It was in every newspaper and magazine, every radio program or TV channel were talking about the same subject, Park Yoochun's new album was going to be released today and everyone was waiting for it, pre orders were sky high and everything was going perfectly, even the company, the work went better now with the release of the new album, simply everything was perfect, everything but his life, the only man he wanted with him refused even to look at him, ran away from him and hurt him, and again his album was dedicated to him, all the songs were his own he composed all the twelve songs and on force he did not forget to add one last cry to the album, Junsu's favorite song, hoping that maybe just maybe it will bring him back to him

Sitting in the office doing his usual work Yoochun had informed everyone that he won't be promoting the album that hard, two interviews, and once music awards event plus two concerts in Korea and one in Paris but he was still unsure about Paris, before finding Junsu all he wanted is to go back there and wait for him lover but now thinking about Paris and about their time together there it only made him feel sad so there was a strong chance that he will cancel that

Looking at his album in front of him, it was the original copy, he did not allow even yunho to touch it or listen to it, he wanted to do something special with it, to send it to someone special even if he did not want it so standing up Yoochun grabbed the album, prayed to god and walked out of the office, entering his car Yoochun took a deep breath, he was preparing himself for the rejection as he drove to the college

Parking his car, students everywhere were already yelling and pointing at him, he did not care, he just made his way to the dorm number one hundred and two and knocked, no one answered but still he stood there not leaving wanting to see Junsu

Suddenly yunho came dragging a pretty boy with him, the F4 followed behind and lastly Junsu was there holding on the pretty boy's free hand, Yoochun frowned; he surely did not like this!

'Hyung…'

Everyone froze all looking at the star and wondering but Yoochun had eyes only for Junsu, his gaze was frozen on the pale boy who tried to hid behind the pretty boy

'Err… we will go to your dorm baby' yunho pulled jaejoong to his dorm and the F4 followed, Junsu wanted to follow so badly but everyone's gaze told him to stay in his place so he did not dare to move

'Su…' Yoochun waited till everyone was in the dorm and he was left alone with Junsu

Junsu did not say anything, he just looked away

'Please su…' begged Yoochun again

Again Junsu did not say anything

'Why su? What did I do baby?'

Junsu just looked away wanting to walk into his dorm but Yoochun's hand stopped him in his place, startled and shocked, all his body feeling warm and high by the merely touch Junsu jumped up a few inches as he quickly pulled away from Yoochun

'Baby…'

'Stop it…please…'

'No… tell me why… you love me… I see it… the way to react to my slightest touch so why baby?'

'Please… just go… please...'

'I… just baby… here… my new album... it will be released tomorrow and this is the original copy, listen to it, it contains your favorite song…I added it especially for you so hope you will like it'

Yoochun handed Junsu the album and walked away, fast before anyone will see him crying again, he did not want to look weak, he always had this tough image but lately it had been shattered by Junsu, he turned him weak being for an explanation and a depressed person

Looking at the cd in his hand Junsu was in tears again, he did not want to listen to it, every time he listen to something Yoochun sang, every time he listen to that soft voice singing for him begging him to come back he feels his heart breaking and the desire to run back to his lover's arms

Slowly walking into his dorm Junsu threw the cd on his desk before he dropped his body on the bed tired and wanting just to sleep for eternity, without waking up and without being hurt

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Jaejoong's dorm:
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Sitting on his bed jaejoong sighed, the F4 especially yunho were roaming his dorm excitedly not believing their eyes like if they were in super land or something

'Omo bummie~ this place is so small, like a doll house'

'You will be a great naughty doll in here love' smirked kibum fantasizing something for sure making changmin blush

'Yah! How can you live in such a small place? There is no room to move here, I will make them give you a proper place right now! My baby can't live in such a low place!'

Blushing a little jaejoong looked away:' I like it here?'

'Why?'

'Huh?'

'There is nothing good about this place so why do you like it?'

'It's next to su's place and I like being next to him' smiled jaejoong softly making yunho feel angry with jealous, he wanted his baby to be happy to be next to him and not next to Junsu!!

'Err… what is this?' changmin finally pointed at the mini fridge in the corner of the mini kitchen

'Mini fridge' blinked jaejoong not understanding what is so weird with a mini fridge

At once changmin ran to it opening it, there was still half a cheesecake in there and at once yunho and changmin started to fight over it, yunho wanting to eat something his baby made and changmin wanting to eat the cheesecake he loves and jaejoong was having a migraine because of the barking

'ENOUGH!! JUST GIVE HIM THE DAMN CAKE ALREADY!!'

'But you made this~ I want to eat your food~' whined yunho like a baby

'I WILL YOU LUNCH TOMORROW SO JUST GIVE HIM THE DAMN CAKE!!!'

Smirking happily, eyes glittering yunho gave the cake to changmin and sat down next to jaejoong:' you will me lunch? Make it extra big and we will feed each other, like the movies'

'Don't push it!' hissed jaejoong as he stood up, he wanted to check on Junsu so leaving the idiot4 in his dorm he walked to Junsu's and knocked the door, no one answered so worried that park Yoochun had done something to him jaejoong kicked the door with his leg, one kick did it, the old door did not need more than one kick to slam open as he entered into the room looking around, there was something on the desk so walking to it he picked it up, looking at the cover his eyes widened, it was park Yoochun's upcoming album, the original copy for sure, this thing was worth a fortune but Junsu threw it like this, opening the cover jaejoong read the words written by the star himself:' for the love of my life, hope those songs will show you how much I love you, come back to me baby, I need you with me, I need you to hold me tightly and say you love me so I will be able to smile again… I love you…'

'Hyung did not let me even see the cover yet he gave it to him'

Startled little jaejoong turned around, yunho was frowning and standing behind him

'He loves him'

'I know'

Looking around jaejoong did not see Junsu anywhere so going to the closet the cloth were gone, Junsu had ran away

'He is gone! He ran away!! We must find him!! If something happens to him!! Omo Junsu can't live alone!! We must look for him…' jaejoong started to panic, Junsu was weak and sensitive and without him to protect him he won't be able to survive in the cruel world out there!

Running back to jaejoong's dorm yunho told his fiends what happened and asked them to search for Junsu, kibum and changmin started to call everyone ordering them to look for the boy while leeteuk made a single call only before he sat down and waited

Half an hour passed and jaejoong was unable to calm down, yunho was starting to panic too, if the boy disappeared again Yoochun will break down for sure, he won't be able to take it anymore so he wanting to protect both his hyung and his lover had to find the boy

Suddenly leeteuk's mobile rang, he answered and listened for a few seconds before he hang up:' Seoul's airport, he was trying to escape to Japan'

At once everyone took their cars and drove super fast to the airport; going to the police department there they found Junsu hand cuffed sitting there with red puffy eyes

'SU!!!!!' jaejoong ran to hug his fiend:' how could you do this to me su!!? I was going crazy!!!'

Crying in jaejoong's arms Junsu sobbed:' sorry hyung… sob…sob… it's so hard…sob…sob… why…why hyung…?'

Hugging Junsu softly jaejoong waited till the officer freed Junsu's hands before he pulled him out away from the rest

'Su, why don't you give him a chance… he loves you so give him a chance to be with you… maybe this will be a love that will last forever'

'No hyung… I can't… sob…sob… I will only hurt him… sob…sob…'

'You are not allowed to leave Seoul!' yunho spoke coldly to the man in his lover's arms

'Yunho…' tried leeteuk

'No leeteuk he wanted to run away again! Looks like it's the only thing he could do!!'

'YAH! SHUT IT OR I WILL MAKE SURE TO FOOD POISON YOU TOMORROW!!' yelled jaejoong shielding Junsu in his arms and looking angrily at him jerk!

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