~*~*~Kyuhyun POV*~*~*~*~

I kept on looking around,

“Hyung! Have you found her yet?” Henry asked me, I shook my head,

Crap… Where the heck is she?!

“If I told you to come to Korea, would you do it?” I heard, I turned my head,

It sounded like Alex!

Crap… The night sky, street lights…

“WHAT?!” her voice sounded again, I looked around even more,

“Hyung! I think that’s her!” Henry said pointing to a girl in a dress

Dress?

“Hangeng!” her voice went,

Ok… Check?

We both decided to follow her. Until we ended up at a park. It wasn’t a normal one, it was the ones that had a cement ground to walk on, but there was grass and trees, but I guess you can say… It was a clean park? Also, it was quiet, as in no one was there... But there as a bridge! So it was kinda loud with the cars, but who cares haha! We were far away from it! We were also in front of a river! So it was really... a cool cold crisp feeling I guess....

She sat at the stairs—looking blankly at the sky, while we were hiding behind a bush

I looked at Henry, he looked back at me. I guess we were both thinking the same thing,

Who is she waiting for? Wearing THAT?

Oh and you’re probably wondering why we haven’t been caught yet by crazy fans yet! Well I’m wearing old people’s clothes…. I’m wearing brown jean pants (at least I think their jeans…. I don’t keep up with pant names! They’re all the same) with a blue buttoned shirt a brown jacket a brown hat and black nerdy glasses…. So pretty much an old man who was a nerd in the 50’s! Meanwhile Henry was wearing what Justin Beiber would wear! …. Yeah…. So pretty much he looks like a little boy (but he looks too adorable as a little boy!! He looks younger then he really is!!) he was wearing a red football jacket, a cap turned to the side, nerd glasses, blue jeans and black converse.

“Henry, you hang out with her more! Who do you think she’s waiting for?” I asked him,

“I’m not sure! I didn’t think she was dating!” he said, then coughed, “Anymore”

“What do you mean anymore?!” I asked,

“Well why don’t you ask Al? She’ll let you know!” he said, scratching his head

“Boy, do you want me to kill you?” I gave him one of my evil glares, he blinked a few times, then smiled,

“I know your weakness!” he said,

“What weakness?”

“I can reveal that little game that your ‘friend gave you’” he said,

“HE DID! DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD BUY A GAME?!”

“Hmmm~ Whatever you say~” Henry sang,

“I will kill you”

“Oh you know you love me!”

“Shut up”

“Admit it! I maaddee you gay for mee” he joked,

“Whatever” I smirked,

We both looked at her, then a man came up to her, is she being attacked by a ert? No, wait… She’s hugging the guy? WHAT!?

We both listened in carefully,

~*~*~*~*~*~*Alex POv*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*

I waited at the place Hangeng told me to wait and sighed,

I sat on the stairs, just waiting… urgh! What’s taking so long?

 “Alex Lee”

I looked up and saw him…. That JERK that broke my heart! …. Why am I seeing him again?  Also, guess what? My eyes were getting watery too! Urgh!

“W-why are you crying?” he asked me, I wiped away the tears and looked down,

I guess all the feelings that I hid about the members are finally coming out… I can’t stand it anymore! They really make me mad! All I’ve done to them… EVERY SINGLE THING!

Before I knew it, Hangeng hugged me. And before I knew it… I started crying outloud…

“I’m sorry…. I’m so sorry” he whispered to me, I cried even harder, making him hug me tighter,

“I-I can’t take this anymore” I bawled, “I can’t stand this anymore” I whimpered, he let go and stared at me, I looked down, trying to wipe away all my tears,

“What happened?” he asked me,

“I-In the dorms… I can’t stand it anymore! I’m a freaking girl pretending to be a guy there! I don’t understand!”

“What?”

“For all this time that I’ve been living with the Super Junior members…. I CAN’T STAND IT ANYMORE! They’re so… URhg” I sniffed, “I feel so replaced, I can’t stand this anymore! I’m sick and tired of this!” I cried, he hugged me, rubbing my back,

I can’t believe it… I’ve finally cracked….

“It’s okay” he whispered,

No it won’t

“Don’t cry anymore”

I can’t

“They really care about you”

Yet I feel so replaced….

“Please stop crying….”

If I could, don’t you think I would’ve stopped earlier?

I’m an emotional wreck…  I don’t even know why I’m like this….

He sat down with me, and rubbed my back. While I was crying my eyes out.

“I know I should be thankful for her” I sniffed, “But I feel so awful! Usually Kyuhyun is the one who cares, but he… I can’t believe he took Uki’s side!” I sighed, resting my head on Hangeng’s shoulder, “I mean, sure, Henry and Ryeowook defended me… but still” I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.

“Alex….”

“I’m sorry, but I don’t even know why I’m telling you this” I sniffed,

“It’s okay,” he said, and kissed my forehead, making me a little shocked, “I’m sorry for hurting you” he hugged me,

“W-why are you back in Korea anyways?”

“Lawsuit” he sighed,

“Oh….” I said in disappointment,

“You know….” He said and gently held my hand, “You’re really brave”

“How?”

“Living as a guy for so long, and only cracking right now”

“…”

“Do you think Uki’s better than you?” he asked me, I nodded, he sighed, “Alex Lee, you’ve been pretending to be a boy for so long, you care for the members, and you had hard predicaments! You’re better”

“Hangeng” I muttered,

“Alex, Uki…. Yes, she’s… an OVER achiever! But you work hard to where you are! She has amazing willpower! You don’t”

“HOW DOES THIS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?!”

“Because of how hard you’ll work for them even though you get distracted easily, by how much you have to pull yourself together in order for you to do it right” he said, tightening his grip on my hands, “Do you remember what you use to tell me?” he asked, I shook my head, “We’re human, we want but we don’t usually do what we want because of our nature. Because we’re lazy. We’re not perfect, we break promises, we hurt the ones we care about. That’s who we are”

“And…?”

“Uki isn’t human, she might as well be an alien when you first see her. She may look like an angel at first, but her words are what makes her human. Her simple words are the things that hurt people. Donghae definitely loves you like crazy. But since he’s human, he has activities, sure he may be that OVER-protective brother as he always has, but he just today hurt you right? So you can’t blame him, Super Junior has so many activities, it’s difficult to do everything”

I smiled a bit, “I guess… but… I feel… weird next to Uki… Ya know? She’s really pretty it’s almost annoying, she has a huge bust, she’s short so she can find a boyfriend taller than her easily, she can cook, she can clean”

“Alex, you can do all of that”

“Are you forgetting my one body part that’s like a table top?” my brow went up in question,

“W-well, most guys prefer that then huge ones”

I laughed a bit, then hit Hangeng, “Is that why you chose her over me?” I asked him,

“Alex Lee! For goodness sake, how many times does a guy have to apologize for that one time?” he asked, I sighed,

“I said I forgave you… But it’s just hard to forget it…

“I know, and I’m sorry…” he said, still holding my hand, “I really regret that… and I really wish that we were still together” he sighed, I bit my lip, and sighed…. Better not bring this conversation on anymore…

“Hangeng, what do you think would be my most attractive part?” I asked him, “Physically”

He looked at me, then thought for a bit, “Your cheeks?” he smiled, “But then again, there are a whole bunch of times where your lips were REALLY attractive” he said, I looked at him, and smiled, “Then there are your eyes” he said, and kissed my closed eyes, then he suddenly held my face, and pressed his forehead against mine. I looked at him, my heart skipping beats, “I’m sorry” he said,

Is he going to kiss me?

I bit my lip, and looked at him in the eyes, if he did kiss me…. I wouldn’t mind….

We were both looking at each other… I noticed he smiled, and leaned in and kissed me. I closed my eyes, as he pulled me closer to him.

“WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE ooouufff!” I heard, then turned around,

No one….

Hangeng patted my shoulder, and kissed me on the cheek,

“ALEX LEE!” I heard, then turned around again, blinking a couple of times,

Okay… that’s weird….

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*Henry POV*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I stared at Alex and Hangeng

I thought he broke her heart! Why is she talking to him?!

I stared at them longer, then my anger just got the best of me when he pulled her in for a kiss, I suddenly jumped up and yelled,

“WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE—” I started, then Kyuhyun pulled me down making me go, “Oooouufff!!”

“Shh!” he said, I looked at him,

“What?! He broke her heart! I don’t want to see my best friend hurt again!”

“Shh!” he repeated, “Let’s see what happens!” he whispered,

Then Hangeng kissed her again,

“ALEX LEE!” he jumped up, I pushed him down and stared at him,

“Kyuhyun!” I pouted, “Let’s wait and see what happens!” I mockedhim

“So. Where are you going to stay?” he asked her,

“Mm… I’m not sure…. I might go stay at a friend’s place” she said looking at him,

“Who?”

“Hmm… F(x) are in France right now… So… SHINee?”

“With boys?”

“They’re better than you… You probably would want to try to get us back together” she sighed, he looked at her, and sighed,

“I guess, we’re really over then”

“We’ve been over a while you dork” she huffed, “Well, you probably have your lawsuit to deal with… So…. Fighting” she said giving him a fist pump, he smiled at her, and kissed her on the forehead,

“See you” he said, and got up and walked away,

Then Kyuhyun nudged me, I looked at him,

“Go cheer her up” he whispered

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Alex POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well… I guess that’s it….

“AISH! ALEX! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” I suddenly yelled, stretching my arms in the air, “When you were a teenager you wished you were a guy since girls had to give birth, go through a monthly, put on make-up JUST to look pretty! And what do guys do? Wake up in the morning, do nothing to themselves, play American football and eat! Girl have to manage their weight! So why should I be complaining?” I said to myself, “Alex you idiot! You honest idiot!” I said

“Why are you an idiot?”

I turned around and saw Henry smiling at me, he walked next to me and sat next to me. I smiled, then sighed,

“Because… I’m such a brat” I looked at the sky,

I’m such an idiot…. Why did I even cry?

“It’s okay Alex, you’ve been really strong as a girl who’s doing this” Henry said, and grabbed my hand, and patted it,

“I guess” I said, curling up into a ball then rested my head on his shoulders,

“Don’t worry about it”

“How can I not?” I sighed, “I’m a complete idiot!” I pouted, and looked up at Henry, he looked at me,

I miss his cheeks so much….

“Henry… Can we go out for ice cream?” I asked him, he looked at me,

“I have a few bucks, I guess I can do it” he said, I smiled, and got up,

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Kyuhyun POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well… I guess that’s all for what Alex’s guardian “Angel” has to do for tonight! I silently got up, and looked at the two of them behind me….

Sigh… I feel kinda weird not being able to make her happy like Henry does…. I’m jealous at how close they are… I’m jealous that… she trusts Henry with everything… meanwhile, I can only stay in the back and watch her….

Ha! Kyuhyun! What are you saying? Wierdo! You don’t like her! It’s just because if you lost her Donghae would kill you! Also, she’s the first girl you  met that hasn’t found you “Creepy” or “Weird” yet!

I wonder what would’ve happened if I just walked out of my room the first day she came? Would we be close?

What are you talking about Kyuhyun? You’re just a normal celebrity. If you date her, she’ll be in danger…So this isn’t love… It’s… what being a true friend is called

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Urgh =___= I just wanna say, Cassies, if you really LOVE DBSK then support ALL 5! NOT just JYJ! cause it's making ELFs mad when you're bashing on the SM family for getting mad at Junsu's tweet! I mean seriously, how can you NOT expect Sungmin and SHindong to be mad? calling SM the enemy!

Guys, I did a day's worth of research on SM, and I am confused as can be! but LSM is most likely the scapegoat! Since I've seen people say that, "DBSK once said that LSM sent texts with hearts on them!" making me go O__O" and with ppl that say they know LSM, they say he doesn't do that! Also, Siwon says that he isn't a "Slave" so cassies who are bashing on Homin, stop calling them slaves! AND! well... Heechul saying that LSM is nice! (we all know Heechul and how truthful and brutally honest he is!) HEre's the link as to how I think of this- I read this and kinda understood

http://nylesor.wordpress.com/2009/09/13/sm-entertainments-lee-soo-man-vs-kim-young-min-the-real-face-of-sm/

Also, just to amuse you people, this is the guy LSM! When I saw this it made me laugh! haha, it's so... OLD!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNIfYvumK-E

 anyway, don't know what to say anymore other than i'm going to sleep :PP so goodnite ELFs, Casses, Shawols and other fanclubs that are reading this!! oh and F(X)'s official fanclub color is Pearl Periwinkle! Woot!!!