As morning came Yoochun opened his eyes, time flied fast and the trip will come to its end tonight, he had a concert tonight. Jaejoong had told him that maybe if he sang then Junsu will remember, the doctor agreed with him so Yoochun accepted and announced that he will hold a concert, the tickets were sold out in an hour time, ten thousand ticket were all sold, but all he cared about was Junsu, he had to make him remember no matter how much it was going to hurt him

'Hyung?' yunho knocked the door softly so getting out of bed Yoochun opened up for his little brother

'Stayed up late?' smiled yunho but Yoochun just nodded

Entering the room yunho sat down on the bed and smiled sadly seeing his room filled with paper balls and notebooks filled with his self composed lyrics

'Still working on the new song?'

'I finished it; it's my last hope yun, nothing else worked so if this did not work I don't know what I should do'

'Hyung Jae and I were talking, maybe it's better if he does not remember you, you will be able to start a fresh, you can make him fall for you again, you did it once and you can do it again, maybe it will be better..'

'No'

'But hyung maybe…'

'Maybe Junsu and I were hurt, we both suffered a lot I can't deny it and I won't but yun we shared a lot of happy memories, a lot of special moments together, the first time we kissed, the first time we made love, the first time I saw him, everything, I want him to remember everything yun'

'Hhhh hyung I'm really…'

'Don't say it, it's not anyone's fault, it's our destiny yun to come here and for this to happen, who knows, maybe it will be for the better, if I can't make him remember then I will know he won't be hurting, that he will be able to move on and be happy again'

'BUT YOU WILL BE HURTING HYUNG!! YOU WILL BE HURTING A LOT!!'

'But he won't he will be happy and that will be enough for me to survive, to see him happy, maybe to become his friend, just to stay next to him at least…'

'AND WHAT? SEE HIM FALL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER MAN? KNOWING HE WILL BE WITH ANOTHER IN BED? YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO TAKE THAT HYUNG!!'

'I must… for him I…'

'You should make him remember hyung, while you rehearsal for the concert we will make sure he remembers…'

'Yun don't try anything…'

'I know hyung, nothing extreme Jae won't allow it anyway so don't worry'

Nodding his head Yoochun grabbed some cloth and entered the bathroom, he changed quickly into some comfortable jeans and a shirt so he will b able to move around and walked out, yunho was still on the bed waiting for him

'Going without breakfast again?'

'I'm late' and with that Yoochun walked out, he had tons to do today, sound checking, dance rehearsal, cloth check, vocals and more, he wanted tonight to be perfect, he changed the songs list countess times trying to include all or most of Junsu's favorite songs and he was going to do it again now, he was going to sing his new self composed song that he wrote last night for Junsu at the end, he hanged all his hopes on this songs and was praying that it will work and that su will remember him

Watching his hyung walk out yunho sighed, he went back to their room to find jaejoong fully dressed and sitting on the bed pouting

'Morning boo' smiled yunho kissing is pouting lover

'Where were you? I woke up and you were not next to me'

'I went to talk to hyung; he finished the song he was writing for Junsu, he is hoping it will make him remember'

'Did you tell him about our idea? About…'

'I did but he refused saying they lived a lot of happy moments that he wants Junsu to remember or he will be happy to stay as his friend and watch him from the side' frowned yunho

'Su must remember then, we must help him'

'How? We had been dropping hints all week, we took him everywhere they had went to, but still he does not remember'

'Then we won't drop hints, we will just tell him frankly and see if he will remember'

And so for the entire day the F4 and jaejoong plus kangin had been telling Junsu about his relationship with Yoochun, Junsu did not believe them, he thought that it was way too odd to be truth and that there was no chance that he had an affair with the superstar, they were trying to make fun of him, that was his final conclusion

The time flied again and the concert was about to start, everyone was dressed and sitting in the first row, Yoochun had ordered to arrange the seats in order that there will be three meters space between the first row and the other rows, the first row was the VIP's and it had about ten chairs only, Junsu took the center one, jaejoong to his right and yunho next to him, on the other side there was kibum and next to him changmin, and beside them were leeteuk and kangin sitting and crossing his fingers hoping that it will be alright, the three seats left were empty, Yoochun did not allow anyone to sit there even his own manager but the doctor who was waiting backstage too if anything bad or wrong happened to Junsu

Sitting there Junsu was uncomfortable for two reasons, one he could feel all eyes on his and it made him so nervous wanting to melt down and second his heart was beating so fast, he had this weird feeling again, just like before, just like when he first saw Yoochun after he woke up in the hospital. Fear, uneasiness, hope and more filled his heart making him just want to escape this concert

'Everything alright su?' jaejoong got worried seeing Junsu's pale face

'I got this weird feeling hyung, it's tearing me up' whined Junsu:' can I leave? Please~?'

'No su, you must stay and listen, he is singing tonight just for you so hear him out ok?'

Nodding his head Junsu felt his heavy heart sinking lower, what was this all about? This stupid joke of him and the superstar having an affair went too long and too far, when are they going to stop?

The lights went all dim at once, clapping and yells filled the air as Yoochun got on stage, it was filled with smoke and the background looked like glittering start, he was wearing white suit and he opened up with one last cry, Junsu's favorite song, the audients went crazy yelling and cheering him while Junsu felt his heart about to stop beating, he was twisting in his seat and frowning, his head hurt slightly and he felt hard to breath

'Su? Omo here, drink some water, you will feel better'

Drinking all the water Junsu calmed down and panted, he could catch his breath again; he could feel all eyes on him, Yoochun's too. The star looked at him with worried caring eyes that made him feel uneasy

As the song ended, two dancers got on stage with yunho and ripping of his jacket in a cool way to keep him with just the shirt and the pants of course the three started to dance to the beat while the fans went crazy Junsu frowned, somehow, for some reason he did not like the idea of the two dancers touching Yoochun and ripping his cloth off like this

Seeing the way Junsu frowned jaejoong smiled a little elbowing yunho to look too, the two smirked seeing the frowning Junsu, they knew there is some hope

Song by song the concert went on, it was the last song already, Yoochun went on stage again, there was this grand piano in the middle of the stage for him to use but first he stood near the edge, right in front of Junsu, one meter apart to be exact as he bowed and looked into Junsu's eyes, Junsu looked away at once feeling uncomfortable and with a heavy heart Yoochun faced the fans trying to smile

'I want to thank you everyone for coming tonight, I had a great time singing to you all, it's the final song already and this song I just wrote, I wrote it last night for a special person, he is here tonight and I hope that with this song he will remember all the happy times we spent together and will give me a second chance so… hope you all will like it too' smiled Yoochun sadly before walking to the piano, he started to play

(Ok this is the song Yoochun will sing, it' fits perfectly so decided to add it in place of one last cry, hope you like it^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPUrsDuUQ-o&feature=related)

As Yoochun started to sing everyone went quiet, the song made everyone's eyes teary and Junsu, Junsu felt his head hurt like never before, flashbacks started to flash in his mind with every word Yoochun sang, the lyrics were like knifes into his hart cutting and stabbing it making him feel so much pain. By the second verse he could not hold it, he stood up and ran to the bathroom, jaejoong ran after him but Junsu locked the door and slide down the floor crying softly.

Everything, all their memories, the happy once and the sad, all the love and the pain, all came back to him as he shook hard and whispered one name over and over again:' chunie~'

About half an hour passed, the concert was over and everyone was standing outside the bathroom waiting and praying, Yoochun was too, even the doctor was but still Junsu did not come out

'Junsu open up or I'm breaking the door' yelled jaejoong at last

Hearing the threat Junsu stood up, he must not know, Yoochun must not know he remember, it will be easier like this, so running to the sink he washed his face over and over again, all of a sodden Junsu felt sick, he felt like if he wants to vomit so running to the toilet seat he vomit everything he ate tonight just as the door broke open and everyone rushed in

'OMO SU!!' jaejoong ran to his friend with Yoochun and the doctor, checking Junsu's head the doctor announced that he had a fever and that he should rest and he will be fine

Hugging Junsu and giving him his jacket jaejoong sighed:' su, are you alright?'

'I want to go home hyung *shiver* I want to go back' sobbed Junsu softly

'Su… did you remember anything, anything at all?'

Again every eye was on him, looking down Junsu shook his head, Yoochun felt his heart sink as he saw that, there is no more hope, he lost him, he lost Junsu so looking away Yoochun's tears rolled down his face as he walked out about to fall down, IT WAS ALL LOST!!

Inside Junsu could see the way Yoochun walked out, as jaejoong helped him up he saw him walking out weakly and broken, it hurt him but it was a must right? To protect Yoochun no matter what.

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