In his room Yoochun laid down having the worst headache ever, he took a couple of pills to ease the pain but they did not work so sighing he looked at all the newspapers and magazines around him, all the front pages showed him kissing that girl, all headlines were asking if this was his newest affair and if he had turned straight again, his mobile did not stop ringing from his manager to the CEOs in the label he works for to reporters to friends etc. he ignored everyone and closed his mobile, he did not feel like talking to anyone right now, only one thought was in his mind, did Junsu read this article? And if he did what was his reaction?

Hearing the soft knocks on the door and his umma's voice asking him if he was alright Yoochun did not answer, he had no power to explain, to talk or to pull out a happy face in front of anyone, he just wanted to relax, he wanted to rest and to make all the pain go away

Looking around Yoochun saw the alcohol bottle on the shelf, he brought that a while ago but still did not open it, the wine Junsu loved the most, he wanted to open it when they are back together but now it seems that it won't happen so why won't he open it, he could relax and forget the pain, alcohol do help

Sighing and deciding Yoochun took some pills again to ease his headache before he went to the shelf, grabbing the bottle he opened it and started to drink, not bothering to pour in a glass he just drank from the bottle itself

Slowly the room started to spin, or was it him spinning? He was not sure as he tightened his grip around the bottle and drank more, he was barely standing now, he could not see in front of him, everything was blurry, this was not supposed to happen, he won't get drunk so fast normally, and this pain in his stomach too…

As he felt week in the knees Yoochun fell on the ground, he knew now for sure that something was wrong with him so in a last desperate hope he took out his mobile out of his pocket and randomly pressed a number hoping that it will activate the speed dial and someone will come to his aid as he felt something, a rock maybe, sitting on his chest his eyes closed as he felt something fuzzy filling his mouth

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The College:
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Sitting in the classroom wondering how is his hyung doing yunho was worried, jaejoong who was sitting right on his lap was frowning Junsu did not open the door today, he said his head hurts and wanted to skip the day, jaejoong was worried but as yunho pulled him away he allowed Junsu to be left alone although he had a feeling that he made a big mistake by doing that

Suddenly jaejoong felt something vibrating underneath him, right under his so jumping up at once startled he could not help but yell:' AAAHHH!'

At once everything muted, everyone went quiet looking at jaejoong who blushed and frowned looking at yunho

'Sorry baby I'm my mobile' smiled yunho

'Yunie~' jaejoong crossed his arms angry

'Sorry love, it's hyung' frowned yunho; it was never Yoochun's habit to call him at these hours, when he was at college so feeling that something is wrong he answered:

'Hyung?'

No answer

'Hyung!!'

Again no one answered him and by now yunho was so worried that he jumped up and pulling jaejoong with him he ran out of the class the F4 followed at once

Running to their cars kibum yelled:' what is wrong?'

'Hyung! Something wrong happened to him for sure!!' yelled yunho as he and jaejoong ran to his car, as they entered he drove home super fast as everyone followed him

Parking his car yunho did not bother to switch it off before he ran into the house and upstairs to his hyung's room still pulling jaejoong with him as the rest followed, reaching the door yunho banged the door loudly yelling:' HYUNG!! HYUNG OPEN UP!!! HYUNG!!!! HYUNG OPEN THE DAMN DOOR OR I WILL BREAK IT!!! HYUNG!!!'

By now everyone in the house ran to them, the maids, butlers and Mr. and Mrs. Jung, everyone was worried

'I'M REAKING THIS CAMN DOOR!!' yelled yunho as he kicked the door, with the material arts lessons he was secretly taking to impress jaejoong one kick did it, the door burst open and everyone hurried inside

'AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!'

'HYUNG!!'

'MY BABY!!!'

'OMG BUMMIE!!!'

Yoochun was on the ground, unconscious and the white fuzzy thing was coming out of his mouth, the alcohol bottle was still in his hand

'CALL AN AMBULANCE!!' yelled Mr. Jung as he ran to Yoochun and tried to help with some CPR but it did not do much, Yoochun was still the same when the ambulance came and took him to the best hospital in Seoul, everyone followed in their cars, yunho was so worried that he could not drive, his body was all shaking with anger and fear, he did not know what to do or how to deal with this, Yoochun was the only family he had and loved, the only one who cared about him and he can't lose him

Seeing yunho's condition Mr. Jung pulled him into his limo:' you two come with us, you can't drive in this condition'

Yunho was in too much trauma to answer or object so he just allowed his father to pull him into his car as he ordered the driver to hurry after the ambulance

Fifteen minute later they reached the hospital and hurried inside, yunho was first pulling jaejoong with him he wanted to know what is wrong with his hyung so rushing into the ER he grabbed the first doctor he saw by the collar slamming him into the wall:' WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY HYUNG??'

Everyone rushed to help the poor doctor escape away from yunho's iron fist

'Yunie~ calm down and let them help Yoochun hyung first' pleaded jaejoong as he pulled Yunho to the iron banks and helped him sit down before sitting in his lap, he felt yunho shake harshly and hug him so tightly that it for sure left a red marks on his waist but still he did not speak, he did not want to push him away, he wanted to be there to support him, his lover.

The doctor walked out of the ER and looked around:' park Yoochun's family?'

Yunho jumped up at once:' what is wrong with hyung?'

'It seems that he took some hangover pills, and he drank a lot of wine, a heavy wine that had a high rate of alcohol in it and the two together caused for a heavy poisoning case, you brought him just in time, we had to take out all the blood of his body to clean it, he will be in a critical condition right now, he must stay in the ER tonight to make sure he will be fine, but…'

'BUT WHAT?'

'You must understand that it's a tough situation, anything could happen and even if he survived this night in the ER that does not guarantee he will wake up in a perfect shape'

'What… my baby will be…?' Mrs. Jung started to cry

'We just hope that he will wake up'

'What does that mean?' asked Mr. Jung
'It means that he is in a coma right now'

'SO WAKE HIM UP!! GIVE HIM MEDICINE TO WAKE UP!!'

'We can't do that young master, it depends on his own will to wake up'

'He won't wake up then' whispered leeteuk

'He wanted to escape reality' kibum explained more

Yunho started to shake from head to toe, he looked around, grabbed kibum's keys and ran outside jaejoong ran after him as they went into kibum's car and yunho drove like crazy until he reached the college…

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The dorms:
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Junsu the TV again, he wanted to spend some time as jaejoong was not back yet, the first news to greet him was about the Superstar Park Yoochun entering the hospital in a very critical condition, and that not many details were known, shaking Junsu covered his open mouth with his shaking hand, it was his fault, it was his fault any of this happened, it is the course for sure!! He was only thinking about going back to the star and look what happened, he passed down his curse to him! Yoochun is in danger because of him!! he must go away! He must go to where he won't cause any harm to anyone he loves, where everyone will be safe from him!!

Gathering his stuff in a hurry Junsu grabbed the one cloth bag he had and ran away from the dorms, the college were disserted as everyone was in front of the TV screen hoping to know what is happening with the idol so the getting away rode was clear and easy, as he exited the college Junsu took a cab and as he wiped a single hot tear that managed to escape his eyes as the car drive away from the college, he knew it will hurt a lot, he knew he left his broken heart there, and that his life without even jaejoong beside him, without any kind of friends or family around him, right now, from the second he left the college he was completely alone, he was on his own…

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With Yunho:
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Yunho and jaejoong ran into the college, right to the dorms, to Junsu's dorm and pushed the door open; it was not locked to begin with, entering the room it took them a few minutes to realize that Junsu had ran away in a hurry so angry yunho started to kick and push everything in his way

'Yun, it's alright to cry' jaejoong closed the door and hugged yunho from behind, hearing jaejoong's words yunho froze, he relaxed his body softly and tears started to trail all over his body, never before he felt this weak, never before he allowed his tears to trail down freely, jaejoong's hands around him made his tears escape, it made him cry like a baby…
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