Yunho woke with a start, chest heaving, breath uneven, sweating more than he did after a concert.  “So it was a dream…of course it was,” he sighed as he flopped back on the bed again.

                It’s been this way since the 26^th of December 2013.  The tenth anniversary of TVXQ’s debut.

                “So it’s already been ten years, huh…” He let out a barely audible laugh.  “I wonder what he’s doing right now…”

                Yunho extended his arms out, reaching for the ceiling as if he were calling for something.  He tightly closed his eyes.  It had been four years since he last embraced Jaejoong.  Heck, he hadn’t even seen him all that time, hadn’t even heard his voice aside from the videos he’s watched of him.  Even now, four years later, the situation was just catching up to him.  It was only Changmin and himself left behind, and this wasn’t temporary.  It wasn’t as if Junsu, Yoochun, and Jaejoong were off filming some drama or doing solo promotions at the same time, leaving the two of them to fend for themselves for a short period of time.  No, it wasn’t that.