What's up with the people in this school?  Do they think being my friend is a joke or something? I don’t even need friends. They just cause more problems. What’s the point of having friends? Everyone in this school is either annoying or just weird. Like Yongguk and Sehun.

Okay. Maybe, I’m just not a “sociable person.” I just don’t get along with other people. Everywhere I go, people just seem to hate or dislike me.

Aish, sometimes I just want to reveal my identity so people will actually treat me nicely, but that’ll cause attention I don’t want. Also, I’m pretty sure if I did tell people who I really was, they would try to befriend me and get on my good side. I extremely hated “fakes.”

I honestly don’t even know why those guys wanted to sit with me. Did they want to bother me and make a fool out of me? Sigh. Sometimes, I don’t even know why people seem to dislike me so much. I try to be “unnoticeable” but I’m always bringing attention. Well, let’s just hope there’s no more trouble coming my way.

I heard my stomach growl while walking around school. Darn, I'm so stupid. Instead of being all stubborn, I should’ve finished my food. I could’ve brought my food somewhere else and eat it, instead of throwing it away.

Stupid guys. I’m guessing they’re the “kingkas” of this school.  What’s their group name again?  BAP right?  What the hell is BAP? They're in high school and they have a group name? I just rolled my eyes at the ridiculous group name.

I'm an idiot for throwing away my food because I’m seriously starving right now. I'll just buy a water bottle at the vending machine, or else I won't survive the rest of the day.  

After getting my water, I sat underneath the cherry blossom tree at the back of the school. I have no idea why there's no one here, it's beautiful place to relax and hang out, because I finally feel at peace right here.

I had no idea what to do because all I could do was admire nature and think about life. But what is there to think about?

I took out my phone to see if I had anything to do on it, but I couldn’t do anything.

Then, I went through my contacts:

Dad

Mom

Jeff (chauffeur)

I guess you could say I’m pretty popular huh? I don’t have people’s number but they have mine. Okay, I’m joking.

Maybe I should try making friends? And then I thought about all of the girls at this school.

The plastic doll. The screaming girls. The girls talking about me. Yep I’m going to start fresh and make some frie-not even close.

This is the 4th school I’ve been to, and I haven’t made a single friend.

Nothing has really changed over these past years.  I've always been lonely. Even though I'm super rich, it doesn't mean anything to me.  I would throw away this rich, luxury life to be any ordinary girl with a happy, sociable life. A life with friends, family, people who love me. Don't get me wrong, my parents really love me, but their work comes before me.  I know everything they’re doing is for my future, but I don't need any of it. I just want them to care enough to call once a week, or visit me once every 2 months.  Nothing more, nothing less.

The last time I've actually seen my mom was last year.  She stopped by to get a few