~*Donghae POV*~

“AISH!” I yelled,

No matter what I do, Hangeng won’t listen to me! Why does he like talking to her so much?! He’s acting like he owns her! Like she’s his girl or something! URGH!

“Let’s celebrate Donghae’s birthday” Eunhyuk said to the other members,

“Let’s not” I sighed,

“Whhhyyy???” Eunhyuk pouted,

“Because… I miss Alex…” I sighed,

“Let’s buy you a cake so that wish’ll come true” Siwon said,

“I guess” I sighed, and walked into the dorm,

“Hello hyung” Henry bowed,

…. That’s weird…. Why did Henry bow? He's usually go, "Yo, waz up hyung?" and do something to the fridge

“Ah, Donghae, I think Alex was here earlier” Henry said, my eyes widened,

“HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT?!” I yelled, grabbing Henry’s shoulders, shaking him,

“C-Cake!” Henry said pointing to a blue cake, I quickly ran to it,

It was a cake that had a piece of chocolate that said, “Happy Birthday Donghae!”

There was a card next to it, I quickly opened it,

“Happy Friday! Happy October! Happy 15^th! Happy 24^th birthday my dear Donghae! I’m sorry I’m not there for your birthday, but I had to leave right away! I love you Donghae!! Love Alex”

I sighed…. She’s not here… how can this be a happy birthday?

I looked at the blue box, and opened it.

Wonder what she got me…

Pink underwear….

And a small book. I opened it

The first page was of her smiling,  and a little note underneath, “HAE! Al is trying to be a good sis kay? Don’t try to choke me when I don’t tell you things!”

I looked at the pages and smiled, it was pictures of the members, her and me….

When I got a the end, it said, “Oppa! I know I’m not a good sister right now, but you still love me right? I know I left the dorms without saying goodbye, but still! I love you!

Love Alex”

I started to cry a little bit,

I want my sister back!

ALEXXXX!!!

I sighed, “Who wants cake?” I smiled at the members, bringing the cake to them.

And then we started to eat the cake…

~*Alex POV*~

Crap… What do I do now?! I’m stuck!!

I’m in Henry’s room… In his closet… and I feel like I’m going to die because of the smell! Worst of all… I’ve been here for 3 hours already! URGH!!

Then Henry’s closet door opened, “Alex” Henry whispered, I looked at him,

“Henry” I said,

“They should be asleep right now” he whispered, and helped me up, I fell, he caught me,

“Henry… Please buy some air fresher” I coughed,

“Sorry, shoes” he said, “Now wear this hoodie, it isn’t safe for a girl to walk around at night” he said and started to put his hoodie on,

“Thanks Henry” I smiled and hugged him, he hugged me back,

“I’ll miss you” he said,

“I’ll miss you too” I said, then walked out,

I closed Henry’s door,

“So you were here after all”

I turned my head and saw Donghae staring at me….

Oh crap… HENRY! I WILL KILL YOU!

“D-d-donghae!”

“Why are you leaving?” he asked me,

“I-I gotta take care of mom”

“Donghwa is taking care of her”

“Oppa, I gotta go” I said, walking off,

“No you aren’t” he said, and grabbed my wrist,

“What are you doing?” I asked him, he suddenly grabbed my legs and carried me (like a little baby) to his room, and threw me to the bed,

Man! How can he have so much strength?! He’s so freaking skinny!

“EXPLAIN WHY YOU LEFT AND AREN’T COMING BACK” Donghae stared at me,

“It’s because of the members” I sighed,

“Why?!”

“I’m scared that I might cause trouble again! I don’t want to be a burden! It’ll help you” I sighed,

“Explain!”

“The Siwon scandal! Leeteuk was choking me, and Sungmin punched me!”

“ALEX! We’re guys! You’ve known them for so long! So as guys, a punch or a killing move means that you forgive them!”

“Donghae, they don’t need me here” I said, “Everyone’s getting fine without me!”

“I’m not!” Donghae said, “I need you to be here with me!”

“Eunhyuk is always with you!”

“No he isn’t! Every member has different schedules! I’m alone most of the time!” he said,

“Donghae!”

“Alex!”

“DONGHAE!”

“ALEX!”

“DONGHAE!”

“YOU TWO!” a voice yelled, then the door jerked open,

…Leeteuk….

“GOSH! Why do you always yell at each other?!” he asked us,

“Alex~ we do need you” Ryeowook’s head popped in,

I sighed, 

“I need someone to bug one in a while” Kyuhyun smiled,

“You have the other members” I said,

“Yes, but it’s fun bugging you since you react better”

“Also! I need you here to accompany my turtle!” Yesung said

“Also, it’s cheaper for you to cook than for us to go out to eat” Sungmin came in, and walked towards me, “I’m sorry for punching you okay? I’m just made about Hangeng, that’s all” he said, and touched the cheek that he punched, 

“And… I’m sorry for…. Attempting an attempted murder…” Leeteuk mumbled,

“So will you come back?” Donghae asked,

I stared at him, “I-I’m sorry… but there’s no point in me staying here”

“Alex!” Donghae said,

I stood up, and ran out of the dorms. Tears were rolling down my eyes….

"ALEX!" Donghae yelled,

I want to go back, but what do I sat to mom?“Oh, well, I’m going back to the dorm full of guys because they begged me to”?! She’ll think I’m a !

I ran to a park and sat down. Crap… I wanna cry right now….

“Alex oppa?” a voice rang, I turned around, and saw Yuri and Sunny staring at me,

“O-oh! H-hello” I bowed,

“I’ll be back” Yuri said, and left,

“Alex oppa, what happened?” Sunny asked sitting down to the bench next to me,

“N-nothing” I tried to laugh,

“Oppa, something must’ve happened” she stared at me,

Okay, think of a lie…

“M-my girlfriend of 2 years just broke up with me today” I said,

“E-eh?” she looked surprised,

“I guess what happens…happens” I sighed,

“Aw” Sunny said, then hugged me,

I sniffed, and rested my head on her shoulders,

“T-thanks” I muttered, she patted my shoulder,

“It’s okay” she said,

“Is it okay if I talk to him for a bit?”

I looked up, great… Leeteuk….

“Okay, I gotta get going anyway” Sunny said, and left,

Leeteuk looked at me, but I didn’t look at him,

“Look, we really want you back okay?” he said sitting down,

I was silent,

“I’m sorry for hurting you” Leeteuk said, “I was mad okay? I just really hate scandals that’s all” he turned at me, and then held my hand, “But honestly… We want you back! You’re now a member! Once gone… then… it just feels empty… Kinda like with Hangeng…” he sighed, “To tell you the truth, I was only mad at you because of Hangeng was because he doesn’t contact me at all for some reason”

“It’s because he doesn’t want you to get in trouble with the company” I muttered,

“I know that, but… I’ve known him for 6 years… It hurts when he just suddenly does this” Leeteuk sighed, “Sure, it’s almost been a year already, but it’s like there’s something missing in your life without him”

“I know how you feel” I gave out a deep sigh, “We lost contact in 2007, and I was really hurt since he didn’t even explain”

“Then how did you find him again?”

“Well… He came to the dorms…”

“He came to the dorms?!”

“Yeah, but no one was home other than me…”

“Why did he come to the dorms?”

“He wanted to see the members again, but then later chickened out”

“Aww” Leeteuk panicked, “Well, do you know where he’ll be staying in Korea?” he asked,

“WELL! Things changed again, so he’s staying in China”

“Oh” he sounded disappointed,

“But he really does miss you all”

“How do you know?”

“He told me…”

“What’d he say?”

For the next twenty minutes, I was telling Leeteuk all of what Hangeng said,

“Really?”

“Yeah” I smiled,

“Wait, what were we talking about?” Leeteuk asked himself, “Ah! That’s right! Come back to the dorms!”

“What about the scandal?”

“That’s been over for a while!”

“How’d you do it?!” I asked,

“It wasn’t that hard fitting Donghae in a dress” Leeteuk smirked,

“E-eh?”