It was past 6am and the sun start to show in between the sea and sky

 

“Hyung! I just want to tell you that this past days that I spent with you; was the happiest day of my entire life, I really want to thank you for sending me to my favourite park, where I can see my favourite pet,

 

Thank you for the most beautiful memory I had with Ice Cream, it was really fun to eat Ice cream with you,

 

Thank you for allowing me to go to the beach and have fun with the sand with my bare foot

 

And lastly I want to thank you for  granting all my wishes I’m so happy that I experience things that I never thought I could and it’s because of you Hyung Hyukkie

 

Thank you so much for everything I just hope that I didn’t put you into a lot of trouble” He said while still looking at the sea

 

“silly, of course not you’re not a trouble for me and I had a great time with the places we go so don’t think you’re a burden to me okay!” I said and I tighten my grip on his shoulder because I felt like he was saying his farewell to me and I’m not ready not now

 

“Hyung can I ask you something” he said

 

“hmmm what it is?” I respond

 

“Hyung! Can I go now! Will you allow me to go now?” he said and I feel he was slowly fading away from me

 

And because I’m selfish

 

“please Hae not now! Can you? Please not now! I’m not ready yet please! I’m begging you!” I said in between sob I don’t care if I was pleading and crying as hard as long it will make Hae stay for now

 

He didn’t respond at that and it scares me and cry harder

 

“shhhh……okay I will…..stay….for….now… so please stop crying…..Hyung….” he said weakly

 

Then I hug him more at what he said

 

“Hyung I can’t stay long….you know that right?....” he said in more weak tone

 

“yeah I know; but just give me time Hae just a little more time please!” I said while hugging him more and crying spontaneously

 

“hmmmmm, okay!” he said

 

Until the sun show up and brighten us

 

“Wow! It’s so beautiful Hyung!” he said

 

“Yeah! Just like you!” I said and we both stared in the sunrise while Hae was still breathing beside me

 

We spent the whole day together in our bed we talked things but I was the only one who’s really talking but I don’t care as long as I heard Hae laugh at my jokes and respond to my stories its more than enough for me

 

From time to time he fall asleep because he was tired, he easily get tired now, so all I can do was to watch him while sleeping

 

And checking if his still breathing but every time I checked him my heart was beating so fast I was so scared that he was not breathing at all

But what really hurts me is even he was sleeping, I know he was having a hard time too breath

 

Then I asked myself am I doing the right thing? I know he was suffering but still I can’t allow him to go I’m selfish yeah I know  and I must stop this if I really love my brother

 

He wakes up and looked at me still smiling although I know he was suffering,

 

“Hyung!” he said weakly

 

“hmmm, do you need something?” I asked and smile at him

 

He just shakes his head and smile to me again

 

“hmmm Hae, Hyung wants to asked you a favour is it okay?” I asked dearly

 

He just nod I can feel he was really weak, that’s why all he can do is to nod!

 

I closed my eyes and breath heavily because if not I don’t know where will get my strength to say this to him

 

“Hae, your tired right? Forgive Hyung if I make you suffer this much” I said to him

 

Then he shakes he head so fast indicating its not true and all I can do was to I smile at him

 

“You’re really kind Hae, and I’m a bad Hyung, I’m sorry Hae

 

I’m sorry for making you stay this long and I want to thank you

 

Because you made me a better person and strong one!

You’re too kind for this planet and for us that’s why your angel was here to get you and because I know it’s the best for you

 

So my Hae I will asked you to go with your angel, be happy go to the place where all you can feel are happiness and peacefulness

 

Its time for me to let you go My Dear Hae, I know it will be hard for me for us

 

But I cant let you suffer this much

 

I love you Hae and I want to free you from this suffering

 

Go Hae, don’t worry about Mom and Dad and all our friends

 

And don’t worry about me, we will be fine because we know you’re going in the place where you belong

 

Time to go Hae! So go now! I let you go now!” I said while my tears spontaneously running through my cheeks while I’m keeping my tight grip on his shoulder

 

Hae looked at me and smile more brightly

 

“Thank you Hyung Hyukkie!.....and I love you!” he said

 

He was resting his head on my shoulder and I can feel that his breathing slowly fading away

 

I looked at him and he was smiling while his eyes closed, and then his hands that was embracing my waist slowly fell on his lap

 

I closed my eyes at what I see, as I don’t feel his breathing anymore, even his heart beat stop

 

I wipe my tears I don’t want him to see me this so sad I must be happy because he’s suffering end and he was now in a happy place

 

“I love you too My Dear Hae!” I said and kissed his still warm forehead,

 

We stayed in our position for an hour then I noticed the sun was making me blind it was already morning

 

And then sunrise was more beautiful than yesterday

 

I looked at Hae still eyes closed but he was smiling

 

And I smiled too at the beautiful face I saw this early in the morning!

 

 

 

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6 years later

 

Hyung! Yah!!!!come on will be late aish your so slow I don’t want to be late Hyung, I don’t want Hyung Nemo be angry with me so come on hurry up!!!!! He said while dragging me

 

Who would ever thought that he will be like his brother they are really alike as time goes and thinking of that thought makes me missed him more

 

 At last we are here standing right in front of his grave

 

“Hi Hyung Hae! Its me Henry so sorry if we are late you know this old man he so slow anyway Happy Birthday Hyung Hae” he said excitedly

His my younger brother Henry and because of him I live and move on after Hae passed away 6 years ago

 

Mom got pregnant unexpectedly I know I should not think that but I knew since he go to heaven, he send Henry to us so that we will be happy and move on

 

A lot of things about Henry were so resemble to Hae which makes me so happy because at least he never really leave me alone in this cruel planet

 

Henry was so adorable just like Hae and thankfully he was healthy and really hyper

 

I was touching his grave and controlling my tears to fall

 

“Happy Birthday My Hae!” I said and try to smile because I know he will be sad if I will be sad

 

But I cant all this years I try my best not to cry but I cant really I missed him so much I really wish I could see him now even for just a minute just a ing 1 minute

 

And since it will never happen so I talked to him and asked

 

“Hae please! Just now please let me see you please! Please!” I asked as tears fall down to my cheeks

 

I don’t know if miracle happen but I know it was true,

 

 even if my eyes was blur I know I’m not dreaming because just few feet’s away from me

 

I could see that familiar boy, smiling at me like an angel while waving his hand at me

 

I wipe my tears and wave at him wearing my best smile because I know he wants to see it

 

It was just really one minute but I’m so happy that I couldn’t stop from crying while Henry was hugging and consoling me

 

At last I see him and I’m so glad he was so happy wherever he was!

 

Even if years had passed Lee DongHae will always be the little brother of Lee HyukJae that

 

I never forget until the day we meet again.

 

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HOORAY FINALLY I FINISHED IT SORRY IF IT TAKES SO LONG BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY STORY THERE IS YOU IN HERE I'M NOT REALLY GOOD AT THAT