It's hard for me to say this

All Because a Cup of Coffee

Hey guys, I know some of you aren't going to like this, and it pains me to say this, so I'll come right out with it:

I'm indefinitely leaving Asianfanfics.

 

Because I basically left you guys in the dark about where I was in my life, allow me to tell you everything that's been going on:

I have spent the passed two months questioning my existence and wondering what exactly I am doing with my one terribly short life. I know, I'm only 18 and I have my whole life ahead of me, but when you were basically taught to always grab life by the reins and control your own destiny...sitting in my house in America while my life slowly whithers away isn't the best for an overly-ambitious young adult such as myself, so this is what I have done. I sold my house in Korea and don't plan on moving back, at least not anytime soon. If you're wondering how I even got that house, my grandmother is very good to me...

Instead of moving to Korea, I am planning on moving to England with my colleague. Don't worry, the YouTube videos are still going to come, at least when I get a camera that isn't my phone or a crappy Canon from 2011...

Anyways, back on topic: it really hurts me to say that I'm closing this chapter for now, but I feel like I need to just start fresh somewhere. If any of you are from Oil and Water, you remember me telling you about the Writing Nook blog on Blogger? Well, I was unable to get that back (sadface I know), so I started a new blog that's basically going to take people on the journey into the world of adulthood; it will be updated every Thursday/Friday and you can find all that good info on my page in my About Me stuff.

 

Now, another thing that I have to tell you guys: I will eventually be going to university - not right now, but definitely sometime next year. I will not be going for international studies or creative writing: I will be going for broadcast journalism and/or social media journalism, meaning I will be a journalist that brings news through TV, internet, and possibly social media. 

 

So this is not a goodbye forever, it is an indefinite goodbye until I get out of my mother's house and finally get to doing my own thing. I hope you all can understand that this is something I need to do to help better myself.

 

I hope everyone had fun with me on here and check out my adulthood blog if you want - bigbadworldwithpan.blogspot.com

 

Saranghae,

~Marzie♥

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kkaepsongyehet #1
Chapter 23: OMOOO!!!! THAT'S AWESOME♥_♥
I wish I was as brave as you*^* I want to move to other Contry..but I'm not brave>\\\< your life sounds sooo interesting♥♥ but..I haven't heard that you do youtube videos 0^0 under what name?? Maybe I will startf ollow you^^ hhaha..but seriously..woah...I wish you everything good♥ and woaaah..just..wow♥_♥
Just..don't stress about us^^ hahah not like you would. But anyways..just.. I wish you everything good♥♥♥
AND YOUR STUDIES YOU'RE GOING TO STUDY♥_♥ JUST DAE TO THE BAK♥♥♥♥ You surely are brave person♥♥ good luck with that too^^
BaoZiLi #2
Chapter 21: <3 too cute!!
kkaepsongyehet #3
Chapter 22: WHY ARE THEY SO ING CUTE??????♥♥♥♥
Really♥_♥ Donghae is so cute Hyung^^♥ so caring♥ and ready to beat Sehun if he does something wrong^^♥ love that♥
And then Luhan♥ adorable Dongsae who helps those two♥_♥
But now I'm really curious what Eunhyuk does at nights..and why he was beated up... But..yeah..I have to wait(//^//)
But I'm happy it ended like that♥_♥really..like..if you never continue this anymore that's really good ending^^ But I believe you will continue^^
Hahah...Btw..when I started read this...B.A.P's "Coffee shop" started to play...coincident? Hahah don't think so^^
Anyways I loved those chapters♥
And I will wait till you update again^^
Take your time^^♥
kkaepsongyehet #4
Chapter 20: I can see that you like writing this kind of chapters^^ it shines through your sentences and words. It just...I can see and feel it^^♥
I liked this chapter too♥ it's so sweet and lovely♥_♥ and I liked that Donghae was in this chapter too^^ but honestly..I want to know what he thought of HunHan's doings>\\\< hahah^^
kkaepsongyehet #5
Chapter 19: Woaaaah^^congratzzz^^♥♥ I'm 18 soon tooo^^ ugh...why does I have to became adult? Who let adult the promise to come to me?>\\\< okay sorry>\\\< I think I should creat Tumblr account too>\\\< but it's..I don't know>\\\< I think I can't use it>\\\<
Anyways take all the time you need^^so move safely^^
kkaepsongyehet #6
Chapter 18: WHEN YOU CREAT YOUR ACCOUNT JUST TELL ME!!!! I WILL DEFINITELY WATCH YOUR VIDEOS!!!
and when your other stories are coming out...I'm here^^I will read your stories^^♥ as long as there is no OC>\\\\< luckily you have no interest in writing OC stories^^
Don't feel sorry^^ we understand^^ just take your time. And take good care of your health! Okay? Your health is the importantest thing right now!!♥
kkaepsongyehet #7
Chapter 17: Haha^^ You updated before I replied to your reply>\\< so my reply..phah^^ what ever^^
BUT THIS CHAPTER♥♥♥♥ MY HEART WAS BEATING REALLY FAST!!!♥♥♥ and excitement I felt!! It raised my heart's beating way more it should..why am I feeling like this?
why can't something like thathappen to me??(//^//)
woaah..Sehun can be so lovely♥ and sweet^^♥
this chapter got my heart flutter.. never happened before*^*♥♥♥
kkaepsongyehet #8
Chapter 16: They're going to watch those thing..those...Is it on time of valentine's day when those cherry tree things fall? Like...WHY CAN'T I REMEBER THE RIGHT WAY TO SAY IT???
anyways those pink leafs..or whatever..anyways I can be totally wrong>\\\< haha..sorryy>\\\<
anyways..Sehunnnnn♥♥♥ how cute^^♥
and luhan..crybaby^^ manly my ^^
haha^^
kkaepsongyehet #9
Chapter 15: Oohmygoood♥_♥ this...this..THIS ING HEAT HOTNESS FEELZZ♥♥♥♥
gosh♥♥♥ well..there you were Donghae^.~
hihi^^ they're cuye^^♥
and Luhan and his emotions^-^ Emotions my ..I bet he's going to see Sehun^^
okay bye..now My imagination began to run wild>\\\<
why do I feel like I'm the only one who leaves comeback?>\\\<
I'm so sorry(//^//)
I mean..you really deserve more comments from readers!!! This is too sweet and awesome story to leave without comment..I know my comments aren't the best..but I always try to write something..coz I know that you have to spend alot time for this..and you don't get anything back from readers(//^//)
I wish I could SOMEHOW to kick others' asses so they'd write atleast SOMETHING!!!
kkaepsongyehet #10
Chapter 14: Nooooo>\\\\< why do you do this to me??? Too many questions>\\\\< why, where, what? Woaaah...Where the is SuperJunior's members? I know this is HunHan story..but jinjja? Where are they?? I'm curious!!!!
ohmygod Luhan..why are you angry? Or are you just embarrassed?^^ hihih^^
how is Sehun going to solve this? Want to knowwww^^^♥♥
poor Luhan(//^//) Must be hard to take that all(//^//) I mean those girls and their questions.. come here!! Lemme hug ya♥♥
Okay..I'm waiting next chapter^^♥
Hwaiting♥♥♥
and congratulations!!!!♥ I'm proud of you^^
now you're school-free..lucky you^^