I’m so excited! I, Oh Sehun, get to move in with my boyfriend, Kim Jong In! We have been together since freshman year in high school. We are going to attend the same university! I love him dearly. Although, I’m kind of nervous. We still haven’t done “that”. It’s not like we don’t want to, trust me we do. The only issue was that we both had lived with our parents, and we were always studying. Our parents knew about us, which is the reason why we were never allowed to be in our rooms by ourselves with each other. Everywhere we went they went, literally. If we were in the restroom, kitchen, living room, out in the streets like the park, amusement park, aquarium, mall, movies, etc., they were also there. The only alone time we had was when we were at school, but we didn’t want to make love in those nasty stalls, janitors closet, or in a classroom; we have respect for ourselves. We always hung out at the school’s rooftop, and we would make-out sometimes we would get carried away, but managed to control ourselves. 
 

Now we have our own apartment, it’s not something fancy or pricey, and we have our own privacy, something I’m extremely glad for. I want our first time to be perfect. We won’t have anyone keeping an eye out for us 24/7. Also, we have been holding in our ual frustration for the past 4 years. I guess it’s like
that saying goes, “Good things happen to those who wait.”

I want to make tonight special since it’s we have official moved into our apartment. I should call Kyungsoo hyung, so he can help me make Jong In dinner. Kyungsoo is Jong In’s ex, from junior high, and he surprisingly befriended me when Jong In told him that I’m his current boyfriend. I feel upset when Jong In likes to cling onto me when w