∞ Bae Suzy ∞

"Who are you?" I heard him say those words again which snapped me out of my absent-mindedness.

I pointed at myself. "Me? Who am I?" Who am I? What's my name again? Holy cow I forgot my name. I bit my lower lip and smiled widely afterwards- which may turn out really fake because my brain is not functioning well at the moment.

"I'm, I'm S-suzy. Right. Bae Suzy. My name is Bae Suzy." I nodded and made a mental note to make a nametag next time so that I don't have to deal with this embarrassing moment again.

I handed him the milk carton, bowed slightly and ran as fast as I can.That is so embarrassing. Heavens, can you open up and take me now? Like now please. My subconscious is crying because of the embarrassment.I don't know how to face that strange yet handsome man anymore. I looked back while still running out of the apartment to make sure he's not following me. 

But as if heavens heard my wish but granted me my worst nightmare instead. The door out of the apartment swung open and I can't stop myself from running. I jumped instead because if I run down the stairs, I will trip. But then again, I jumped and technichally losed my balance, causing the grass to get my first kiss....ever.

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I grabbed another roll of tissue while wiping my tears. I feel like I'll be sick for a year. I sat down on the couch and stared at the wall. Once again, I sobbed hard remembering that the grass tasted awful and it got my first kiss. Plus the embarrassment from meeting the handsome man a while ago makes everything much much worse.

I wiped my tears and looked at the time. It's six and my class will be later at nine. 

I'll be probably absent today because I felt sick.

You're not really sick Bae Suzy.

I am sick consciousness.

You just fell on the ground,don't be silly.

I fell and kissed the grass.

Is that even counted as a kiss?

Technically yes.

Get over it. Now stand up, fix yourself and go to school.

I'm tired. 

Stand up or your aunt will kill you.

She will not really kill me-

STAND UP!!!!

So I stood up, feeling so weird talking to my consciousness. I shook the thought off and prepared myself for school.

What a happening to start my day.

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I lazily walked to my classroom and sat down on my chair. I feel so down today. I took a lollipop out of my bag and removed its wrapper. I sighed. Why are these wrappers seems so hard to remove? I examined the wrapper thoroughly when someone grabbed it. I looked up and saw my bestfriend removing the wrapper so efortlessly. He handed me back the lollipop and threw the wrapper. I beamed at him.

"How can you ever live without me?" 

I raised an eyebrow and looked at him, "I can survive on my own Myungsoo."

He flashed a smile, "Really? You having troubles with your lollipop  means you can't clearly survive on your own."

"But you can't survive without me as well." I stuck out a tongue at him.

"Right. Kim Myungsoo isn't Kim Myungsoo without Bae Suzy. And Bae Suzy isn't Bae Suzy without Kim Myungsoo." he chanted.

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