Prologue:

I am gay.

You got that? I, Jesse Jung – boy extraordinaire of LSM High and the guy of every girl’s dreams, am openly gay.

Ever since I could decipher male from female, I felt it. I knew I was different. I care more about my hair and looks than playing childish games on the muddy playground. And I was more obsessed with fashionable clothes and accessories than toy cars and robots.

I felt it. I had the heart of a woman.

The moment I started admiring other guys—boy idols like TVXQ & Super Junior, and actors especially Daniel Henney—I knew it.

I was a girl trapped in a guy’s body.

I am gay.

Everyone in school knew that. And somehow, everyone accepted that. My girl fans love me too much and so they accepted me for who I am. They were contented in seeing me happy, and so they gave up in their pursuit. The guys then accepted me because, in their logic, at least they didn’t have me for a rival in the hearts of their love interests.

In other words, everything’s fine in my world and nothing hurts.

I am downright gay.

I know I am…

…or am I really?

Wait—what?

…Oh, . Did I just question myself?

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This is ridiculous. Here I am, saying that I’m gay for the whole 18 years of my young life… and now, I’m feeling confused as hell…?

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This is all your fault, Tiffany Hwang. All your ing fault.