" Do u like USA??"

" Ani, but i dont hate it either.."

"oppa...."

" waeyo?? "

" come with me...".

...he doesnt answer, it is just a long silence. He embraces me tighter and kisses my hair, my neck then he turns me around..i look into his big brown shining eyes that are lovingly looking into mine...i suddenly feel lost in his stare...he hugs me closer and we kiss...a tender kiss, a flawless first kiss under the beautiful night sky of Seoul...

after we part away, he turns me around and hugs me from the back again, leaning closer to my ears, he whispers:" Remember Ssul....where ever u r, no matter how many miles away, i will forever love and longing for u...."

" Oppa...why cant u go with me?" i ask him after a long silence.

" I have my reason Ssul...there're a lot of things and people here are relying on me...i hope u understand baby...it's a tough decision for me.."

I dont quite understand what he is refering to but i respect his decision, as long as we love each other then everything is fine although i'm quite disappointed that i truely have to fly alone...being away from his arms...

" Kwenchanna oppa...we can still communicate via net, skype and alot more right?...but i'm gonna miss u for sure frog prince..."

" I will miss u too..." he kisses my face and mumbles:" Ssul.."

" Ne....."

" Saranghae"

" Nado...saranghae".

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A week has passed and i recieved the news that i passed the exam and i will be boarding at the end of this month which is three weeks away...

Lately, i've been busy preparing all the things needed for my study in USA and oppa also said he was really busy with work that we havent seen each other, i missed him badly and luckily i have some free time now to call him. I called oppa several times but he didnt pick up...sthing might go wrong cuz he never did that in the past. I dial his mom's number and found out he's terribly sick now...how could he keep it from me ??!!! I'm angry and worry at the same time, i immediately change my clothes and drive to his house.

After several doorbell rings, his mom goes out and welcome me in.

" He's in his room now, he insisted to keep it from u cuz he didnt want u to worry dear, he lost conciousness becuz of overworking..i'm feeling so guilty for making him feel so much pressure lately..."his mom said with sadness in her voice

" What's happening auntie?? Did sthing bad happened?? Oppa