Since he was born I became an orphan, because ever since he came no one ever asked for my needs or asked if I’m okay or what I feel

 

Because all of them was so focused to my little brother , even my relatives sometimes I felt they don’t noticed that my parents has also another son name Lee Hyukjae

 

And because of that I hate my family, my parents and most of all my little brother, since no one cared about me I do what I like cutting class, failing my subjects, and even do trouble things so my parents will noticed that they have also another son

 

But my plan fail because they didn’t even get mad at me instead they will just arranged all the things I messed up they will send some personal assistant to fixed all the things I messed, because my parents  they are in abroad and so busy with things that was again related to my little brother

 

And that really pissed me off because they don’t even have time to get mad at me because all they care about is what my little brother needs

 

No one really cares about me, and that is all because of my little brother Donghae

 

But on the other hand if everybody was so focused to Donghae, my little brother was so focused on me that really annoys me

 

Because of all people who I want attention he is the one that give me that attention I was craving for but instead of liking it I hate it since he’s the one that give it to me

 

He’s the only person will ask if I’m okay after I do trouble things

 

He’s the one that will cure my bruised, and sometimes take care of me if I’m sick

 

And every day he is the only person that will greet me “good morning Hyung”

 

If I annoy everybody just for them to noticed me, well he is the one that annoy me for me to noticed and  like him

 

Like every day after school when I got home he will always asked something about school like

 

“hey Hyung how’s school?,

 

did you won on the basketball Hyung?

 

How’s the foundation week Hyung?

 

Hmmm how’s Heechul Hyung, Leeteuk Hyung, Kangin Hyung and everybody?

 

That are the questions he always asked that every day, that I also didn’t answer any of it since I don’t want to talked to him but what shocked me he will just smile and say

 

“its okay Hyung I know your tired so take a rest Hyung and take care always!”

 

I don’t know if I will feel guilty or get madder at him because even though I always angry at him he will just smile and always say “take care Hyung”

 

Donghae never got into school since he was homeschooling ever since then and the reason why? Well the hell I care

 

My friends see him when they hang out in our house, and they said that my little brother was so adorable and they like him since Donghae was very friendly and happy person

 

My friend Heechul Hyung was really fond to Donghae that he even want to stay in our house and be close to Donghae

 

Even Leeteuk Hyung and Kangin Hyung like to go to my house just to play with my little brother, everybody wants Donghae and that made me even get madder at him