It was morning; everyone was around Yoochun's bed, his parents. The F4, kangin, his manager and of course Yunjae who never left him for a second but he did not really care, all he cared about was waiting for the doctor to sign his discharging papers so he could go home and search for him lover, explain and beg him to come back now that jaejoong told him that there is a huge chance that Junsu had remembered everything about him

'Hyung…'

'I don't want to hear it yun' Yoochun knew exactly what yunho was about to say, take care, relax , rest and leave the search for him but he could not, how could he? All he want is to hug Junsu tightly and kiss him so how could he sit and allow another to search for his lover, His su, he should do it himself!!

'Son, I know it's not my right to tell you this but have faith in us, we will find that boy for sure' tried Mr. Jung showing once again that he changed and that he will do anything for his sons, both of them!

'I need to do this on my own, I need to search for him, I can’t just…' Yoochun started but stopped as the doctor walked in and bowed

'Mr. Park shi I must say it was quite a shock that you woke up that fast and I would have liked to keep you here for farther tests but still I will sign your discharging papers and you will be free to leave in half an hour' smiled the doctor:' but still I must remember you, you must not stress or work hard, stay calm and away from any emotional stress, that is the most important thing, your emotions got you into this state and you must get away from it'

'Well he is planning to keep himself in the middle of all the emotional stress!' frowned yunho not wanting his hyung hurt again

'Yun listen to me, you are in love, try being in my shoes, what if it was jaejoong instead of Junsu, what if your lover was the one lost in the country no one knows where he is and there is a high possibility that he is in anger plus he does not got any money to eat!!'

Yunho did not say a word, no one did, they all knew that if it was them they would do the same thing; they will do whatever they can to get their lovers back into their arms

'I…' the doctor felt the awkwardness in the air so bowing he walked out of the room leaving the family and friends alone

'I will cancel your concert for this evening' the manager took out his mobile:' I will cancel all your schedule till you are good enough to work again'

'No…'

'What?'

'I want to do the interview and the concert tonight; I want everyone to know I'm fine, I want to clear the rumors, I'm hoping he will listen, he will know it and come back or try to contact us at least'

'But…' tried the worried mother but her oldest son looked away from her

'Fine, I want to be there, with you, step by step all day long'

'You got college'

'I will be there or I will make my men kidnap you and force you to rest. I swear to do it hyung!' hissed yunho

'Alright… gee…' Yoochun gave up knowing that yunho is crazy enough to do it and more if he meant to

'Good' smiled yunho

'Meanwhile we will look for your lover' smiled Mr. Jung and kangin nodded, so did kibum and changmin, leeteuk and jaejoong everyone was going to help search

'Ok then I can send about fifty men to look for him' stated kibum

'I got a hundred' stated yunho shocking everyone:' not including the gangs and street groups'

'Wow, okay I got another fifty' nodded Mr. Jung

'I got another fifty' added kangin

'I got twenty too' smiled leeteuk

'And twenty from me' smiled changmin snuggling into his lover's arms

'I got about ten' blushed jaejoong, he did not need body guards before and he had no gangs so he had the fewest men of all

'That is about three hundred men plus the police will be looking for him, we will find him for sure'

'Let's hope so' pleaded Yoochun

'Just tell us his favorite places. We need to know where to start searching plus a picture would be great' asked kangin

'The sea!' both Yoochun and jaejoong spoke together both looking at each other, Junsu loved the sea, he loved to shout out his sadness to the sea

'And I got a picture' jaejoong hurried to take out his wallet, inside and right beside yunho's picture there was Junsu's passport picture. He looked so innocent and happy, a little bit chubbier that everyone remembered him and a lot cuter

'I will make copies of it' kangin reached to take the picture

'Can I…?' Yoochun hurried to reach his hand too with pleading tone

Nodding his hand jaejoong hurried to hand the picture to Yoochun who took it carefully like if he was holding on the most precious thing ever looking at it with dreamy sad eyes as a tear slid down his cheek, everyone could see the love in his eyes

'Ok Mr. Park you are free to…go' the nurse walked in cheering happily but as she saw the scene with Yoochun crying she froze not knowing what to do

'Let's go then, I got a busy day' Yoochun wiped the tear away handing the picture to kangin as he looked at jaejoong hesitating but at the last second he looked away not asking what he wanted but jaejoong smiled, he knew exactly what Yoochun wanted so he spoke softly:' you can have it hyung, I got another one at home, I had took two copies from him, you can have this one' and at once Yoochun looked back at jaejoong and smiled softly, nodding his head a little as if saying thank you he just stood up as everyone else walking out of the ward

'Ok hyung and I will take my car and go to the studio the rest go back with your own cars' yunho pulled Yoochun to his car softly helping him walk while pouting for being forgotten and left behind jaejoong walked head down in the back not bothering to keep up with his lover who already reached his car

'Boojae hurry up' yunho looked around after helping Yoochun into the back seat, he pouted and waved to his lover who raised his head at once and smiled happily running fast to his lover who helped him too into the car beside him before running to take the driver seat and drive away

It was about half an hour drive, everyone was quiet, yunho was holding onto jaejoong's hand while driving and Yoochun from the backseat was watching the two lovers holding hands and watching how yunho always stole kisses from jaejoong every time they stopped for a red light or something and every time Yoochun wished that soon it will be him driving his sport car and kissing Junsu beside him

Reaching the studio finally yunho got out and quickly helped jaejoong before helping Yoochun out, the security had already cleared all reporters away before they reached so no one will hurt Yoochun or bother him

Entering the studio the makeup artist, hair designer, cloth designer rushed to help Yoochun change, they had five minutes before the live broadcasting and the Idol had to look his best right?

Sitting to the interview Yoochun still looked a little bit pail but still, yunho, jaejoong and the manager where standing right there behind the PD watching carefully and making sure Yoochun won't overwork himself like he usually does or that they won't ask any question that will make him feel uncomfortable

'…so Yoochun shi we know you were hospitalized for a while and rumors says that it was because of drugs so would you like to clear that out?'

'Yes. It was not drugs, anyone who knows me he would know I would never use drugs but I took some medicine that day, and because I was hurt I drank alcohol, for my bad luck those two were a bad mix and I got poisoned, while going don I managed to press a number on the speed dial in my mobile and it called my brother who rushed over to help me'

'And the rumor about you and new actress/model Boa?'

'I never knew her, I was at the nightclub with my brother and I had a lot more alcohol than I should have and when she came into the room I did not see her clearly, she kissed me but I pushed her away at once but the reporters did not care about this' smiled Yoochun softly

'So you are not an item with her?'

'No, everyone knows I'm in love with someone else, with a boy, I love him so much and I will continue to love him till the end of my life, he is the only one for me'

'So the old sad love story goes on?'

'No, in fact I'm praying to turn it into a happy ever after soon with the help of some friends' smiled Yoochun sadly

'So you found your lover? I heard some talks about him being a student in your little brother's college?'

'Yea he is or he was… because of the latest news he ran away, I hope to find him again soon, I hope he will listen to this and know how much I love him, how much I miss him and how much I need him and I hope that he will come back to me or at least will give me a signal to go to him'

'He is a lucky man to have you as his lover, an idol who is ready to do all this for him, to stay loyal to him when you are surrendered by super hot men and women'

'I think I was the lucky one, he changed my life I was born again the day I met him, I'm blessed to have him'

'Even with the pain?'

'Even with all the pain' Yoochun spoke in a sure determinate tone and sparkling eyes

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