A/N:  Have you guys watch the MV of Nicole"MAMA", her vocal and dance skills is improved. Wish she have a great solo debut.

also GDYB release  one digi - GOOD BOY. November surely is G-Cole month, like my story they starts at November. 

Beseis, I find a new job and start working tomorrow. Wish me luck. 

I will update as soon as possible, two chapters in editing. 

Please leave any comments i am apprecated.

Thanks and bows.

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Wind blows.

Thumb-plump bumble bees, wings a-thrum, loot from honeypots of mustard-yellow flowers.

The Blue Sky.

Well, Spring is coming.

A Family, Friends gathering day.

To me, it is a gloomy Sunday.

Every single step to SBS Inkigayo seems to be heavier and more difficult.

Sigh…….

Fate, I have to face.

I have to meet HIM, KWON JIYONG.

SBS Inkigayo Filming, BIGBANG Comeback Interview.

3 months long, I haven’t met him, my heart still hurt while I saw him.

Breathe….. I can’t breathe properly……

That smile used to cheer me up when I was down.

That voice used to say those sweet words to me only.

Yes. It is not belong to me anymore.

I zoned out and froze in my world. “Be tough! Cole-ah!” Hara whispered and held my hand. I just realize that I was standing on the stage with IU, HARA and BIGBANG.

I can’t see Kwon Jiyong’s eyes cause he wore sunglasses. Don’t obstruct. Be professional in variety show !I have done my job , MC! Try my har