Like what I promised we are now at the ocean park while we are on travelling to go here I know Hae cant hide his excitement even though are parents was so against in this trip I promise to them I will take care of Hae

 

And they agreed but I need to call them from time to time so after we arrive I call gthem like what I promised, when we get here Hae was so happy that he can’t take away his eyes on the big aquarium right in front of him

 

While we are walking he was jumping like a kid and point the fish that really fascinate him, and me I was so happy that my little brother was so alive and happy right now

 

But as time goes I felt that his grip on me was getting heavy and I know he starts to feel tired after he jump and laugh at the things he saw today

 

 Until we reached our last destination of the ocean park the dancing jelly fish Hae was so happy and he cant take away his eyes on the dancing jelly fish

 

He just stare while he rest his head on my shoulder some people were staring at us and I know they feel awkward at what they see and when I noticed people staring at us like they feel disgusted because

 

I know that we are doing public display of affection but the hell he’s my ing brother and I don’t think there’s nothing wrong if Hae was so clingy to me

 

We don’t bother anybody so the hell they stare at us like that, when they looked at us I just stare at them like I could really kill if they will not stop looking at us

 

Hae looked at me and said “sorry Hyung because of my childish action people are staring at us” he said while keeping his force smile

 

It hurts me to see Hae like this and the hell with people the hell with society and the hell with his illness

 

“its okay Hae what matter to me is your happy today nothing else wont spoil my mood today so don’t be sorry okay!” I said and smiled at him, then he smile at me and stare at the jelly fish again while I could feel that he was getting heavy because he’s body start to fall

 

“Hae I know you want to spend more time with your friends but you need to rest we will come back here anytime you want, so can we go home for now! My Hae” I asked sweetly as possible because I don’t want him to be sad

 

While we are walking to our car suddenly Hae tugged my shirt I immediately looked at him because he might be hurt or something

 

“Hey what’s wrong are you hurt? Tell me!” I asked in a panic tone because seriously after he jump and enjoy himself in the ocean park maybe he over used his strength and now he feel the consequence of his enjoyment

 

All the possibilities are running through my head while I was looking worried about him, then he smiled at me and shook his head

 

“no Hyung I’m okay sorry if I make you too much worried, let’s go home Hyung!” he said but I knew he was sad or upset and it kills me not knowing what’s going on him

 

So he was the first to walk and I followed him I looked around and see what bothers him

 

Then there I saw it after I knew what upsetting him I just smiled at the thought tugging my shirt is really like a kid so before he will be more upsetting fish

 

Because seriously when he finished his sentence awhile ago I saw the pouting again which he really looked like a fish

 

“hey Hae wait stop,!” I said after a come after him
 

 

He looked at me confused and he’s really cute again plus the pouting

“I think its too early for us to go home, how about we eat hmmmm ice cream do you want ice cream Hae!” I said as much as I try not to sound teasing on him

 

And what made me happy is his reaction when I said Ice cream he smile bright and even jump at what I said

 

“really Hyung we will eat Ice cream! I really love that Hyung! I really love Ice cream!” he said while jumping again sometimes it amazed me that even if he looked really tired he has still strength to enjoy things that really made him happy and excited

 

After I ordered our Ice cream I cant stop myself from looking at the sight in front of me

 

Hae really love ice cream no doubt it, he even said

 

“I love you Ice cream” before he it excitedly which made me laugh at his cuteness

 

he’s really a messy eater but in very cute way from time to time I always wipe his ice cream in his cheeks  when I looked at him I felt like I was taking care of my own child because Hae acts like a kid and for me I act like his mother wow we are really match ah! I said to myself

 

Until Hae said

 

“Hey Hyung your ice cream is melting eat it now or else I will grab that and eat it too!” he said happily

 

And since he really love ice cream I will give him without hesitation

 

“its okay you can have it if you still want it too Hae”I said while giving him my melting ice cream

 

But he pushed it back to me

 

“I’m just kidding Hyung its your share and I hate seeing when you always give what’s your just for me I’m already full with the ice cream you buy for me and…..thank you so much Hyung!” he said while smiling at me

 

 Now how am I not giving my part if this very kind person is right in front of me and never fails to understand and always care about me?

 

I don’t like ice cream but seeing how Hae enjoy this simple desert makes me wondered

 

How he really appreciate simple things that makes him happy

 

The way back home became silent because the fish was peacefully sleeping after a an hour of driving at last here we are safe and good

 

“here we are fish wake up! Now! My Nemo” I said in teasing tone

 

I turn off the engine and looked at his side he was still sleeping; he really looked peaceful when sleeping and that makes me scared so without second thought I checked his breathing

 

Thankfully he was still breathing and alive

 

So I carry him in my back get inside our house and put him in our bed, and I slowly walk and get out of our room because I want him to rest fully because tomorrow he wants to go to the beach 

 

After I closed the door I stand my back in the door and let my tears flow, which I try to control all this time, then all of a sudden someone hug me

 

“its okay Hyuk, just cry and you will feel better, thanks for today son!  Thanks for being a good brother to Hae!” its my Mom who hugged me and hearing that I cry even more

 

I was really trying my best not to cry in front of Hae I cant really imagine that everything we do is like his final wish because today I knew he was really starting to fade and death is near

As promised here we are at the beach unlike yesterday we have company today my friends come with us and we do fun stuff today we play, eat, and sing

 

Today I found out that Hae was a good singer he can really sing and his voice is like an angel every one of us where shocked to hear him singing as if angel serenade us,

 

And since he sings well I dance for him our dance piece for our dance competition next Friday, Hae cant stop clapping at my dance and I start to feel shy because he really praise me like I was a professional dancer

 

We had fun today and Hae cant stop smiling; I’m so happy that my little brother was so happy today and my mission is successful

 

After a long day of fun we are here again in our bed I was laying next to him since he wants me stay until he fell asleep

 

“I had fun today Hyung its really fun to be with the people love you right!” he said while his head resting on my shoulder

 

“yeah its really fun today, don’t worry we will do this every time don’t worry!” I said and smile at him

 

But he just shook his head at what I said then

 

“I don’t…think we can do this….every time…I know this will be the…last Hyung!” he said in a sad tone and still his head shook

 

“Hey don’t say that Hae you will be healed I know and I will not let that stupid death god near to you! you hear me, so stop saying this things okay! It made me sad please Hae don’t ever say it again!” I said and I felt that my tears starting to form in my eyes

 

Hae hug me and

 

“I’m so sorry Hyung please don’t be mad at me okay I will never say it again please don’t be mad at me!” he said in panic voice

 

So I hug him more and I felt stupid that I raise my voice on him

 

“shhh, I’m not mad sorry if I raised my voice on you, I swear I’m not mad at you, and I will never be mad at you again okay! So don’t be sad okay!” I said and we hugged each other that night until we both fall asleep.

 

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