~Page 11~

Since Luhan was reluctant on letting Sehun out of his site again, the older man had offered him to stay over his house for the night. Which Luhan happily agreed to.

“It’s um….” Luhan scans the apartment.

Sehun chuckles as he sets his car keys in the bowl that is placed on the kitchen counter, “Boring, I know,” he replies.

But Luhan shook his head, “Modern. Not boring.” He walks over to the couch and takes a seat, “I kind of expected this actually.” He watches Sehun walk over with two beers in hand and a bag of chips hanging from his mouth. Luhan smiles and grabs the bag before it falls.

“I don’t really do well with colors, so I kept everything white or black.” Sehun says as he chugs down some beer. Luhan opens his can and takes a small sip. Sehun notices it and thinks even when Luhan drinks beer, he’s still angelic.

“I’m really happy you’re back,” he takes a few chips, “I hope you don’t leave like that again.”

Sehun can’t take his eyes off Luhan. He watches as the crumbs are lining Luhan’s plump bottom lip. “Why is that?” He asks and sees Luhan’s halt in chewing, then him taking another small sip.

Luhan turns his head to face Sehun, and takes a big breath in and out.  “I….there’s something….” Sehun sees that Luhan is having a hard time trying to speak, so he places his hand on the younger’s neck and pulls him closer to his chest.

He takes a sip of his beer before speaking, “My grandmother passed away by a heart attack. It was an immediate death so the doctors couldn’t help her…” Luhan looks up at Sehun with concern and Sehun just smiles softly, “It hurts knowing that she won’t be there for the holidays. It really hurts. My parents where there to console me, but they never loved her the way I did. She was my grandmother and only mine. When my mother sent her to an old-people’s home, I was the only person visiting her. She would always cry and ask me why everyone hated her. I didn’t know how to answer that….”

Luhan sees Sehun’s eyes starting to water,so he places his hand on the older’s strong chest, “its ok… you don’t need to talk about it if it’s too soon.”

“I would just tell her that I love her and that she only needed me. She would always kiss my forehead and tell me that I was a good man. I would do anything to just hear her say those words again. To tell her that I love her and that I’ll see her soon.”

This time it’s Sehun’s head that buried in Luhan’s chest. With Luhan having a hard time hearing the horrible sobs and screams.