Hello dear readers! After a long time I am finally back with s new chapter! I am terribly sorry I am always taking so long to update T-T But I didn't forgot you guys! <3

I'll try to write the chapters a lot longer now because I can't update so often so that you guys will soon get an end of the story. Can't believe I am writing this one since 2013 o.O 

As long as there are still some readers I will continue writing for sure just have patience and mercy with me...

I've written this one with my smartphone so please excuse any mistakes.

Please enjoy reading! 

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Chapter 17

CEO office

„What do you think should I do with you after this incident?“

„I’m very sorry Sir.. I really didn’t know anything about this, I didn’t see something like that coming.“

„So what should I do? I’ve been watching you all the time since you’re here and there have been lots of negative things  regarding to you beforehand. So I think I just can’t let you go without consequences.“

„Yes I can understand that. I’ll take full responsibility for this..“

„I really thought about sending you home, but actually my hands are quite tied in this case. The consequences for sending you home would effect this project much more than what happend here. The girls wouldn’t be happy, your team either and working with a big sulky group of girls would be really exhausting. Aside from that the reason why we chose you was because of your popularity in Europe and that would be lost, too, which makes it more difficult to get steady feet there. So this project wouldn’t even make sense for me anymore.“

„So what are the consequences for me then?“ Lynn got slowly impatient and a little uneasy by him beating around the bush. She thought being kicked out would be the easiest, but also the worst thing to happen. As a business man she could understand him for using her popularity but she herself felt terrible by hearing those words. Although she did knew that her little fame she earned in Germany, especially in the KPOP scene, has a huge impact on this project but hearing it directly face to face with him not even showing any emotion somehow hit her hard. She felt like she was just a useful toy and her teammates just happened to be with her. But well that’s showbiz, she thought. Through her head went thousands of ideas what he could put on her for the chaos she brought. Maybe he would prohibit her to spent time with Yoona or even reduce the time with SoShi for all of them to just the time we work together, moving her and her team to a different apoartement and so on..

„ I thought a lot about that. It’s not easy to find a proper punishment which doesn’t effect those who are innocent because I don’t know you that well. But I know that you do music and write your own songs.“

„So?“ 

„I want to gain access to all your songs you’ve written yourself. I thought about including one or two into Girls‘ Generations‘ new album under SM.“

„You want to steel my songs? The songs I’ve put a lot effort and hard work in?“

„Yah! You should be thankful that you’re being here but you bring nothing but trouble. I gave you the chance to work with the idols you’ve been admiring for years. You also can push your carreer with that. I gave you guys an appartment and stuff and time to spent with the girls. And now your acting like that? It should be an honor for you for Girls‘ Generation singing your songs.“ He got pretty mad.

„Well actually you are using me to get a stand in Europe and the european market. Many people will watch the music video because of me and you know that, without sounding arrogant. But if you’re using my songs under your name on the album now without featuring or mentioning me german people will hate you and then this whole project would be useless too. You thought about that?

„You’re really not easy to deal with..“

„I’m just not selling myself. There are things that are more important.“

„So what is your offer for me then?“

„I’m really not asking for much. You can get the lyrics I’ve written and listen to the songs on my Youtube channel, they’re puplic for everyone. But I want to know beforehand  which one you want to work with and what changes you want to make. Furthermore I want to be mentioned for the lyrics at least.“

„You don’t call that much? What about the feature you mentioned before?“

„I just have to remind you that me and my teammates were supposed to just play soccer here and now you made us sing and dance, too. So who is the one asking much here? And for my songs..they’re still my songs eventhough you buy them and I want to have a chance to agree with what you’re doing. For the feature, I think I’m able to live without that.“
„Did you ever thought about getting into business activities? You are really rational and good  in debating for your age.“ He chuckled.

„So is it a deal then?“ Lynn stood up and reached out her hand. He stayed seated for a while inspecting her. A smile appeared on his face and finally he also stood up grabbing her hand. Both nodded and released each other again.

„So am I allowed to leave now?“ 

„Sure go ahead, you all need to practise.“ 
Lynn was just about to leave the office as the CEO called out for her once more.

„Ehm and Lynn?“ She was scared once again hearing his serious voice. What kind of bad things  could he still have for her? She turned around with a crouched head and looked at him with an uneasy expression.

„In our conversation you seemed to me like a decent, intelligent and very grown up girl. I hope you keep that image and behaviour from now on. I saw your videos and checked your social media websites and you appeared so heartwarming, humorous and passionate to your family, friends and also your fans. I’d like to see that kind of person.  I want a confirmation that I chose you for the right reasons.“

„Yes Sir..“

„And I don’t want you on the front page anymore, arasso?“

„I’ll try my best.“ She chuckled lightly.

„Oh and another thing. Please don’t hurt Yoona anymore. She seems to really like you for some reasons and I know she is your favourit member and you actually care about her, so show it. I won’t go in between you two, you’re grown up women. Don’t hide your feelings anymore, just be yourself. You’ll be only hurting others for closing up so much.“

„Alright Sir. Thank you for so much understanding.“ 

The CEO gave her a sign that she could leave now so she went out through the door and closed it silently. While Lynn was running down the stairs from the very top of the building to the practise room on the ground floor, he followed her way down watching the videocamera recordings delightfully on his computer screen.

 

Sina POV

It was quite a while now since Lynn went to the CEO office on her own. As for us we all tried to practise our choreography but the fact that all we were doing ends in chaos and that it could possibly end today lingered in our heads right now causing us to be worried and unconcentrated. In the end the result was us lying all scattered on the floor staring at the ceiling not saying anything, till Seohyun broke the silence.

„I hope the conversation goes well.. she is absent for a pretty long time now.“

„Yeah I hope so, too. The CEO can be very quick tempered.“ Sooyoung added.

Just then we heard a clicking noise and shifting our gaze to the door we saw Lynn carefully popping her head in. Her facial expression was very neutral in my opinion. I couldn’t tell from watching her if it went well or not. 

„Lynn! How was the conversation?“ Taeyeon stood up.

„Well don’t really know.. Good for you, bad for me I think?“

She sat down with us. We were all confused about her comment and what she was trying to say with it. She chuckled as she saw our dumb faces and then explained everything. What he said, how it’s supposed to continue and that she feels weird about him like there is something going on without them knowing.

„WOW! Didn’t know you write songs yourself..“ came out of the mouth of a fascinated Hyoyeon.

„I thought you checked out my Youtube channel ?“ Lynn raised an eyebrow.

„Well just some dance videos though..“ 

„How come you didn’t show us, Hyo?“ Yuri pouted.

„Just check it out yourself, Kwon.“ Jessica went in and it got silent for a while.

„Then how about we all watch some videos later at home together? Some of us also appear in a couple of her videos.“ I suggested.

„Yeah there is also some funny stuff on her channel as well.“ Svea chuckled.

„We’d really like that, don’t we?“ Taeyeon smiled and the other SoShi members agreed.

„Alright then. But first we need to practise now. Recording starts in a few days.. how far did you guys come till now?“ Lynn looked around.

„Well actually not pretty far..“ We admitted.

Lynn then jumped up and clapped her hands encouraging us to stand up to practise. She was so motivated and supporting. I don’t know what else the CEO said to her but it seems like her old self does come back. Her warm and funny self. She is getting back to the Lynn I know and love as a friend. I’m sure time here will get better and easier from now on.

 

Yoona PoV

I was really happy when Lynn came back into the room but I wasn’t sure if I should show it that much so I just stayed at my place and watched her. Yuri was lying on my lap anyway. As we started to practise she was somehow changed, she appeared so happy, a side that was rare to see the past days. We practised till the early evening. Throughout the day Lynn and Hyoyeon unnie encouraged and cherished us to continue. They really did a great job teaching. But now it was 7 pm and all of us were getting really hungry and we once again sat down in a circle on the floor.

„Girls you all practised very hard today, so how about going home and order some food, huh? It’s enough today.“

 Taeyeon unnie said and took the grumbling noise of Sooyoungs stomach as a yes. 
So one by one all got up from the floor with shaky legs. Eventhough we usually practise a much more amount of time today was really exhausting because it was very intense. It reminded me of the „I got a boy“ era where we really had to dance a lot. I was about to get up, too, as a hand popped up in front of my face which turned out to be Lynns‘. She flashed a smile at me as I looked up in her face and I couldn’t help but to also smile. I reached out for her hand and gladly accepted it. It felt so soft and was really warm unlike my cold one. Our hands lasted a while in this position till she let go to grab her bag. With 20 girls we then went out of the room heading to the vans in the parking lot. 
As we arrived at our apartment building we decided to get ourselves dressed in some comfortable clothes and then meet at the soccer girls apartment. I thought about what to wear because I didn’t want to look too sloppy when Lynn was there but also not too dressed up so it would look obvious. I wonder if she was thinking the same way as I do.. I went for  some loose sweatpants and a shirt that was oversized but not too slacky with lace at the bottom. It ended at my bellybutton so a little skin was showing. Over it I wore a comfy cardigan. I braided my hair to the side in a long braid and put on some parfum, then I went out of my room. In contrast to my other members I was still looking quite dressed up. Some of them also removed their make up already and wore pyjama they usually sleep in which made me laugh a bit. Only Sica and Fany unnie were still dressed quite well. 

„What is there to laugh about, Im Yoona?“ Sunny unnie glared at me.

„Nothing unnie, nothing.“ I hold back my laughter. Sunnys‘ glaring non make up face really doesn’t look intimidating at all. As all were gathered in the living room we went up the stairs together. After Sooyoung unnie rang the doorbell like a thousand times the door opened revealing a still stylish dressed Sina eventhough she just wore long sweatpants with a sweater and hair tied in a messy bun. Her greeting eyesmile could be a concurence for Fany unnie. Maybe they get along so well because of that? Entering the apartment we saw all girls rushing up and down, from one room to another. It had a shopping mall feeling somehow. It’s always interesting to get in here, you never know what’s happening in here where 11 girls are living together. 9 girls is already chaotic.

„Hey guys, SoShi is here! Are you deaf not hearing the doorbell?“ Sina yelled. How loving they treat each other I chuckled.

„Coming!“ Was heard from every room in the house. 
We sat down in the living room where a Laptop was already connected to the TV. After a few seconds the room was slowly filled with girls coming from here and there. Some came out of the kitchen with drinks, some out of their room and some including Lynn from the balcony. I once again blushed seeing her. She looked more attractive in some natural clothes to me than dressed up or in her soccer outfit which was quite hot already. She was wearing jogging pants and a loose tank top which was cut out on the sides pretty deep down so you could see her bra and well trained stomach. You could also see through her bra by the way because it consisted just out of black lace. Only her upper hair was tied to a bun and the remaining hair was straight down. She always wears it like that when she does sports. Looking at her nearly made me drool right in front of her especially as she gave me a smile but I gulped it down.  I somehow felt a little disgusted by myself, by my thoughts about a way younger girl I barely know. How did I become like that? And how could she do this to me, huh? Wearing things like that.. you want to tease me? 
Lynn went over to the laptop which seems to be hers and started it, surprisingly her background picture was one of myself. I blushed madly as all my members suddenly shifted their gaze over to where I was sitting.

„I’m sorry I wanted to change it before coming here but I forgot..“ Lynn scratched her head obviously embaressed.

Why changing it? I really like it and she is cute when she is embaressed. I chuckled seeing her like this.

„Yoong why don’t you take some pictures with her so she can make a mashup of them for her background? You would make your fan very happy, I think.“ Yuri teased and smirked at me.

For me I pinched her hard into her side but then I saw Lynn blushing this time which was softening me. Ignoring Yuls‘ wimper I released my hands from her. Then the Youtube channel appeared on TV.

„STOP! Didn’t we forget something? I’m still hungry!“ Sooyoung exclaimed.

„Soo we already ordered it on our way here. Don’t panic we’re hungry, too.“ 

„God bless you, Taengoo.“ She put her hands on her chest in relief.

„Hehe don’t overreact it should arrive soon.“  

This being said the food arrived a few minutes later, I was also starving already so Sooyoung and I were the first to storm towards the door. The man who brought it seemed pretty irritated by us eagerly snapping the boxes out of his hands. Sooyoung imediatly ran back to the living room, leaving me at the door alone. 

„You’re paying then, Yoong! Thanks!“ I heard her shouting out of the living room.

Great… I got fooled by her once again. I payed the bill, bid him goodbye and also went back to the others but as I arrived there I saw the food already spread all on the floor in front of the girls and Sooyoung now sitting between Yul and Sica where I supposed to be seated.

„Sooyoung that’s my seat you’re sitting..“ I glared at her.

„Sorry Yoongie but from here I get to reach all of the food. Just sit in my place.“ 

Yeah sure.. her spot was on the very end of our semicircle next to Hyoyeon where I can nearly get nothing of the food. I pouted and sat down next to Hyoyeon who was sitting with Seohyun. Just then I realised that the person crouching in front of me is Lynn with her Laptop. I blushed seeing her back right in front of me able to touch it. 
Lynn then started the very first video she did with her  previous dance crew, it was kind of old but it was cute. They were all wearing masks in the very beginning and she explained to us that they did this first because they never showed their dancing to anyone and didn’t want to be recognized if the videos were a flop. But as time went by they gained some fans who wanted them to take the masks off so they did. As she showed us the most recent videos of her old crew I recognized that one of them looked familiar and thinking about it I knew it was Lynns‘ crazy ex-girlfriend. I was a little shocked.

„So was your ex-girlfriend the reason why you left the group?“ I blurted out which startled her a bit I think.

„Well yeah it was a big factor for me leaving the group. As we broke up we had some difficulties and she made my life quite hard. So a fight arose in the whole group because the others were behind her back and  blamed me for being an egoist and just caring about myself. But it was really not like this.. I cared so much about them all and this group and looked for more promotions and stuff.. I was the one to learn the choreographies and teach them. But after this I was just the bogeyman for them so I left.“ 

„Did they continue without you then?“

„Yes they did at first but I think it didn’t work out. I didn’t see them after all this again but they didn’t upload videos anymore so I thought like this. It was months ago that’s why I was so suprised to see her here. I really didn’t know, I swear.“

„It’s ok. We trust you.“ I said and put my hand on her back bringen tingling in my body.

She then showed us the last video her crew did without her and it really wasn’t that good anymore. Their movements and synchronization wasn’t as smooth as before, Lynn really seemed to have had a huge impact on them. Many comments where about Lynn being absent and views went down a lot. It was very intresting to hear the story of her „carreer“. She switched over to her current channel and as I saw her abbonents I was amazed, they went over half a million already.  There were all kind of videos from dance cover to tutorials, comedy and lifestyle to actual music videos and she showed us some from each.

„Show them the one we did in school, that’s cool.“ Sina exclaimed.

„Yeah right. Even our english teacher wanted to be in there.“ Lynn laughed.

Then a dance cover of „Swing“ from Super Junior sunbaenim appeared on screen, well it was more like a music video remake with english lyrics. They danced in class which gave a little High School Musical feeling but it was really fun.

„How do shoot such professional videos? And how did you get from just dance covers over to such a variety of videos?“ Our maknae asked.

„Well if you do dance cover there are a lot of people asking for tips to learn those dances or if you could do tutorials, so I decided to do dance tutorials. To be clear about which part of the song I am talking about I sang these parts in my tutorials which brought a lot of comments about how good I sing which led me to cover songs. After some time I then started to mix both cover, dancing and singing. A friend of mine who is a little technic freak came up with the idea to shoot real music videos and so on… Basically all those ideas are thanks to my follower and I try to stay in contact and be there for them as much as I can.“

Listening to her and getting to know her more made me admire her even more forgetting that I am also a person in public. I think I’m slowly becoming a real fan of her, too. I felt very proud calling her a fan of mine. But there was a thing that kept irritating me all the time. It was the fact that Lynn was now sitting facing the others while telling stories so I the part of her that I was seeing right now was her side with the deep cut out. And because she was leaning a bit forward I could see everything underneath her shirt. I caught myself staring at her breats and stomach quite often I hope nobody else saw this. Why did she do this to me? T-T

 

Lynn POV

The secret behind her outfit..

I was in my room after arriving at our apartment. I washed myself, did my hair and then went for a simple t-shirt and oversized sweatpants I wear a lot because they were just so comfy. I was very happy about how well the day went and was singing all the while in my room eventhough I got pretty hungry already. As I was about to go out Tina and May stormed in asking if I was ready but they didn’t seem to approve my outfit.

„You want to wear that?“ May pointed at me with a skeptical expression on her face.

„Yeah why? Something wrong with it?“

„Kinda yes.“ Tina agreed with May, but I didn’t understood what they meant.

„It’s what I normally wear at home..“ I looked down my body and pouted.

„Yeah but you know that Yoona is coming here, too?“  

„Sure I know that.“ I chuckled. What is that for a question? 

„Yeah then you can’t look like wearing a sack. Take this off..“ May began to fiddle on my clothes.

„Yah what are you doing?“ I shove her hands away. 

„Taking your clothes off. If you want to get her attention and win her over you have to show what you got.“ 

„What? I don’t want to..“

„Sure you do!“ She cut me off and finally took my shirt off. I was a bit startled by this action and now just standing here with my bra. Tina was already searching the wardrobe for other clothes.

„Don’t you have something more ier in there..“ She grumbled and May also went over to her.

While I was standing there dumbfounded those two were making a mess in my wardrobe. After a while they came back with some clothes. They spread them on my bed and argued what I should wear but I somehow didn’t participate in this discussion. Don’t I have the right to wear what I want to? 

„This is it!“ May said and threw the other clothes to the floor.

„YAH! Why you throw my clothes like that. They were ordinaryly assorted.“ I protested.

„You can assort them again later, now take your bra off that’s some boring piece.“

I couldn’t even look quick enough as May also had her hands on my back opening my bra amd taking it off. Why do I have such bold friends? She then threw a black bra with lace at my face.

„Try this on.“ A shirt flew right after. Then a pair of skinny sweatpants. „Should I take off your pants, too? Now hurry. They’ll be here soon.“

I knew I couldn’t do anything about it so I took off my pants and put on the clothes those two chose for me. It was a little too revealing according to my taste. But May looked pretty satisfied.

„Isn’t this too much?“ I asked but only got shaking heads from them.

„No this is perfect. It doesn’t look too dressed up but also not too lazy. And it reveals the beautiful parts of your body if you look inside the shirt, so be sure too face Yoona with your side. I’m sure if she is really interested in you she just can’t stop staring.“ May sounded so proud of herself but I wasn’t sure if this isn‘t too obvious.. In the next blink of an eye I got pulled out of the room into the living room where Sina was preparing everything.

„Hey Sina doesn’t she look hot?“ I was presented like some new property.

„Wow very y, I have to say. You want to seduce someone today, Lynn?“ Sina bit her lip provokingly. 

„No I don’t, but they want that I do so..“  Sina just laughed at me and went into the kitchen. 

I was pulled further out on the balcony. It was a bit chilly with this revealing shirt on. But I couldn’t help it. I’m sure Yoona wouldn’t stare anyway, why would she? Then we heard the doorbell rang. Now it’s too late anyway. We stubbed out our cigarettes and before we went in May sprayed some parfum at me.

„Yoona shouldn’t be smelling cigarettes don’t you think?“

„I should be quitting smoking anyway..“ I uttered. 

As we went in I didn’t dare to even look at Yoona so I went straight over to my laptop and started it bit I didn’t think of my background picture. I blushed madly as they were discussing about this and noticed that Yoona took a glimpse of my shirt but looked away immediately. If she really didn’t like it? I looked after her as she ran to the door with Sooyoung she looked very pretty even in casual clothes. After a while Sooyoung came back alone.

„Sooyoung don’t you want to sit in the center so you can reach all of the food?“ Sina suggested. 

„Yeah sure but Yoona would be mad at me..“

„Don’t worry she would have Lynn near her, I don’t think there will be much complain from her.“ Yuri said. 

Now they start this too? Does Yuri know something? She is Yoonas‘ roommate she must know something. I started to get nervous as Yoona came back and Sooyoung convinced her to sit at her seat right behind me. I felt bad for her but I was also happy to have her near me. After I started the videos and telling my story I saw in the corner of my eye that Yoonas‘ eyes were drifting somewhere else after a while so I looked at my teammates being amused already. Yoona was staring now for real? She really does? I felt butterflies in my stomach and stuttered a bit sometimes which I was hoping to not be too obvious. I am very sorry Yoona I didn’t want you to get in this position… I also tried to get a glimpse of her now and then but I didn't want to make it that obvious so I didn't see much if the beauty behind me. Maybe it was a good thing. I think I would have become so much more nervous if I could fully see her because her outfit seemed also very attractive to me. Yeah of course I checked it out before. I wonder if she did this on purpose!? I have a little weakness for lace I have to admit..

While I was presenting my life a little the SoShi members were very interested and asked a lot about myself and I felt very honered by that. I never imagined that I’ll ever be sitting in one room with Girls‘ Generation like friends do let alone talk to them in person. It feels like a dream, like it’s not real, it can’t be real. Every time I think about that I am surprised by myself for being so calm in front of them like it’s no big deal but actually IT IS. It’s not only for me but also for my teammates. Eventhough they’re world stars they are so down to earth and treat us like we’re all on the same level. I am so thankful for that. And then Yoona liking me, well everyone thinks she does I am not so certain about it, is the sweet little cherry on top of the cake. It’s so surreal! I will never forget the time we spent here, I am exciting what will all happen the coming weeks. As for Yoona, I won’t close up anymore, I will watch and I will let go, be open and honest and take things as they come, just as CEO sunbaenim said. This will propably be the greatest time of my life and I want to enjoy it to the fullest. My life is exposed now anyway, what’s the worst that could happen after my ex girlfriend thing? Nothing! Well I hope so..

Time flew by very fast and it soon got pretty late. Some were already yawning a lot but no one fell asleep, not even Jessica. Because we had to get up early in the morning already we bid goodnight and the SoShi members went down to their dorm. I caught a last smile from Yoona before she left through the door. As a result for blushing madly I once again got teased from my teammates.. We cleaned up in the living room and one by one we went to our rooms. I quickly got my laptop, turned out the lights and also went to bed. Unlucky as I am I ran into May and Tina who were still awake waiting for me.

"Hey Lynn didn't we tell you she won't stop staring? It coudn't have been more obvious!" May said proudly.

"It was a miscreant trap you did.. Where else should she have been looking if I sit right in front of her with such a deep cut out shirt." I glared at them.

"She nearly drooled!" Tina laughed and high fived with May.

"You're unbelievable.." I rolled my eyes.

"But her outfit was also pretty attracting.. did you saw it?"

"Of course I did." My cheeks were getting warm and I turned around facing them with my back so they couldn't see my blush. I may explode if they won't stop teasing. Why my friends always have to be such dorks?

"Oh how I love to get two lovebirds together, it's such a beautiful sight." Tina stated causing me to chuckle at her cheesy words. I dressed into my sleeping clothes, cleaned my teeth and jumped onto my bed. 

"Sweet dreams then little lovebird!" May said. I just turned out the lights not reacting to them. Of course I will have sweet dreams after that. I closed my eyes and hugged my rilakkuma tight thinking about the deer eyes and the shy smile Yoona always gave me. A big smile appeared before drifting of to sleep. What a beautiful new beginning I thought.

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