Firstly.. urm Hi ^^

okay i want to say sorry for doing this to you guys 

i'm very sorry for not updating like at all..?? 

before this everyone who read my notes know that i'm stressing , struggling with my exam..

and because of that exam i have lost the will to write, everytime i open my AFF account , i felt very guilty because i keep on making promises to update here and there but i never did it.

SPM has take a very huge toll on me , it takes my will to do everything that i love

its stressfull

i felt like crying everytime someone mention it to me or to someone else 

i still hasn't get the result.. yet 

i hope i can get 9A's 

and i know once i get the result i would probably be very happy or very very sad 

and i know if the result's are not good i would probably won't even open my laptops and i will really cry han rivers

so before i did those stupids sad things, i want to shower you guys with so much updates

and i want to say that you guys are my fire everytime you guys comment 'fighting' 'i like your story' or request 'please do jihyox??" 

i felt spirited

that's why i'm gonna start writting back before the result came huhuhu

and to those who have request no worries i have already jot down all of you guys request and i'm catching up

so..urm.. wish me luck ><