IU's POV

Pffffffffff....... I had such a long day of school yesterday! Like it was never getting to an end! I mean, even during break time I didn't have time for myself. So many students with questions about math, science, and I don't know what all!! It's not bad for me, finals are comming near, so this is a good practice for me. Finals mean: long school days, no me-time, stress, sleepless nights, studying untill you drop dead, not even time to eat properly........ But also: Summer is getting closer, and I'm almost finished at school. I can get to work instead of school. Like Mark...... He and Got7 are starting to get more popular every day. I feel so proud of him..... But I can't say that to him. Not yet.... Sometimes I even envy him, I love singing and making music. But I am way to shy to do that all in front of screaming fans and everything! He can. He is not even stressed because of that. 

When I got home after a rough day at school, he had dinner almost ready! I never knew he could cook. I was surprised in a very postive way. And then we got to know each other better... Wow, I had a wonderful night! I wonder where his curiousity suddenly came from. Somewhere I have a feeling something is about to happen.... But I can't get a grip on it. What is going to happen? Is it something very bad? Am I going to fail my finals? Will someone get hurt? Is my family going to die? All these questions are running around in my head, creating a chaos I can't handle.

Because of the chaos, I spend most of my evenings alone in my room. I play some guitar, or piano.. sing a little of read my favorite books. I write down everything that's bothering me and try to learn for finals with some soft music. 

Today when I finally got home, I didn't see Mark anywhere. I went to the fridge to take some water, and found a note with his handwriting. It said: 
Sorry, but I can't be home before you get home. We have some important things to discuss with the company, I will tell you about it when I get home. 

I felt dissapointed. This means I will have dinner all alone, and it will be very very quiet. I wonder what important thing they have to discuss. Now I wish we had a pet. Then I could talk to someone and I wouldn't be alone. Maybe I can convince Mark later to get a cat. A fluffy one. 

Since I don't really feel like cooking, I decied to just take some ramen. Easy to make, and not too much for me alone. While eating I saw a program on tv, but my mind