I was destroyed, devastated, hurt, can not blame Jessica, part of the fault is mine, but, what if I'm going to solve blaming me?

I was up all night thinking, What do I do? What am I supposed to do?

 

I miss her ...

 

My mind began to play with me

 

The memories passed like daggers in my mind

 

The pain was becoming more intense

 

I decided to lie down and sleep.

 

 

Donghae fell asleep.

When you spend half an hour, began to move and sweat, he was dreaming, woke up screaming.

 

 

It was early morning, 1:35 am exactly, I woke up from that dream screaming, screamed her name.

 

                            "JESSICA!"

 

He was sweating, panting, that was not a dream, it was a nightmare.

 

* Flashback *

- Donghae Nightmare

 

Donghae:

 

 D-Where am I? everything is dark, that's a lamp?

 

- Is coming and lights-

 

Is there anyone here?

 

- Feels that something is moving-

 

- Flips-Who's there?

 

That's ... a shadow?

 

I've seen that shade before, the silhouette of a woman, is ... Jessica?

 

- The shadow begins to fade-

 

NO, Jessica .... Wait! - Pursues the shadow-

 

The shadow disappeared ...

 

--- The whole room went dark and then came a light pointing to a door-

 

What is it? - Look at the door - Jessica! wait, wait for me! * I can not move * ...

 

- Appears TaecYeon and goes with Jessica holding hands-

 

NO!, JESSICA! JESSICA! - Starts trying to move - JESSICA!

 

- Wake up -

 

JESSICA!

 

* End Flashback *

 

 

I'm sweating, it was a strange dream, but I can not help but feel frustrated by what I saw ... TaecYeon and Jessica .. AHHH NO!

 

 

The darkness of night enveloped Donghae in a lonely, rain was the melody he heard, he just stared at the ceiling, which was lit by the moonlight, his heart was still racing, Donghae just wanted to forget that terrible nightmare.

 

Suddenly, Donghae felt worse, memories were going through your mind

* Remember *

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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He was going crazy, he could not live without it, a part of him said I should forget, but the other said I should fight for the love of his life.

 

Donghae was fighting himself, decided to take something

 

He took a glass of wine and sat back on the couch, remembering every moment he shared with Jessica

 

I had made 3 glasses of wine and was Mariado, he was not a heavy drinker, did not like to drink, but the pain was so great that only alcohol could help, or at least so he thought.

 

After the fifth cup, decided to drink.

 

But something happened, Donghae began to imagine the shadow of Jessica, you could see by the light of the moon.

 

As he knew it was his imagination, he leaned the chair, and began to listen to some music, which was a bad idea, from his "Track List" was a song that he dedicated to Jessica the day of his anniversary.

 

His tears began to fall only to see the title.

 

When he turned to see the walls, watching its shadow, its memories, the moments passed like a movie.

 

That was one night oscucra to Donghae

 

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The dark and depressing affected not only Donghae.

 

Jessica was in her room, her sister Krystal was sleeping.

 

Jessica got up and went to the terrace for a moment.

 

The memories were drawn in the sky, Jessica watched them carefully.

 

Every moment made her smile, it was beautiful to see all that toured with Donghae, but the smile of blots, despite being beautiful moments, I could not help thinking that they were separated now.

 

*Remember*

 

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His tears fell, on that remembered when Donghae was talking to her the afternoon of that same day, he remembered his eyes, his look, and Hanna, recalling Hanna's face, Jessica sat on the cold floor of the terrace to mourn, were increasingly tears.

 

The rain fell and she was getting wet, but did not care, Jessica felt she was sticking a knife in the heart, the pain was indescribable.

 

The rain became more intense, Jessica decided to go and dry to go to sleep, it is curious that with his watery eyes, the same thing happened to Donghae, noted a shadow drawn on the wall and when I blink, there was nothing had been his imagination

 

At bedtime, Jessica sat next to the window in his room and watch the moon.

 

 

Donghae stood up and sat next to the window, began to contemplate the moon         

 

                                                                          Both were connected.

 

                          Their eyes were bound, by the glow of the full moon, there was that dark night.

 

 

 

 

 

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