Yongguk , i'm sorry .' she looked down .

'For what?'

'Actually  _____ had lost all her memory . She she doesn't remember a thing .Even  she doesn't remember me !' She sigh .

I don't know what to said , I shocked . How could this be happening ? 

I looked down , 'Yongguk ...'

'Hmm'

'You okay ?'

'Um , yea .. I...I'm just shock to hear that .. '

'I'm sorry'

'No .. It's not your fault alex....'

'But it is .. I should take care of her not letting her doing some crazy thing ...!'

'What do you mean by that ?'

'Yongguk ! During the night before the accident  , she .. '

'She what? '

'She...' Her eyes is fulled with tears

'Alex , please .. Tell me....'

'She tried to kill herself !!'

'What?!!'

She sobbing , 'y..yea...'

I felt pain in my chest ... ____ 

'I said to her don't do it but she stubborn'

FLASHBACK •

'_____ , come . Dinner time....'

"_____ , where are you ? Come on . it's diinner .

from upstairs • 

' I don't want'

'What? Come on .. Don't tell me you don't want to eat again , you always skip to eat ... '

'I said I don't want'

Alex sigh ..

'Well , fine .. I'm gonna go upstairs and bring the food to you , ok'

After  a while  , I go upstairs with food for her.

I stop at her bedroom , I twisted the doorknob but it's locked . I knocked the door many time ..

'____ , open the door !!' 

From inside .

'No!'

'What ? Ugh ... Hey young lady , listen to me ! If you don't open the damm door . I'm gonna bust the door now! 

'GO AWAY !!!!'

Suddenly I heared she cry , it's like she was in pain .

I panicked , I dunno what she was up to ..

'____ , OPEN UP !!!' 

"____ , I said open up . Dont ya hear me ! Open the damm door ____'

I bang the door many times ! Until I had enough . I ran downstairs to get the spare key for the room .

I put down the plate and place the key on the doorknob . as the door opened , I gasped .

"___!!!! What are you doing . are you out of your mind .... '

I saw her bleeding , there's a blood everywhere . she been cut herself .

' Gosh , ____ .... ' I ran towards her . I  take the knife on her hand but she didn't give it to me . 

"____!!!' I yelled . '

' let it go ... !'

'NO'

'Let it go !!' I struggled but finally I did it , I put the knife away . 

She sobbing ... I hugged her .

'No sis , it's okay now'

'No...no it's not!'

'Just let it go...' I hugged her tight. 

She sobs , her voice is cracked .

'No... It's.... It's not ... I h..hate my..my life '

I sighed , 'No ___ , it's alright . I'm right here . it's ok ..'

I felt tears running down from my eyes ..

END of Flashback •

'Yongguk , I ..' Sobs .

I hugged her , 'it's okay alex ' 

'Its not your fault '

She still crying . I sighed .

'But alex , how did the accident happen ?'

'Um.. About that.. You have to ask Youngjae '

'What? Why ? He didn't involved in this situation'

'Yes , he is '

'What do you mean?'

'Because .. If its not youngjae who saved ____ , she will already gone .' she sigh and looked down again .

Youngjae.. I have to meet him . To know what happen . To know the truth .