IMPORTANT!!

So, it's been like two months huh? Sorry for that... ^^ It's just that... the first step of my National Exam, well it didn't go as well as I wanted so I went on a depression I had decided to focus on my studies for a while.

The second step is in about two months so I don't think I will be actively writing but I somehow got myself a translation job here and I also can't seem to stop writing something when it comes to my mind so I will be changing the INDEFINITE HIATUS sign to INDEFINITE SEMI-HIATUS!! ^^ 

So keep the requests coming! ^^

And uh, my dear requesters from two months ago, I'm really sorry for making you wait THIS long. T.T

Years ago, I met a girl. A girl who was very cute, who was very charming, who was undoubtedly in love with me...

But I took her love for granted and used her to make the girl I thought I liked jealous. It worked. The girl got jealous, I “got rid of my clingy stalker” and… I fell in love with that clingy stalker. Though, it was too late.

She ran away from me, tears wetting her cheeks. And I, I never ever saw her again…

As I said, that was years ago, when I was just 16. I want to say that the pain of those memories slowly faded away and that I’m happy now with someone else but I can’t. I couldn’t ever forget her. I tried, I tried for  all those five years that has passed but I couldn’t.

I couldn’t forget my clingy stalker, my cute Jiyoung…

Why am I telling all this now? Because I might have met her again. Here, at my university. She may be the girl sitting right across my table. She may be the girl laughing cutely in front of my eyes. She may…

She saw me. Her eyes widened in shock. She’s running away, again. It’s her, Jiyoung. My Jiyoung.

I must go after her. I can’t let her get away again.

“Jiyoung!” I shouted after her, but she didn’t stop nor did she turn her head to glance at me.

“Jiyoung! Jiyoung-ah!” I shouted again. Then I caught  up with her and grabbed her wrist. “I want to talk with you.”

“But I don’t!” she shouted, her still teary eyes directed at me with anger flaming from them.

“Please…” I begged, “Just listen to me once and I won’t bother you ever again.”

She attempted  to say no, but changed her mind right after opening and she shut it again and just nodded to me. Signaling that she accepts talking with me.

I smiled at her gratefully and took her to somewhere silent.

“Talk.” she said after seeing that I don’t have any plans to talk anytime soon.

I nodded and took a deep breath before starting.

“I’m sorry.” I said. “Sorry for using you, sorry for hurting you, sorry for not running after you and sorry for not noticing earlier that I loved you. I still love you, Jiyoung. But I don’t expect you to forgive me, I just wanted to tell this to you.”

After I finished my words, I felt arms wrapped around me.

“Idiot.” Jiyoung whispered, crying again “You are an idiot.”

I hugged her back.

“Yeah, I really am…” I smiled sadly.

“Let’s try starting from the beginning.” She continued. “Try and make me forgive you.”

My mouth gaped in surprise.

“What?!” I shouted suddenly, pulling myself away from Jiyoung’s arms and looking at her face. “You’re serious? Why?”

Wiping the tears still shining in her eyes, she smiled at me.

“Because my idiotic Sehun, I’m an idiot too. I knew that you liked her, that you just tried to make her jealous with hanging out with me but it wasn’t enough for me to let go of you. Even when she came to you and when you told me that I was just a tool that you used to achieve the grand prize. I ran away at that time but I wanted to go back so much. But I couldn’t. I was too much of a coward, I still am. I’m a coward for still running away and I’m an idiot for still wanting to believe to you.”

This time, I was the one hugging her.

“Believe me,” I said. “Always believe me. I won’t leave you ever again even if you want me to. I love you.”

It isn't good! It isn't even near good but it suddenly came to my mind and I HAD TO write it that way.

Sorry for being such a y author dear hotLover5. T.T