End of flashback..

So, that’s how Kikwang and I made it official among us and now we are enjoying each other’s company and making sweet memories together as a couple. Well, it may sound wonderful though but trust me, it’s not all that easy. We rarely get to go out for a movie date or dinner. Well, we still did go though but it’s either really, really late at night or once in a month or so. Most of the time, we’ll just talk over the phone, KakaoTalk each other or just Skype especially when we have overseas activities. Currently now, the only few people that know about our relationship is my members, Kikwang’s members, both out parents and our managers. Not even our company know about this because we’ll be dead if they do. I know that it’s a dangerous move for not telling our company about it but well, we’re trying our best to stay low and know that we can do it. “Unnie you hear me? Are you dreaming again?”. Sunhwa’s voice brought me back to earth. I quickly pack my bags because I know I’ll get a lecture from my manager if I’m late. “Arasso Sunhwa yah.. Kumapta!”. I pat Sunhwa’s shoulder before quickly rushing out of our dorm. Once I’m in the van I heard my ‘KakaoTalk’ notification. I looked at the screen and yes, it’s my Kikwangie.

KakaoTalk conversation..

Kikwangie: Jagiyah mohae? ^-^

Me: Yah Lee Kikwang!! What did I say about calling me jagiyah?! Chugeullae?!

Please, before you start bashing me, please note that I’m just playing around with him. He knows how much I hate mushy stuff especially lovey-dovey nicknames like that and he’ll still say it on purpose.

Kikwangie: Arasso mianhe! Uri Hyosungie mohae?

I automatically smiled. Yet again.

Me: That’s better! I have a schedule today. Am on my way to my schedule now.

Kikwangie: Oh jinja? Me too! I have an outdoor shooting with the other idols for the Idol Crown Prince Chuseok Special.. Heard that I’m gonna be paired up with a female idol who apparently is my “wife”. Uri Hyosungie don’t be jealous, arachi?

I laugh out loud. “Aigoo uri Kikwangie.. Apparently you’ll be pairing up with me and I’m your wife pabo Kwang ah!”. I talk to myself. Well actually the PDnim already explain to me the concept of the show and the idols will be paired up and be ‘husband and wife’ for a day. I was shock to know that Kikwang and Yoseob will be in the show too and even more shock when I was told that I’ll be partnering with Kikwang. For a minute there I thought that my status have been revealed. The best part is, only the female idols know their partners but not the male idols and because of that, I cannot tell Kikwang anything about my schedule today.

Me: Arasso! ;)

‘Let’s see what he replies.. He’ll obviously be mad with me for not showing any interest.’. I thought to myself.

Kikwangie: Arasso? That’s all? Arasso? You don’t even care do you?

A 100 points for Jeon Hyosung. ‘Jaranta Hyosung ah! You know your boyfriend well now..’. I compliment myself.

Me: I knew you’ll get mad with me! I was just testing you Kikwangie.. There’s no way I’ll get jealous because I’m yours and you’re mine. That’s all that matters.. Saranghae Lee Kikwang ssi! <3

I smiled and press sent. Lee Kikwang is just too adorable and too precious to me so why would I not be jealous if he’s close to someone. But then, why should I right? It’s his job if he has to get close to a girl and me being a supportive girlfriend, I should understand and keep on supporting him. Afterall, work is work and you have to always be professional.

Kikwangie: Oh boy you got me there! Remind me again why I love you Jeon Hyosung ssi?”.

I giggled. After a few more messages, I’ve arrived at my destination. I went straight to the changing room and put on my hanbok considering this show is a Chuseok special.

During recording..

I was required to sit inside a carriage where four people will be carrying me to go to the place where the male idols are waiting. There are a few things that makes me worried now. Firstly, can the guys carry me because the carriage is already heavy and plus my weight, I feel really bad for them. Secondly, how far is that place from here? Thirdly, what will Kikwang’s reaction be? Will he be able to control his expression so it won’t be too obvious? Will the recording today go smoothly because the two of us are ‘husband and wife’ for today so will we be able to control our emotion and expression? ‘Okay, Jeon Hyosung, relax.. You’re just thinking too much and making yourself worried when in fact there’s nothing to be worried about. Just stay focus and everything will turn out smoothly.’. I say to myself. “Hyosung ssi, let’s go now..”. I heard the PDnim say. I wave to the other female idols and told them I’ll be going off first. ‘Alright this is it.. We’re getting closer now.. Kikwangie, please don’t get mad at me for not telling you.. Saranghae!’. I told myself without saying out loud considering they installed cameras in the carriage too. “The first buin, it’s Jeon Hyosung buin!”. I heard my name being called out and once I’m out of the carriage, I can’t help but to look at Kikwang and just like I thought, he’s speechless. Like seriously with those wide eyes and disbelief look. I shake my head a little and hoping he would control his expression. Even Yoseob who’s standing beside him look a bit shock and quickly nudge Kikwang because his expression is too obvious now. I was asked by the MC to back hug my ‘husband’ and I walk slowly behind the guys trying to delay the time and suspense for the viewers. Once I’m behind Kikwang, I wanted to back hug him but thinking that it’ll be too much(to be honest, it’s always Kikwang who did the back hug to me), I ended up holding his shoulders. Everyone there went wild and Kikwang smiled, turned around and shook my hand. I bowed a little and so did he and I softly whispered, “Mianhe.” to him. He looked at me and gave a meaningful smile before the both of us walk together to our position. The next segment is the fortune-telling segment. After Taecyeon and Hara is done with their fortune-telling, it’s me and Kikwang’s turn. To be honest, I’m kinda nervous because this fortune-telling segment is 100% true and not scripted at all. We sat infront of the fortune-teller and this is what he told us. “Kikwang seems like a sweet and a tolerant type of person.”. “Well..” Yoseob say while showing his uncertain face and creating laughter among all of us. The fortune-teller continues. “Because one of you have tree strength, while the other have ground strength, so adding these two, the two of you are a match made in heaven.”. Kikwang went ‘aigoooo..’ while I just go ‘ahhhh…’ cause I’m just speechless right now. Kikwang and I are a match made in heaven couple? Jinja? Everyone there started to clap and I heard Yoseob saying “Best couple!” while clapping. “Sayeora! Sayeora!”. I heard Hara say. I couldn’t help but laugh cause in my mind I was like, ‘Yup! We’re dating now alright!’. The fortune-teller continue again. “Hyosung will have lots of kids and so will Kikwang.”. I saw Kikwang looking at me and once the fortune-teller finish his sentence, the both of us couldn’t say anything but to cover our face because well, we didn’t expect the fortune-teller to say that. Everyone got really excited and started dancing and I’m still laughing it off when Kikwang grab my hand and playfully say “Let’s go now!”. I stopped him and we continue to laugh it off. Once we’re done with our turn, we went back to our seat and I can’t help but to take what the fortune-teller told us seriously. ‘Match made in heaven couple? Seriously? Are the two of us really made for each other?’. I asked myself. I slightly turn to my left where Kikwang is sitting and saw him looking at me. “I told you we’re meant to be..”. I heard him whisper to me and he showed me his perfect smile. After that segment, we start to play games which includes Kikwang who have to piggyback me and race around the palace, then I have to cook ramyun which turns out to be an epic failure cause it was too spicy and ending the show with a quiz game. At the end of the show, it was Yoseob and his “wife” Eunji who became the King and Queen. It was a really fun day for all of us and we had a lot of fun.

After the recording..

“KaTalk!”. I grab my phone and read the content.

KakaoTalk conversation..

Kikwangie: I’ll wait for you in my van.. ^-^

Me: Arasso! I’ll be out soon! <3

I put all my things inside my bag and bowed to all the unnie in the changing room before rushing out. Kikwang and I had already plan to have a quick date after the recording today as I’ll be flying off to Europe for two weeks the very next morning. I’ll obviously miss my ‘Pabo Kwang’ but then, I gotta be committed to my work to shouldn’t I? I look around to make sure there’s no one around Kikwang’s van and quickly slip in his van when I’m really sure no one is watching. I’ve already told my manager oppa beforehand and he’ll promise to cover up for me in case anyone from the company is asking for me. That’s the best part of having an understanding manager with you. “Hey hey!”. Kikwang’s face light up the moment I went in his van. “Annyeong!”. I say while waving at him. I gave him a peck on his lips since he’s asking for it and quickly settle down beside him. “Hyung kaja!”. Kikwang alert his manager. “Oh, where’s Yoseob? Does he have to go on another van because of me?”. I felt guilty all of a sudden. This is Beast’s van and because of me, Yoseob have to take another van. “Ani.. Yoseob went off with Eunji because they have a schedule together..”. I felt relief after I hear Kikwang’s answer. “Sooo.. Where are we going?”. I asked after ten minutes of being silent. We did plan on going out but we didn’t plan on where to go. I look at Kikwang who suddenly look at me and smile, suspiciously. “Somewhere..”. He say. I wanted to ask further but I’m just too lazy to ask him again so I ended sitting there quietly while looking out the window, trying to figure out where we’re going.