title : trying to be brave
pairing : n/a
genre : romance...?
short summary : im not really sure this requires a summary
author's note : i'm in a really sad mood and oddly enough, sad things help me get through it. unpolished. unedited. pure and raw stream of consciousness. enjoy.

Soonyoung's usually narrow eyes stared straight back at her, his mouth hanging slightly open in shock at what his best friend of almost two years revealed to him. He lifted his hand to the back of his neck, shifting awkwardly on his spot on the floor, trying to make sense of the situation. Hesitantly, he brought his eyes up to meet hers that were hidden underneath the glare of her large lenses, "Ming, you're not serious, are you? This is just a joke… right?"

The smaller girl answered with nothing but a quiet squeak, bringing her gaze down to the pile of science textbooks on her lap. Her hair cascaded past her shoulders, hiding her pink face. 'Stupid, so stupid,' she repeated over and over to herself. She should have kept shut like she always had. Why? Why now? Why did she do such a mi