Well the first week go smoothly although i sometimes felt empty for no reasons... Did i say to him i would not die without him here??!! Well now that's totally a WRONG for me becuz right now, i miss him terribly !!! Like it's worse than die already....he did call me several times on the first week but till now, i have received none, every day i stare at my phone like a crazy person and i have no appetite at all...5 more days till the moment he come back to Korea, how can i survive the next 5 days when i already felt like dying now???!!

RING..RING...RING .

My thought was cut by the phone, i almost jump in excitement, i look at the ID .....Victoria unnie....why i felt like all my sudden energy is being drained again...

" Yeoboseyo.."

"Ssul baby, why sounds so weak?? unnie have good news for ya!!! My uncle who just came back from Canada gave me a lot of new clothes, i didnt fit them all and i think they would look great in u..."

" Oh..keure?.." i answer not so energetic.

" hey...whats wrong ?? R u sad??"

" Ani.."

" I'm near your house now, just a few blocks away, come down here, lets have coffee together ne?? "

" Ok unnie...wait for me...i'll be there in 10 minutes"

At least i have some one to accompany, it's still better than rolling on the bed mumble Oppa's name like a mad person...

At the cafe~~

" Two strawberry yogurt please" i order.

" So Ssul, tell me what makes u so sad just now ?? Dont try to lie to me, i know u too well kiddo.."

" I dont know either unnie, well...um..maybe it's becuz i miss him.."

" Minho-kun?? Ahh i heard he went abroad for 3 weeks eh??..."

" Yeah..maybe he's always there by my side that's why i miss him so bad now.."

" I understand Ssul, who wouldnt miss their boyfriend ?!" unnie said and smiles.

" Aniyo...we r only bestfriend"

" Really now Ssul, u still afraid to accept the fact that u both like each other???!!"

" Unnie!! What makes u think that way ??!!"

" Oh well...tell me !! U two always stick together, always being lovey dovey, maybe u guys dont notice it but the outsiders like me can see it all, remember, Actions speak louder than Words honey !!"

" Chincha??!!!..." so i do like him that way...it's clear now then...i can now understand why i was being devastated lately when he's not around...simple...becuz i like him..

But i'm surely stupid not realizing it until now..i laugh at myself.

" Thank yoou for telling me that unnie, now i feel a lot better.."

" Your welcome baby !! Now lets go to my house !!"

" Ne!!".

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Today is the day he came back to Korea, i was having a hard time choosing what to wear..

Now i'm standing at the airport in a simple blue dress