HEECHUL  POV>>>

 

 

Then it happen I thought he can finished the game but I guess his body cant take it anymore so Hae fainted

 

After the game we rush to the hospital as I promise to Hyuk, I didn’t know this will happen after Hyuk heard that Hae was in coma he cant believe it because he saw his brother so alive that morning

 

And I’m so amazed at how Hae carry that even if he had the trouble that morning

 

The game was not starting yet so I go to the comfort room to wash my hands when I heard someone was like crying in one of the cubicle

 

So as a good citizen I asked him and to my shocked that voice is familiar and I didn’t waste time and open that cubicle only to find out it was Hae who was sitting at the floor having problem in his breathing and crying at the same time

 

“oh my god Hae what happen oh my …..wait I will call Hyuk just hang on!”I said then when I was calling Hyuk

 

I was shocked when he pushed my phone luckily it just fell on the floor

 

“H-Hyung….d-don’t…c-call….H-Hyukkie….p-please!” he said in between his breathing

 

“damn it Hae you need your brother and this is serious I will call him even if you punched me!” I indeed said

 

“hyung I begged you....dont…please…d-don’t…not...him...p-please...Hyung...try...to...c-call….my parents…please! This game is important to him….i-i-don’t want it to be waste because of me!” he said pleading tone

 

I knew that this will happen since he force himself to finished watching the game that even he was starting to nosebleed his parent can’t do anything since Hae was so persistent until he fainted

 

But even though I knew this could happen it still shocked me to know that Hae was in coma and Hyuk was so devastated right now

 

Everyone was so worried about him since he can’t accept what happen to his little brother so we followed him until we saw him in the hospital garden laying and can’t get up

 

I tell everyone I will talk to him since he listen to me and he know that I’m more nagger than Teukie

 

When I reached him he was still laying in the grass and looking at the sky while tears are nonstop in his eyes

 

I quietly sit next to him and look at the sky too and it was an hour and the grass was wet since it just rained this afternoon so I asked him to get up because he might get sick as well 

 

“Hey monkey I know you love grass but it’s not good if you still lay here you might get sick and it’s not good you know I hate taking care of patient since I know you will knock in my door and asked me to take care of your fever because it will not gonna happen monkey!” I said sarcastically

 

“yeah I know you didn’t care for me and I know the only person who really care about me is out there unconscious and I cant do anything for him to wake up, Hyung you know what’s stupid in all this event I’m here crying because he was very sick and unconscious, that I should do the other way around like I should be glorious because he was suffering now and I must thank god because at last my wish will be came true,

 

 but why now that my wish will be grant I’m so devastated and I can’t explain what I feel should!, I be blame for his illness? or should I be celebrating because he’s health is deteriorating now?

 

Hyung can you tell me what to do? because I don’t know what to feel, I don’t know what will I do….h-hyung help me because I’m lost and I cant find myself right now! ” he said and he started to cry again

 

Damn it now I hate that I volunteered myself to console this monkey but I’m the Hyung here I should do to make him see what he must do

 

 

“Hyuk, honestly I don’t know what you feel because I’m not you, because if you will asked what are you well one thing I can say you’re a person who just kept things inside your not showy, and you’re not the type of person who are so expressive when it comes to your feelings, but one thing I can say about you

 

Your also pure hearted person that if you care about someone you will do anything as long as you can, if HAe was adorable then you are the person that ”I can depend on! your strong Hyuk, and if you do things that you think is right no matter what people say you still do what you want,

 

So I will asked you?

 

what will you do will you just stay here and look at the sky?

 

or face what was going on and be brave like what you usually do

 

Because Hyuk, Hae need you now and I know he was so afraid and I know he was also waiting for you so he can be brave again because you know what your little brother say to me

 

“I really love my Hyung because he’s so strong, and always do what he knows what is right and what makes him happy and free.”

 

 

That’s what he said to me and I think Hae was right because we as your friend likes you, because of this trait you have,

 

so Hyuk  just be Hyuk and I know everything will be alright and I know HAe will never give up because he don’t like to see you weak and sad and everyone worried for him becauase he is HAe the person we loved the most right!

 

And then he get up and walk to the path where he wants to be.