes glanced to the clock. “Have your moment with your boy toy. Speaking of, aren’t you supposed to be meeting him right now? It’s almost five.”

Chanyeol’s eyes widened and he looked around wildly, “! I’m late! And I’m so nervous I think I’m going to throw up!”

“EW,” he wrinkled his nose in disgust. “Look. Calm the down. Just go now and for god’s sake try to remember what being a man is like.”

He grabbed his jacket and wallet and darted from the door, leaving Sehun to laugh at his urgency.

 

 

When he arrived at Baekhyun’s house he stopped to catch his breath, checking his reflection in a window. He didn’t want to look like he’d been running, which he had, but he also didn’t want to look too casual, or too eager. It was a complicated emotion. He wanted Baekhyun to see his excitement, but not his parents who were sure to answer the door. They were playing a delicate game he knew. One wrong move and Baekhyun’s whole world would crumble around him. He could never be responsible for that. He wouldn’t be.

After he rang the buzzer, he was greeted almost immediately by both parents frowning gruffly. His mom seemed to no longer be enchanted with him and greeted him curtly. His dad barely huffed an acknowledgement. But in a flash Baekhyun was at the door and he was giving his goodbyes, reassuring them quickly and shutting the door.

When they’d passed the gate, faces stoic all the while, they turned and simultaneously beamed at each other, instantly laughing. Baekhyun covering his mouth and smiling, he shooed Chanyeol down the street, lest his parents hear them. God forbid, he sound happy.

When they turned the corner they said their real hellos, a little smile staying on Baekhyun’s lips as Chanyeol’s hand lingered for a moment on his shoulder.

As they turned and walked together Chanyeol asked him, “So what was that all about?”

Baekhyun looked up at him innocently, “What was what about?”

He rolled his eyes, “Your parents totally hate me now. Well I don’t think your dad ever liked me but your mom did at one point.”

“Oh.” He looked a little ashamed and sheepish. “Back then…. When I told them I didn’t want to see you, they decided that they didn’t like you. My dad said you were a bad influence.” He laughed a little coldly. “My mom said that she knew all along and that she was glad we weren’t friends.”

“Ouch.”

“Again, I’m still really sorry about that,” he looked up sadly, a pleading behind his eyes.

“I’m telling you, don’t be. I already forgave you a long time ago.” How could he not when Baekhyun had returned to him? When he was here with him now? When he had told him he loved him too? He was risking everything he knew in his life to be with Chanyeol, and if that wasn’t forgiveness-worthy than he didn’t know what was. Instead he smiled, “So how did you manage to come with me today then?”

Baekhyun smiled sheepishly again, but it was more of a proud smirk than anything, “Actually, I didn’t tell them that it was you I was meeting. At like four-fifty-five I told them my friend was coming a

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1-22-15 Posting the ending anyway even though I'm hella nervous. I'm not sure I've lived up to expectation.

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Iovescb
#1
Chapter 6: This story is so amazing that I'm thrilled!
kimbyun28
#2
Chapter 14: Damn! Chanyeol made me cry in this chap. ??
darlingyeol
#3
Chapter 7: my chanyeol, my heart hurts too..
Xilonen
#4
Chapter 7: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I can fully understand Miseon's frustration
Xilonen
#5
Chapter 5: YAY! They confessed!!
Xilonen
#6
Chapter 4: kkkk have I been Baek 's mother I would probably go all fangirl screaming plus drooling wildly kkkk
InfiredXOXO
#7
Chapter 20: Awww I love the ending!
InfiredXOXO
#8
Chapter 14: This was so upsetting to read, I hope Baekhyun wakes up.
naty_kkaebsong
#9
Chapter 21: Wow, this was one hell of a journey... first of all I can't believe you made me cry, twice ㅠㅠ the first time was when Baekhyun rejected Chanyeol and the second time was when he was in a coma. There is just something about your writing that makes it so realistic. You're very good at creating situations and I just couldn't help myself but get completely absorbed in the story. It's so captivating and mind I say your writing is absolutely PERFECT. I really admire you. You have a talent in writing that's a fact.
So what I liked about the story, the first think is the characterization. Do I even need to mention how perfect and on point it was? There is one thought that has always been on my mind and it's that Baekhyun is the most beautiful when he plays the piano and truly this story makes me appreciate it even more. It's so beautiful the way you wrote it. And Chanyeol, gosh for some reason I didn't expect him to be this nice, but it was just perfect and this characterization suited him so much. Then it's the build up and the character development. It's so fascinating to see how the characters slowly change... like especially Baekhyun's - how he'd gone from not touching to very touching, from shy to jealous and possessive and from being controlled by his parents to having a mind of his own. I admire that the most. How he'd stood up for himself, choosing his own love and happiness even if it meant going against everything else. This was so well written and I really liked this part. Such a beautiful story, so interesting and enticing!
And Chanyeol's friends were all great, not to mention Sehun, he was like the star of this show xD
Sehun was so funny and entertaining, aside from that misunderstanding where he made Chanyeol cry, he was also a saviour. Gosh, I'm so thankful for that. That double hit on both Chanyeol and Baekhyun really got to me, when one was down, I didn't expect for the other to go down too ;; But when I broke down in tears it was when Chanyeol kept talking to Baekhyun while he was sleeping. I felt the longing, the desperation, idk know how you manage to capture these kind of feelings, but you're really amazing! And I admire how long Chanyeol had not given up on Baekhyun and stood by his side.
The songs, the lyrics were a nice touch to the story and they suited the moods... like the confession song and the one that Chanyeol made for Baekhyun, it brings out a special meaning.
Also I like the contrast between Chanyeol's parents and Baekhyun's. The former's being so nice and understanding, the ones every child wishes to have, they made me extremely happy, especially when they were nothing but supportive, took Baekhyun under their wing. I'm sad at how Baekhyun's parents were, but I guess that's how life is, I wish there would be more open-minded people ><
But this story was a perfect combination of fluffy and angsty. I loved all those sweet moments and how their love truly shined and basically they were just so adorable. And how they basically promised to marry each other. It was really cute ><
The ending was really nice and I thoroughly enjoyed this story. Every sentence of it was so well written and impactful, so yeah I think this was perfect. I probably forgot to mention so many things that I wanted to say more... but thank you so much for writing this masterpiece! I loved it so so so much. I cannot find the right words to express my love for this story, but thank you, you are absolutely amazing! ❤❤❤