Sitting beside Yoochun on the bed and trying to talk to him yunho wondered what to say, how to talk his brother to wake up, it had been a week already, the doctors said that Yoochun is the one who is keeping himself in the coma, he did not want to wake up, he wanted to escape from reality so he is staying in the coma and knowing this yunho was furious, he yelled and begged and even knelt down pleading from Yoochun to wake up for no result, it was useless

As the little clock in the ward tickled it's twelve's time announcing midnight but still none of the two figures in the ward budged, one lying in the bed and sleeping dreamlessly escaping the harsh reality and the other sitting beside the first reading some of a book for his hyung hoping that maybe, just maybe a miracle will happen when the door to the ward opened softly, a third figure walked inside slowly not wanting to bother or interrupt as he walked to the man he loves and tapped his shoulder softly smiling weakly, it had been a weak since yunho walked out of this ward, he spent all his days and night with his hyung hoping to be there when he opens his eyes

'Yunie I brought some food' whispered jaejoong as he took the little book from yunho's hands and went on reading to the sleeping Yoochun while yunho opened the lunch box and smiled a little, all this week jaejoong made sure to always bring him three meals a day and a sweet treat all that he made himself for him. Plus jaejoong spent every night here in yunho's hands as he had developed a strange habit that yunho loved a lot which is never being able to fall asleep unless in yunho's arms

Eating slowly yunho heard his lover's sweet voice reading when suddenly jaejoong stopped, he closed the book and placed it away turning to yunho:' yunie I just thought of something'

'What is it love?'

'Yoochun hyung loved su, maybe he will wake up if we told him that su loves him too, that…'

'NO!! THAT JERK…'

'Su…' a soft barely audible moan escaped Yoochun's dried lips as he slept startling both men as they looked at each other, frowning yunho sighed, as much as he hated this he had to admit that it was a good idea, his hyung spoke his lover's name so maybe it will work

Sitting beside Yoochun's bed jaejoong sighed, he tried to relax a little as he spoke:' hyung you must wake up, su needs you hyung, he really does'

Yunho placed the lunch box aside and walked to his lover pulling him onto his lap

'Yes hyung, please wake up, your lover needs you, we all do'

'Su is angry hyung, he is because of that rumor, you heard it hyung, about you and that girl kissing in the nightclub, you must wake up, you must wake up to tell him that everything is fake and that you love him and only him'

'Yes hyung, he does remember now, he remembers you and everything' nodded yunho, he knew it was unsure news and if Yoochun woke up and asked for a proof he won't have it and he will come out as a liar but he did not care, right now he only cared for his hyung to wake up

'Su is waiting hyung, he is waiting for you to get him, to hug him and tell him you love him and only him' spoke jaejoong wiping a warm tear away from his eye as he knew it was all lies, he did not even know where Junsu was right now, he had no idea if the boy was alright, he knew nothing, he just prayed and hoped that god will protect and guide Junsu back to them safe and sound

'Hyung wake up already~' yunho shook Yoochun softly as he missed the tears in his lover's eyes

'Yea…sniff… wake up' nodded jaejoong

Slowly Yoochun blinked, he blinked but nothing more just as the doctor walked in and hurried to them:' he blinked'

'He moaned a name just now, his lover's name' yunho hurried to say hoping that will be good news

'That is great, marvelous' smiled the doctor examining Yoochun quickly again before smiling:' his heart beats are better now, he could wake up any time now, no one knows'

Nodding his head happy to the news yunho waited till the doctor walked out before he turned over to jaejoong happy wanting to hug his lover and kiss him but to his surprise jaejoong had tears in his eyes, still thinking they were happy tears yunho did not bother that much as he pulled jaejoong into his arms and kissed him fully on the lips

'Did you hear that baby, hyung will wake up' whispered yunho excited as he sealed jaejoong's lips with his own kissing him passionately for a few seconds on his lover's lips and nibbling before jaejoong pushed yunho away running out of the ward

Frowning and not understanding yunho ran after jaejoong and just as jaejoong was going to run out yunho grabbed his wrist and pulled him back making him crush into his chest as he hugged him with both hands forbidding him from moving or going anywhere

'What is it boo?'

'Let me go… sniff… I want to…sniff…stay alone'

'NO! tell me what is going on' demanded yunho tightening his grip around jaejoong's waist

'Yunho…sniff… please~' struggled jaejoong trying to break free

'Yunho? What happened to yunie?' frowned yunho

'Please~' struggled jaejoong more

'Jae, I'm not going to free you so speak' ordered yunho in a dangerous tone

'I… su… sniff… I want to know where is he… sniff… I want him back…sniff… please~' jaejoong started to cry again

'I will search for him boo, for you and for hyung, I will order every man to look for him baby, I will even offer an award, a big fat check for anyone who brings information about him' promised yunho as jaejoong sobbed a little more in his chest, nodded his head and allowed yunho to wipe away his tears and kiss his eyes softly before planting a soft kiss on jaejoong's lips, slowly yunho pulled jaejoong back into the ward and jaejoong trusting his lover's promise walked with yunho like a gentle obedient lover

Entering the ward yunho gasped in shock and happiness, pulling jaejoong with him he ran to the bed, to the bed where his hyung laid awake and looking at him

'HYUNG!!!'

'Yoochun hyung' bowed jaejoong a little

'Su, yun where is su?' asked Yoochun, still finding it hard to speak

'Hyung…' yunho did not know what to say

'He is… you must understand that Junsu is confused and jealous' began jaejoong

'Where is he?' demanded Yoochun

Just as jaejoong as going to open his mouth the door opened and the doctor walked in again:' omo Mr. Park shi I was just coming to give you the medicine but you are awake, this is great' smiled the doctor rushing to exam Yoochun's pressure and breathing and stuff before he bowed and walked out to call Mr. and Mrs. Jung

'Where is su?' asked Yoochun again

'He is…' stuttered yunho

'Missing… right?' Yoochun spoke with a heavy voice; his face lost its color at once

'I will find him hyung, I swear I will. No matter what I will bring your lover back to you'

Closing his eyes Yoochun only prayed, when was all this going to end, when will he be able to rest with Junsu in his arms holding him tightly and declaring to everyone that he is his own

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Junsu was sitting on the floor; he had about ten bottles of alcohol in the bag with him as he entered the attic. It was very expensive to buy or rent a house in this area so he only could rent an attic, a small old ruined attic that barely had a bathroom with no kitchen or bedroom, Junsu slept on the wooden floor and took cover with the only blanket he got as he felt cold at nights

His heart was so heavy like if iron chains squeezed and twisted it, he felt unable to breath, he was homesick, lonely, hungry, scared and hurting for his love, with no media devices with him, no TVs, no radios plus the fact that he sold his mobile and ipod for money Junsu did not know anything about the rumors being cleared, nothing about the fact that Yoochun passed the critical condition or even that he woke up, Junsu still thought it was all his fault his lover is between life and death

Feeling too weak to stand up Junsu crawled to the bag and took out a bottle of alcohol, opening it he started to drink, he did it all night and all day, he turned into alcoholic now that he found it eases the pain to drink, and Junsu, he intended to drink away his pain, all his pain

Tears rolling down his cheeks again making it harder to see Junsu threw the empty bottle of alcohol away and took another, by now he was buying them in dozens and not in singles, the owner of the shop thought he owned a bar for ordering a lot of bottles so he gave him more hoping to keep him a happy regular costumer

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Back to Mr. Jung's office:
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Earlier the same day:
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Mr. Jung was on the phone talking to the police, he wanted to make sure that the girl were found and that his son had really nothing to do with it and the officer assured him that the girl were found, shaking and hurt a little but nothing serious and that a group of anti fans kidnapped her, they wanted to torture her because of the scandal, and he assured him that she will stay in jail now as a number of companies sued her for ruining their image and breaking the contract of not having an affair and keeping the innocent image while advertising their products and because she had no money to pay the companies she will go to jail…

(AN: I really did not mean to make Boa the bad girl plus I am her fan too, I was listening to her song while writing the chap, and I could not think of anyone else so it was her but really I did not mean to make her look bad or anything)

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