Chapter 3 - "All I ever do is think about you"

*Thursday . August 31th , 2014

The Rest of the week , she had been so busy with registering for classes and settling in. She found herself thinking of him also , his little smiles at her , His sweet words to him & his care for her. Flashes of his cheesy smile and round cheeks stomped on her heart. She hated the feelings of not being able to do anything about it . She hated love , she didn't like him. She just wished that it was just a momenntary thing , she wish that somehow she'd get hurt her again and she wouldn't fall for yugyeom and be bitter. LiYin , Amber , Luna & Victoria took Heeyoung out for some ice cream since it was a very nice day , the 4 girls took heeyoung to explore korea a little bit . They sat the han river together and stared at the beatiful sunset.

"Unnies.", Heeyoung said to the girls , as they all their ice creams.

"nae , baby girl ." , Victoria said in a motherly tone to Heeyoung as she turned to Heeyoung.

"I need some advice ." , She stood up and threw her napkin away because she finished her ice cream and then covered her face, "I just keep hoping that someone hurts me to take my mind of him . that what I feel isn't real , That it's just a momentary thing that happened one night. "

"Honey , who are you talking about?" , Victoria asked heeyoung , who fight herself from choking up.

"Yugyeom Oppa ." , She said quietly , "It was only one day , It was nothing , I just keep wishing that "that click" was nothing . that it was just the coldness in the air that night. "

"Awh . My baby , " , Li Yin smiled and hugged Heeyoung who was on the verge of tears , "Sometimes it's meant to be and some times it isn't. Who would've thought out of almost 200 kpop idols that idol your family , you'd fall for Yugyeom. People can say he did it for the respect for the family , sometimes , guys can actually be good guys ."

"I wish that was a lie." , Heeyoung was choked up , her past clouded her judgement.

Amber , luna and Victoria gave the cold little girl a hug.

Meanwhile...later that night

"Oh , Yugyeom-ah , you act so different these days." , BamBam teased as he found Yugyeom laying on his bed on Heeyoung's phone. Clearly , he hadm't returned and she hadn't picked it up , Everything he did that week , brought up Heeyoung. Every thought seemed to be about Heeyoung. The words , "I wonder what she's doing? were written in head across the ceiling. He couldn't stop thinking of her. As he went through her phone , He saw lyrics , She clearly heart broken .The feelings were different for her too , she didn't like her . He just hoped they had a lot in common.  Love was so cruel to him .

"Hyung , I need your help ." , He walked into his Hyung JB's room and sat on his bed.

Mark and Jr ruined the moment by running in poking each other , " what are you guys talking about?"

"Andwae , nevermind." , Yugyeom stood up and thought about what he was really going say.

"Aniya , go . " , JB suggested to the love struck teenager ,

"I think I like someone , really really like her." , He admitted shyly while he sat back on the bed and covered his head with a pillow .

"awh , jinjjayo?" , The 3 boys said to him , They stared at him as he hid his face from them .

"AWWWWH , what?" , Jackson interupted as he walk in and yugyeom from the back , BamBam & Youngjae slowly followed behind , crowding JB and Jr's room.

"Our maknae is in love." , Jr said sweetly as he rubbed yugyeom's back with jackson.

Yugyeom lifted his head and confessed , "Is it just a momentary feeling? Or is it real? I'm just hoping that , we just have a lot in common , I'm just hoping that it is a mommentary feeling."

"Because you don't want to get over Yerin-ah?" , Mark said too yugyeom , who's face got red .

"Because , Love is so cruel to me." , Yugyeom choked up , "She seems heart broken too. why would I like her?"

"I think that , you should wait until you get to know her better , so that way , you understand her and her ways and if you fall you don't get hurt . if you keep pushing your self to be heart broken over yerin , where's that going to get you into happiness , who knows , good things fall apart for even better ones to fall together two broken pieces fell apart meet." , JB wisely said to the confused boy , who blankly stared at the wall .  The Sweet members gave their big baby a hug for comfort .

Yugyeom walked to his room shaking off the emotions that clouded his judgement . He laid on his bed that gave him the most beautiful view of the stars in the sky. They twinkled brightly as he laid in his bed. He covered his cold body with a warm blanket , the blanket that he gave her to use. He looked at the stars that were shining so bright.

He smiled as her round face was drew my the stars and sang to himself , "param-kyori cha-ngeu-rheun-teul-go , nae kiman-han cha-gun naye bang wi-ro ,arum-taun-ke pyul-bit-durun , kaduk chae-wo-chuneyo , sel-su-obshi manhunt pyul-tu-reun , ji-chyo-in-nun na-reul oru-man-chimyo , nae mam-soge katok tamun , nun-mul tak-ka shu-neyo , man-hyi apa-ha-ji-ma , nal kkung anun-chae , tado-kyojumyo chal-jara , wero-hae ju-neyo , goshi mo-thal man-kum , hime gyowa apa-wado , nun-muri a-peul kar-yowado , gatchi-mothan nae sarang apedo ,na usul-lae-yu , cham-shira-do gyote , haeng-bo-khaet-don giok-turul , ga-sume gan-ji-khal-kkeyo , tunune sunoh-a-jin , cho pyol-deul-cho-rom yongwonhi ." (trans: the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room, the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count, the stars reassure tired me , they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me , don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me , and comfort me, telling me to go to sleep ,though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk, though my tears blur my vision, I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get ,Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart , like those countless number of stars, forever , My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright, it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder, stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me , and gives me a warm hug

It's funny how the same night at the same time , they sang the same song , Heeyoung buried herself in a pile of blankets and looked up that stars that looked a painting on her celing and sang to herself , "param-kyori cha-ngeu-rheun-teul-go , nae kiman-han cha-gun naye bang wi-ro ,arum-taun-ke pyul-bit-durun , kaduk chae-wo-chuneyo , sel-su-obshi manhunt pyul-tu-reun , ji-chyo-in-nun na-reul oru-man-chimyo , nae mam-soge katok tamun , nun-mul tak-ka shu-neyo , man-hyi apa-ha-ji-ma , nal kkung anun-chae , tado-kyojumyo chal-jara , wero-hae ju-neyo , goshi mo-thal man-kum , hime gyowa apa-wado , nun-muri a-peul kar-yowado , gatchi-mothan nae sarang apedo ,na usul-lae-yu , cham-shira-do gyote , haeng-bo-khaet-don giok-turul , ga-sume gan-ji-khal-kkeyo , tunune sunoh-a-jin , cho pyol-deul-cho-rom yongwonhi ." (trans: the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room, the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count, the stars reassure tired me , they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me , don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me , and comfort me, telling me to go to sleep ,though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk, though my tears blur my vision, I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get ,Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart , like those countless number of stars, forever , My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright, it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder, stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me , and gives me a warm hug

The whole week was a torture for them , They hadn't see each other and they were curiously figuring out their feelings for each other , their happy moments that weren't long lasted long their minds. Time played over and over again . it's funny how the clock is round , Everyday one of them just hopes that time will reverse and that time they spent together could magically happen .

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*September 7th , 2014 . Monday . 6AM

"Ring , Ring" , The alarm clock rang , 6:15 AM , as Heeyoung laid in bed staring at the window above her. The sun was up and shined brightly into her big room. Heeyoung hurried herself from the bed and headed to the bathroom and got ready. She took a shower and got dressed , running to the bathroom , She blow dried her hair and plugged in the curl . She ran out of the room putting all her books and notebooks together , Heeyoung threw her bag over shoulder and went back into the bathroom as she multi-tasked. Makeup & curling her hair , the girl's hands were full.

"Heeyoung-ah , Heeyoung " , Her uncle yelled from the living room , "Lana ! it's almost time for school , hurry up, so we can pick up some coffee on the way."

"Arasso , Uncle , almost ready." , She looked at herself in mirror and mumbled to herself , "here we go."

Heeyoung threw her laptop and extra stuff in her bag in case. She finally ran down stairs to her uncle who was impatiently waiting at the bottom of the stairs . she reached the bottom of the stairs and her uncle patted her back as they walked out the house. Heeyoung opened the door for her uncle when they got to the car and her uncle went in first. Heeyoung followed in after him , and sat down. She hugged her bag as the car started driving to starbucks before school.

"Yah , My niece , neomu yeppo" , He as she clutched her bag.

"yah ,  shikkeureowo . I'm not pretty . I'm ugly , I wish I was pretty like " , She bent forwards to reach a magazine that was in front of her which had a picture of 15&'s Yerin on it , "Like Yerin Unnie .jinjja , Yerin unnie is so pretty."

"you have a point . She's really cute. But you're image is more mature and attracts older men." , Her uncle explained , "Like mad clown , Loco , Daniel Henney"

"And you're point to this conversation is? Are you going to let me debut??!?!" , She said excitedly to her uncle full of hope.

"Not going to happen." , He said in serious tone as he looked out the window.

"Then don't speak of it." , She snapped annoyed as they pulled up to Starbuck's drive thru . Her uncle , being the good uncle he is , bought her favorite Ice coffee in the glass bottle. He sweetly offered it to her but she rejected it , becoming upset because of their conversation earlier. As they pulled up to the school , she quickly got slid the door open.

"Lana-ah , I'm sorry , here just take it , you need it. ",  He looked sincerely to his niece who was not interested.

"Fine. Thank you. bye ." , She took the bottle of coffee from her uncle as she got out the car. She quickly entered the school building. Heeyoung walked through the empty halls and looked at her student card. She walked to her locker , "1175" .

she opened her locker and took out the nessary things. She was suddenly approached by a teacher who greeted her with a smile , "Annyeonghaeseyo." , she bowed , "Park Heeyoung ?"

"Annyeonghaeseyo , Nae , Heeyoung imnida." , She greeted respectfully to the teacher.

"Oh , great , well , I'm going to show you to your first class , and here's your schedule , hopefully , you get the hang of it after this class." , The teacher said to her nicely , "So you're mother is Wengjie Liu ? and your dad is Jin Seok Park? "

"Nae." , she said as she sweetly nodded her head , "Yes they are."

"Oh so that means your uncle is Park Jin Young?" , She asked curiously as they apporoached a door .

"Nae he is my uncle , I'm living with him at the moment." , She answered her respectfully as they stopped at the classroom door.

"Oh , woah , a highly respected bloodline , We are honored to have you here ." , The teacher said to Heeyoung and bowed slightly.

"Oh , well it's a honor that I'm here , you're a really beautiful teacher.", she said to the teacher who seemed like she had much respect for her family.

"Oh , thank you , you're so sweet , well here's your class , I must go on. I am a guidance Cousilor here at Hanlim Arts School , I'm just down the hall and here if anything." , She said as she opened the classroom door that had a bunch of students who came early waiting for class to start.The two bowed to each other and the teacher left. Heeyoung stared inside the classroom , She saw a number of familiar faces in the room , one in particular . He wore the yellow uniform that suited him so well and his mushroom cut covered his eyes. He looked over at the door and saw her as well , and smiled . Jimin & Bam Bam were in that class as well .

"Ayeee , Heeyoungggie-ah , you're here!" , Jimin shouted as she saw Heeyoung at the door . Heeyoung bowed to everyone who stared at her and walked awkwardly to Jimin.

"Jimin Unnie ?  BamBam oppa? I thought you guys were older than us?" , Heeyoung asked confused as she sat at a desk next to Jimin and bam bam. Her back was faced towards Yugyeom as he tried see her face.

"Oh our classes are mixed like this." , Jimin said to Heeyoung who sat back in her chair and put her schedule and books on the desk.

"Oh jinjja? I understand ." , She said to the two who were clearly still tired , "so you guys are here , where's yerin unnie?" , She  said to the two who sat in front of her as she did so , Yugyeom was caught staring at her blankly.

"She isn't in this class , she's too smart for us." , Jimin joked , "Since , BamBam , You and I have Korean as a second language , we are usually going to be in same classes." , Jimin explained to heeyoung who didn't seem affected by Yugyeom's stare behind her.

"Oh , I see ." , Heeyoung repiled to jimin in a soft voice. "Excuse me." , She said as she grabbed her books and walked to yugyeom on the other side of her.

Heeyoung walked to Yugyeom who was surrounded by a bunch of guys as he sat on top of the desk. He lost it as she walked towards him , He looked down and stiffed up.

"Oppa ." , She said to yugyeom as she stood in front of him , the boys who crowded him suddenly descended.

"Heeyoung-ah ." , He tried to play it off cool , "are you feeling better?"

"Yes , I am , Thanks to you." , She smiled softed towards him while he lifted his head up to look at her.

"you're welcome ." , He said with a shy smile , "Here's your phone ." , He said as he pulled out her phone from his pocket.

"Oh thank you !" , She said with a reliefed voice , "Thank god , I missed it ." , He handed her the phone and slid it in her cardigan pocket. He got off the desk and stood in front of her , "Thank you !" , She said again as she hugged him quickly then walked back to Jimin and Bambam who smiled to themselves. BamBam winked at Yugyeom and sat in his seat. The teacher made sure of her presence and walked in . Class soon started and Heeyoung was quite happy , Yugyeom was amazed by her interactions in class , he started at her who carefully took notes . She caught him and she looked up at him . Heeyoung smiled and signaled him to take notes. He scratched his neck and looked up at the bored , lost . After a hour , Class ended and everyone descended into their own , Yugyeom caught up with Heeyoung before she left the classroom and walked next to her.

"what''s your next class?" , He asked curiously , as they walked.

She pulled up her schedule in front of him and began to speak , " Writing/Language arts"

He laughed as he pulled his schedule next to hers , "yah , wae? why do we have to have all the same classes? jinjja . life with this bitter old lady is going be hard."

"ah nae , and life with a big baby is going to be hard as well ." , she joked as she ruffled his hair , he smiled and they both walked seperately to their lockers.  She opened her locker and put her history note book and book in her locker nicely . Heeyoung closed her locker and looked behind her where she saw bambam punching yugyeom. She smiled to herself and started walking but suddenly a 2 girls linked quickly linked their arms to her.  

"hello pretty girl." , the girls said , "Heeyoung right ? JYP's niece?"

"yeah , how'd ya'll know?" , She asked curiously to the two girls .

"Things spread fast in the music industry. " , One girl laughed as she looked at Heeyoung.

"Tia and melonie from Chocolat?" , Heeyoung laughed as she looked at them .

"Yeah , how'd you know ? " , Melonie laughed as she looked at heeyoung.

" well , my uncle is JYP , so , of course i know everyone in the industry." , Heeyoung said with a fake "stuck up" accent.

"of course . of course . but anyways , Don't you know yugyeom is Yerin's ?" , Tia said in a "mean girl " tone.

Heeyoung laughed , "Jinjja , korea is really something. Yerin's ? aniya , yugyeom is to his self . Yerin is with bernard , she's got a boyfriend. aish , yugyeom's not like that , and we're just good friends."

"right." , Tia said sarcastically as they walked to class.

Meanwhile , Yugyeom walked to his locker with Bambam who was staring at him with a big "taecyeon" smile .

"Ouuu , Dongsaeng-ah ." , Bambam teased as bambam punched the little boy.

"Hyung , what do I do? Do I tell her or not? DO I make it obvisous? She probably doesn't feeling the same way."

"Yah , fine , ask her out to get coffee with you after school , i bet she'll say yes." , Bambam nagged to the big baby.

"Fine." ,it took all his courage to say that. yugyeom walked to class and saw Heeyoung with Tia and Melonie . He was going to gain up the courage to ask her then but he felt out of place with all the boys. He quietly sat down as class started. The words replayed in his mind , "Yah , fine , ask her out to get coffee with you after school , i bet she'll say yes." , After 3rd period , Heeyoung walked to the lunch room by herself and got her lunch . Youngjae , Yugyeom and BamBam were all sitting at a table with Jimin and they were crowded by school girls who all wanted the empty seats next to them.

Heeyoung walked towards Tia and Melonie , but Yugyeom suddenly shouted to Heeyoung and motioned her to him , "Heeyoung-ah , come sit over here.."

The girls were amazed , "the new girl" , what was special about her? Heeyoung walked over to them and sat next yugyeom and jimin sat across from heeyoung. Bambam and youngjae kicked yugyeom from under the table , telling him to ask her.

He coughed and shyly began to speak , "So , Heeyou-" , He was cut off by Yerin who sat down with bernard in front of yugyeom.

"Yugyeom-ah , how was class?" , Yerin asked Yugyeom , Yugyeom suddenly changed , and heeyoung turned away from Yugyeom feeling awkward.

"Ah , Jimin -ah , what do you have for 6th hour?", Heeyoung slowly tried to change the subject , and suddenly was hurt by Yugyeom with Yerin.

"I have gym." , She said with a sad voice , "I'm not naturally active so it ."

"gwenachana, I'm not naturally active either, " Heeyoung laughed , "I have Art"

"Jinjja? I do too . " , Yerin said as she looked at heeyoung.

"Cool , that'll be fun." , She glanced at Yugyeom who sat next to her , "Oppa , are you oikay?"

"nae , Just , Just tired. " , Yugyeom answered her gently as he looked Youngjae and bambam
"Feel better , okay?" , She pinched his cheek , "big baby"

He smirked as he looked up at her , "bitter old lady."

After lunch , they went to 4th and 5th hour which was like any other class , where yugyeom didn't pay attention and didn't care to take notes. But after passing period to 6th hour , Yerin , Yugyeom , BamBam and Heeyoung headed to the east end of the school building where the art room was. It was a big and warm room that was filled with natural sunlight. They all walked in and were directed to their first directions of art class.

"Today , we are going to something fun , at least I hope you guys think it's fun , We will make some clay for later use." , The teacher told them , The art teacher instructed them how to do it and everyone began . Heeyoung sat in a corner by herself as she mushed the soil together , She turned around as she mixed the water and soil together , she saw yugyeom and yerin laughing and smiling together. She turned around and started mixing the clay. She finished her bucket and walked over to bambam and started talking to him to get mind of yugyeom and yerin.

"yah , Heeyoung-ah , can you help me?" , Yugyeom asked from behind , she turned and saw the dirty boy. She laughed and walked towards him .

"aish , big baby ." , She teased , "You don't have the touch."

"And you do . so I need your help ma'am." , He laughed as he looked up at her , "So , I was meaning to ask you , can you , would you like to come get some coffee after school , I need to copy your notes."

"Aish ." , She flicked his head with her dirty clay hands , "I can , I'll just call my uncle after school."

"Arasso." , He smiled , "thank you."

"No problem , big baby" , She . BamBam heard them and Bambam turned around and gave yugyeom a cheesy look .

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