Love love
so easy but so hard
But I’ll take my time
and show you
you’re that girl for me babe

J a n u a r y  2 9

The sun was shining brightly in my face, and I woke up to Junhong’s sleepy morning voice that made me melt inside. Good lord it’s too early for this.

“Good morning beautiful,” he groaned.

“Good morning to you too, sleepy head,” I giggled.

“I’ll see you later, okay?” he said and hung up the phone.

I took a quick shower and blowdried my hair. I rummaged through my closet for a good 30 minutes. Everything ended up on the bed or the floor. I ended up wearing a light grey long sleeve, a red sweater, jeans, and some boots. I went downstairs to eat some breakfast and waited for Kang Mi to pick me up.

Once Kang Mi finally came, I was disappointed to see that Junhong wasn’t riding with us; the other members of the choir were in the car. I wonder who he’s riding with. I sat next to Kang Mi and we chatted about who knows what until we finally reached Mt. Julian.

We pulled up to the spot where everyone decided to meet up. I spotted Junhong with his fluffy pink hair, he was chasing some ducks. I couldn’t help but giggle a little. I got out of the car and was surprised that the Himchan, Yongguk, Youngjae, Jongup, and Daehyun were there too. They all greeted me and gave me a hug. I debated if I should go up to Junghong to say hello or if I should wait for him to come to me; I went with the latter.

It took about 5 minutes for him to stop chasing ducks and realize that I was finally here. He waved and gave me the biggest smile before he ran up to me.

“Hey! You’re finally here! We’re matching, sort of…” he cheered and gave me a tight squeeze.

“Right… totally matching. The only thing matching is our blue jeans,” I rolled my eyes and laughed. “So who did you ride with?” I asked.

“Oh, I was with the hyungs and Ah Ra. Himchan hyung was driving,” he smiled.

Did he really just say Ah Ra? He was with Ah Ra? IN THE CAR WITH HER FOR 2 HOURS?! Okay, relax Nara. Don’t be jealous. It’s fine. Don’t be jealous. You’re better than this.

I faked a smile and walked to where everyone was gathered. Ga In unnie discussed the plans for the day. We were going to eat first, play some games, then walk around. I walked to the lake and examined the scenery. It was nice to get away from the busy city and just embrace nature. I was in a peaceful environment until I saw that ducks were starting to gather around me. I started walking away fast since I was extremely terrified of ducks; however they were still following me.

“YAH! CHOI JUNHONG! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!” I yelled.

“Uhm leaving the ducks a trail of food,” he replied.

“You better get those evil things away from me, or else you’re dead,” I screamed.

“Just when I thought you couldn’t get any cuter. C’mon ducks go follow Nara!” he laughed.

I ran to Kang Mi and hid behind her for protection. I sent death glares to Junhong to let him know that I was gonna get him, and all he did was smile at me. What a jerk.

Everybody finished eating, then I watched them all play charades. Junhong sat beside me and rested his head on my shoulder. I looked at him, and his eyes were closed. I gazed at him for a long time; he was the epitome of perfection.

“How long are you gonna keep staring, Nara?” He whispered.

“Long enough so that you’d turn ugly,” I replied and stuck out my tongue.

“Don’t say that, our son will take on his good looks from me,” he smirked.

“Right… Did you not get any sleep night? Are you okay? Is something wrong with your head?” I joked.

“Well, you fell asleep on me, so I just listened to your breathing until I fell asleep.”

It was finally time for us to take a tour around the mountain, so we all went back to the cars so we could drive up to the shops and attractions. We were about to leave when Junhong started running to the car.

“Yah! What are you doing here Junhong? We don’t have enough space!” Ga In unnie yelled.

Junhong went inside the car anyways and sat on my lap, “What the heck are you doing? You’re like a heavy giant baby!” I screamed.

“Well, I’m your heavy giant baby now,” he winked.

We wandered around the shops and took group pictures. As we walked up the hill, Junhong took my arm and linked it with his. I looked up at him and smiled. We just walked side by side, no words exchanged between, but there was definitely butterflies in my stomach.

“Awh! Look at our baby! He’s all grown up now!” Himchan exclaimed.

Junhong decided that he would give Jongup a piggyback ride down the hill. He looked back at me and asked, “Are you jealous, hmm?” and wiggled his eyebrows.

“No, I’m not because Daehyun oppa will give me a piggyback ride, right oppa?” I bragged and looked back at Daehyun.

“Of course, I will. It’d be my pleasure,” Daehyun said and motioned me to come to him.

“UH NO HE WILL NOT. Hyung quit trying to steal my girl!” Junhong yelled and dragged me away.

Our day was coming to an end and we all went around saying our goodbyes. I couldn’t help but feel sad that I wasn’t going to spend anymore time with Junhong. Junhong came up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We hugged for a while until I let go.

He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and started leaning in.

“Hey kids! What are you guys doing, hm?” Yongguk asked.

Junhong walked away and yelled, “WHY IS EVERYONE SUCH A ?”

Once I got home, I received a text from Junhong.

I had so much fun with you today. I wish I could’ve kissed you.

Hey loves! I feel like my writing isn't the same anymore. I feel like compared to the other chapters, the newest updates aren't that great. I feel like they're not cheesy or funny enough. So, please let me know if you're enjoying the story because I honestly don't know if anyone is enjoying it since I have very few subbies :// 

Anyways, thank you for the subbies that are still here with me to support this story. Thank you so much.

Song: With Love - Jeff Bernat 

Facts: One of his favorite songs was actually With Love.

I am actually really terrified of ducks. 

In reality, he didn't try to kiss me. He sent me a text that said, "Today was fun. I was going to kiss out after I got out." He was going to kiss me after he got out of the car.