Chanyeol POV

As I arrived home, my head felt dizzy after I drank three bottles of soju and two bottles of wine that night. I never drank that much before but after I met Iseul, my beloved women, she taught me how to drink. Not just that, she also taught me how to have fun. Every weekend, we're going to the club and dance all night until we puke. All my life since I am married to Hana, I never once did all these sinful things with her. As others may saw it, Hana and I had lived a boring life for over 12 years now. Old people once said to me, "If one day, you feel like your love toward your wife has gone, do remember that there is a child that will always make the bond between you and your wife stronger."

But, for me, these words were ridiculous as my loved towards Hana had gotten lesser, and maybe now it's gone. I didn't love Hana anymore. The love that I showed to her all this time had disappeared after Iseul came to my life. Iseul was the one who gave me the love that Hana had never shown to me before. She's my solace and will always be. For Hana, my concern for her all this time was because I pitied her. I pitied her because she didn't have any family or close relatives anymore after I took her away from her family because her family didn't approve of our marriage. At that time, I really loved her to death, but now, I feel nothing when we're alone other than just a feeling of sympathy.

I squeezed the knob of the door and pushed it opened wide as I saw my wife served dinner. I thought I was sober enough to have a talk with her so I held her hand and brought her to the living room. This was the only time when I was brave enough to talk with her about my thought about our marriage, that was when I'm drunk. As we sat down opposite to each other, I observed the hurt in her eyes.

She knew I was cheated on her since a few months ago but she never v