Chapter 12

But he is perfect in my eyes.. [Hiatus]

Yah.. HyeMi.. Get up or we're going to be late!” You let out a groan, hiding your head under your pillow. Who would be so cruel to wake you up? Why would anyone wake you up in the first place? You wanted to sleep. “HyeMi!” Someone grabbed the pillow and pulled it away. “Yah..” you groaned, barely opening your eyes to see who was disturbing your sleep. It was Suzee, starring at you in confusion.
 

What is wrong with you? Hurry up, we need to go to the meeting with the choreographer in 30 minutes! Why are you so tired?” Rubbing your eyes you sat up, trying to figure out why you felt so exhausted and down. It took you quite a few moments but then it hit you like a truck. Yoongi. And Jin.
Letting out a groan you jumped onto your feet, ignoring Suzee and escaping her gaze into the bathroom. You didn't want to think or talk about this now. You needed to make yourself look decent without having the time to shower.

 

A few moments later you entered your room again, Suzee was gone. After slipping into a comfy hoodie and some pants,tying your hair up into a messy bun and putting on BB Cream you finally joined your dorm-mates to at least drink some coffee.
No one really talked a lot, everyone seemed to be nervous because of the meeting and the performance tomorrow and you consistently ignored Suzees questioning looks.

 

When you heard your phone ringing you rushed into your room, picking it up without looking. Maybe it was Yoongi. Maybe he wanted to talk about yesterday?
Yeoboseyo?” you couldn't help but to sound excited and also a little desperate and when it wasn't Yoongis voice who answered you felt disappointed for a moment.

Hey.. Are you coming down? I'll be in front of your dorm in a few moments.” It was Jin. Of course, he said he'd pick you up this morning. “Oh.. Sure! I'm on my way.

 

A few moments later you rushed through the dorm, telling Suzee you would go ahead and meet her there and then wait in front of your door, snuggling into your hoodie because of the chilly weather, waiting for Jin.
It only took a few seconds when he came around the corner, a small smile on his lips as soon as he saw you standing there. You couldn't help but smile, too. Even though the Yoongi-thing overshadowed everything a bit you were still really happy about the progress in your relationship with Jin.
As he finally reached you he didn't even hesitate but pulled you into his arms and you willingly snuggled into his hug, enjoying the warmth of his body, his smell and listening to his calm hartbeat.

You look cute today..” he whisperd, placing a kiss onto your forehead and smiling at you. You blushed and tried to hide your face. You knew that looked like today and that he just wanted to make you feel better, but his face got serious. “I'm not just saying that. You're always cute, I like you when you wear dresses but I also really like you in this sweater.” He ruffled your messy bun, then took your hand. “Let's go, okay?

 

As you two slowly strolled down the street on your way to the company building you could see how he was side-eying you. Since you didn't say anything he let out a little sigh, squeezing your hand. “How do you feel? Because of Yoongi I mean.” He didn't even give you the time to pretend that you didn't know what he was talking about so you bit on your lower lip, preventing a sigh.
I.. don't know. I'm trying to not think about it.. I want to talk to him before practice..” Jin just nodded silently.
A few moments later you reached the building. Suddenly you stopped, pulling him behind a tree. “What.. are we..” you started, Jin looking at you in confusion. “I mean.. Are we going to tell everyone that we..” you didn't finish your sentence, starring at his hand still holding yours. He kept silent for a while, probably thinking about it, before he grabbed your chin and gently lifted your head.

I am not ashamed to show you off, but the company does not allow us to date at the moment..” you nodded slowly, waiting for him to continue his sentence. “ So we should.. probably keep it private for now..?” He saw the disappointed expression in your face even though you tried to hide it.
A little sigh came over his lips before his gently places them onto yours. “Just a few weeks, don't worry, we will make this work out, okay? Trust me. I really like you..” you nodded, still a bit dizzy after his gentle kiss. You liked him for a while now so you wouldn't let it break that easily now. He smiled and kissed you again, before letting go of your hand. “Shall we?” he whispered, brushing his thumb gently over your cheek and you nodded.

 

Making sure that no one would see you coming out of your little hiding place the both of you eventually entered the building, making your way to the practice rooms.
A few of the female trainees were there already.
JEON JEONGGUK!!” you could already here Jimin shouting in the corridor and a few moments later him and Jeongguk entered the room, too. A big smile was on the maknaes face and as he looked back at Jimin and saw his red face he bursted into laughter. “I'M YOUR HY- oh... Annyeong haseyo!” it seemed as if both of them just noticed that there were already people in the room any quickly bowed and greeted everyone.

Jin shook his head but couldn't hide his smile. “What was that about, Jimin?” he asked as the boys joined you and Jin. “Ah.. nothing..” Jimin mumbled and scratched the back of his head while side-eying you. "Why are you guys so early?" he wiggled his eyebrows and you couldn't help yourself but blush a little. "We went through the choreo earlier.." you mumbled not even convincing yourself but Jimin seemed to be okay with that answer.

 

You felt a little awkward standing with the boys while the other trainees where watching you but as you caught Jins gaze and his warm smile you tried to get more comfortable. You went out with the boys before and it was fun and they seemed to like you so there was no need to be nervous around them. Since you were pretty tired it was hard for you to follow their hyped up conversation and it got even harder when Hoseok entered the practice room and joined them after greeting everyone.

 

Noona, you look tired today, are you okay?” You've been spacing out for just a few moments and suddenly Jeongguk was talking and everyone was looking at you. You haven't even noticed that Taehyung and Namjoon had been there now, too.
Blushing and apologizing a few times you mumbled that you didn't have a good sleep but that you were okay. Everyone seemed to be okay, just Jin has been looking at you with a concerned expression for a while before you smiled at him, mouthing a 'I'm okay'.
Where is Yoongi-hyung?” Taehyung asked, looking into the round. Just hearing his name made your stomach contract. “He said he had something to do and would come in later.
You bit your lips. Did he want to come late so he didn't have to talk to you? Was that the reason? Or to not look at you? Totally out of the conversation now you kept worrying over Yoongi and how you should talk to him after the training that you haven't noticed Suzee and the others entering.

 

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As everyone was finally there -Yoongi slipped into the room just barely on time, not looking at you at all- you were supposed to get together with your partners.
Without anyone else noticing Jin gently touched your shoulder. “Are you okay?” You nodded and smiled at him bravely.

The whole practice was quite okay. This time you also practiced the parts with the male dancers so the female trainees had quite a while to watch them dance. As Jin caught your gaze every now and then he smiled at you, Yoongi did his best to not even look into your direction. You tried to not let it get to you.

 

The whole practice took about three to four hours and as expected Jin and you had the best connection, even though EunHee and Hoseok were dancing the moves the cleanest.

Pleased with yourself you packed your stuff when the choreographer let you all go. While doing so you collected all the courage you had for the talk you had in front of you. Finally done with packing you saw Yoongi bypassing you, not even wasting one second to look at you or even stop to talk to you.
Yoongi-ah, can we t-..” but he just left the room leaving you behind like an idiot. You could feel tears forming in your eyes but quickly blinked them away as you heard Taehyung who stopped next to you.
Noona, whats wrong? Did the two of you fight?” He tilted his head, looking at you in confusion. You quickly shook your head, forcing yourself to smile. “N- no, he probably just didn't hear me.

Taehyung gave you a doubting look but before he could say something Namjoon called his name while smiling at you apologetically. “Hurry up, we have to go! We have an interview now, did you forget?” Letting out a sigh Taehyung ruffled his hair “Ahw, man. I wanted to eat and take a nap.” he grumbled waving at you and following Namjoon and Jin -who looked as if there was nothing he wanted more than holding and comforting you at this moment- out of the room.


Authors Note:

Wah, holy cow did I really just update? I'm so sorry for the long wait.. And I'm also sorry if it's crap. it's almost 9am and I haven't slept yet (I couldn't sleep so I decided to update instead, yay) so.. yeah.. Sorry everyone I hope you still kinda enjoyed it ㅠㅠ

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PAAITBTITWSDWI #1
Chapter 12: Man I still want her to be with Jin in the end though.
random3010
#2
Chapter 12: UPDATE SOON AUTHOR-NIM,I'M DYING IN HERE WAITING FOR YOU TO UPDATE!
kkamjongey #3
Chapter 12: Authornim..I think you really need to update very soonnnnn. Idk... I'M DYING WITH THE FEELS.. I love yoongi most......so, um, can you make the you end up with yoongi HUAA T^T. LOL. I really like the story ♥ *wink
amusingmurdermachine
#4
Chapter 1: new reader here. cute start :3
LeoCheeks #5
This is so cute ;A; ♥ Poor Suga D: But Jin omigoshhh ♥
ylulu #6
Chapter 9: I thought it was real. Haishh! Haha
AgaTokki
#7
Chapter 12: I still enjoyed the chapter, even if you're tired! Man, I really want someone sweet like Jin. Wow he's so perfect ಥ_ಥ only in my dreams
KIM_MINAH_19 #8
Chapter 12: Hope Suga and she can make up soon!
Izzati_HoWon
#9
Chapter 9: hahahahaha v.v
so it is a dream.. thats why i felt bit weird :v
and,i have somthing like this dream too XD