'I don't care'

'Oh…'

'You know all about this play, does it gives a positive or a negative single'

'Huh?'

'Let's say someone you like told you to read it, what would that mean?' frowned leeteuk

'I will mean… I guess… that he is telling you he knows how you feel and he like you back, he wants to overcome all obstacles to be with you so you should have faith in him' tried Junsu to explain

Smiling a little bit happy now leeteuk turned around and walked out of the dorm leaving Junsu alone once again not having a clue about what is going on but as breakfast break was over it was time for the second lesson so washing his face and leaving the mobile in his room Junsu grabbed his books and ran outside to the class deciding to act like nothing is wrong not wanting to give them the chance to laugh at him or calling him a sissy so acting tough Junsu opened the door into the classroom just to feel something fall over him, all his face and body was covered with black paint! His books, his cloth it was all ruined so while he tried to wipe some paint off his eyes at least so he will be able to open them he could hear the laughs from everyone around him

Unable to take this anymore Junsu runs away back to his dorm where he runs straight back to the bathroom and locking the door and feeling his way around now that the paint was again dropping on his eyes and finally entering the shower still fully dressed Junsu opened the water washing the pain off his body and the cloth as he scrubbed and scrubbed it off his milky body tears kept running down his face thinking why him? Why of all people must this happen to him? What did he do to deserve this bad luck?

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With Yoochun:
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Sitting in the office looking at the documents in front of him Yoochun frowned, he was not feeling that well today and he was unable to concentrate on anything so finally he stood up, grabbed his keys and walked out:' I'm leaving, cancel all my meetings for today!' and without waiting for an answer Yoochun drove home and went to his room, throwing the keys on the desk Yoochun dropped his body on the bed remembering his lover once again, his sweet smell, his silky skin, the soft eyes that made him fall, everything as he ever dreamed to have and more so closing his eyes now falling to sleep Yoochun remembered

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Flash Back:
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Sitting in the living room in each other's arms Yoochun was hugging on Junsu tightly and again wild and erted thoughts were filling his head about what he wanted to do with the angel in his arms, all included ripping those thin layers of fabric off and take everything underneath them and with just thinking about this Yoochun was getting so and now…

Sitting in his lover's lap Junsu was focusing on the movie they were watching when he felt something poking him down there so blushing a little Junsu did not understand what it was but he felt his face getting redder as he shifted in his place trying to get more comfortable but as he shifted he felt that thing poking him from a deferent angle making him somehow uncomfortable

Noticing Junsu shifting in his arms Yoochun knew what was bothering the innocent angel, he was hard already and it was uncomfortable to sit on his lap like this but still he was not going to let Junsu go, hell he can't let the boy go ever, all he ever wants to do is hold him tightly and have him forever

'Su baby?'

'Hmm'

'You did not have anyone in your bed before right?'

'I… Jae slept over at my place many times and we slept in the same bed why?' pouted Junsu innocently

'But he did not make love to you right? No one did before' Yoochun's voice was almost pleading wanting to know he will be the first in fact he will be the last and the only one who will touch the boy

Blushing madly Junsu shook his head making Yoochun smile happily

'Then baby… I want to be your first, I want to be your only one su… please… can I be your only lover?'

Blushing even darker Junsu nodded his head softly making Yoochun grin this time as he knew he got the permission he asked for he can satisfy his huge desire and the monster roaring in side of him demanding to have the angel right now

'Come with me' Yoochun stood up and softly he pulled Junsu up too leading him to the bedroom, it was new, no one beside him ever entered it, Junsu would be the only one who will be allowed here so entering and closing the door behind them Yoochun led Junsu right to the king size bed and smiled as he softly pushed Junsu down the bed:' I'm going to be gentle, you will love it baby, I promise'

A little bit nervous Junsu just nodded his head and allowed Yoochun to push him down the bed as he now laying on his back looking at Yoochun standing in front of him and looking at the boy's waist Junsu blushed and looked away knowing now what was poking him while sitting on Yoochun's waist

Quickly Yoochun crawled on top of his lover at once capturing the pink full soft lips with a hot fiery kiss as he quickly took both of Junsu's lips between his own them and and even biting them every now and then not giving Junsu even the slightest chance to take a breath or to pull back as Yoochun totally led the kiss enjoying the taste of his lover Yoochun wanted more so he slipped his tongue between Junsu's lips entering the boy's mouth and all around almost reaching his lover's throat not wanting to miss even the smallest spot without tasting it and enjoying it while Junsu was trying hardly to take some air from Yoochun's mouth but even that was not enough and now his face became red not from blushing but from the lack in oxygen so finally about ten minutes or so after the kiss started he had too so pushing Yoochun away a little Yoochun unwillingly pulled away understanding that Junsu needs some air and so pulling away both mouths connected by a think string of saliva both bodies panted hardly finally able to breath and slowly Junsu's face turned back to its normal milky white color

'I'm going to undress you now' whispered Yoochun as his hands quickly and skillfully worked on Junsu's shirt pulling it up above his head and throwing it away before he went down to the dark skinny jeans and ing it he quickly pulled it down with the boxer and again he threw them away leaving the blushing boy fully as he tried to hide his privet area with his hands but smiling Yoochun removed his hands:' don't hide it baby, I want it, I want everything'

Blushing Junsu removed his hands and placed them at his sides while he looked above trying not to look at Yoochun who was undressing himself now but as he did so Junsu saw that the whole area above the bed was covered with mirrors, he could see everything so looking at Yoochun he saw him looking at the mirror and blushing Junsu knew he was caught, Yoochun saw him peeking at him and even winked to him ily

Seeing Junsu blush Yoochun only got hornier as he finally threw the last piece of his cloth away and parting Junsu's legs a little he pulled the boy toward him until he was seated between Junsu's parted legs

'Chunie~'

'My love'

'Will it hurt? Jae said it… hurts the…first time' pouted Junsu a little

'No baby, I promise it won't… I will never hurt you love' Yoochun assured Junsu as he looking at the so tempting chest could not help but trail down his kisses leaving wet kisses all the way from the boy's jaw down to his neck and down to his chest kissing everywhere as slowly he went to the right and circled it it like a hungry kitty milk as his left hand went straight up to the left pinching it and massaging it while the right hand… well you all know where it went… it went right to the boy's member pumping it softly and slowly to get Junsu used to the idea and comfortable with his touch

'Aahh…aahhh…aahhh…ahhh…aahhh..chunie…ahhh…'

Slowly Yoochun felt Junsu relax his body and part his legs wider as he felt the member in his hand harden until it was fully hard right now just as he was so pulling away a little Yoochun smiled, he could not wait to be inside the boy, he just wanted to in right now but he had to wait and take things slowly or he will hurt his angel and that was the last thing he wanted to do sp pumping the boy a little more Yoochun felt Junsu's pre- leaking out slowly as Junsu fisted his hands in the sheets blushing and looking away

Covering his two fingers with the white liquid Yoochun parted Junsu's legs a little more until h got a clear easy access to the boy's hole, massaging the hole with his wet fingers Yoochun felt Junsu shiver beneath him but he did not stop massaging the hole in circles for one last time Yoochun slipped his middle finger in slowly into the tight hole and as Junsu almost jumped up feeling strange but somehow good as his lower part felt hot right now, but still it felt good as Yoochun slowly started to move his finger in circles trying to stretch the hole a little more

'Aahhh…chun…ie…aahhhh…'

Entering another finger now Yoochun went faster seeing Junsu shift and twist underneath him

When Yoochun felt that his lover's hole was wide enough already he took his fingers out and smiled:' ready baby?'

Blushing and completely driven by his desires now Junsu nodded his head panting a little and not wanting to look. Too shy he looked up and closed his eyes as Yoochun slowly entered the tip of into Junsu making Junsu wide his eyes feeling his hole being stretched wider but as he did Junsu saw the hard member entering him and could not help but be more as he saw Yoochun pushing all into him slowly and feeling the hard member inside of him if felt strange yet somehow good, he knew he liked it

When was completely inside Yoochun waited a little until he saw Junsu relax his muscles a little before he started to move in and out of the boy solely for a couple of times but then faster and faster looking up to the mirror seeing Junsu looking at him, and blushing made him turn on more as he went faster and faster in a crazy like speed not allowing Junsu to catch his breath

'Aaahhh…aaaahhh…aahhhh…aaaahhhh…aahhhh…chunie…aaahhhh…'

'Su..ahhhh…aaahhh… god…aahhh…it's so good baby….aaahhhh'

'Chunie…aaahhhh…it feels…aahhh…hot… down there…aahhh… good…aahhh'

'Aaahhh…damn it su…aahhhh… you are the ….aahhhh…best ever….aaahhh… I ever had…aaahhh…'

'Aaahhh…chunie….aaaahh…what is…aaahhh…weird feeling…aahhhh… why is it…getting bigger…?' Junsu moaned and pointed at his own member and at Yoochun's member as well

'Aaaahhh…we will soon…aaahhh…you feel it su…aahhh…building up in you…aaahh…the pleasure…release it baby….aaahhhh… for me love…aahhh'

'The pleasure…aahhhh…chunie….aahhhh…AAAHHHHH!!!'

'su baby…aaahhh…AAAAHHHH!!!'

Both coming together Yoochun dropped on the bed panting as he took out of Junsu and hugged his blushing lover while Junsu seeing how the white thing came out of him and feeling the pleasure of it and feeling Yoochun's member explode inside of him filling him up with something warm and sticky in the mirror could not help but blush madly and hug Yoochun back burying his head in his lover's chest and smiling softly, Jae was wrong, it did not hurt, it was pure pleasure

'What are you thinking love?' smiled Yoochun

'Jae was wrong, it did not hurt' blushed Junsu more

'I would never hurt you baby, beside hurts but making love never hurts' smiled Yoochun tightening his hug and pulling the covers over their sweaty bodies as they both drifted softly to sleep

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Smiling softly to the memory but feeling the pain twisting his heart again Yoochun fell asleep hugging his pillow as if it was Junsu, hugging it tightly and dearly like a precious thing that he wanted to protect no matter what.
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