Author’s POV: two weeks later SHINee went back home without saying goodbye because none of the girls wanted to see them.

“What are we going to do? Aly has been refusing treatment since one of the patients left.” Said the Nurse

“I don’t know, if she doesn’t stop this she will die.” Said Megan’s aunt.

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“Aly you need to eat something; you’re getting sicker and sicker.” Megan reminded her

“I can’t. I knew falling him was a bad idea.” Aly cried

“Hey Megan can I talk to her alone please?” interrupted Nichkhun

“Yeah sure, I’ll be outside.” Megan told them.

“Why haven’t you been eating? I hate seeing you like this.” Nichkhun mentioned

“I don’t know… it’s the only way I could cope.” Aly blurted

“Just know that Minho didn’t intentionally hurt you, you should know that dating an idol is really hard.” Nichkhun said 

“I know, I opened up to Joon and he broke up with me, I open up to Minho he leaves me. Maybe I’m not destined to be with anyone.” Aly sighed

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Rinnie POV: I feel so stupid. Though our arguments were just for fun I wish that I could have spent more time with him. There’s never enough time.

“Hi are you okay?” asked Kineul

“Not really, what about you?” I responded

“I’d be lying if I said yes.” Stated Kineul

“I still think about they day when Key and I first met. There was this annoying fan girl. I snapped on her. How he reacted about the girl made me realize he wasn’t really like his diva image.”

“It’s funny how life works huh. I feel like I’ve know JongHyun for a long time. We really connected … I don’t think we’re meant to be.” Kineul commented

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**Flashback for Yiyi

(I was watching him jump up and down on his bed. I liked seeing him smile and acting silly)

“Excuse me what are you doing?” an anonymous voice yelled

“Um this is my room…”

“I don’ think so. I’ve been staying in here for the past two days” the girl claimed.

“Oh I’m sorry, the nurse must have given me the wrong key” he felt embarrassed he grabbed his things and walked towards the door.

“Wait! What is your room number?” questioned the girl

“Uh it says room 5C” he replied then started scratching his head.

“Cool, we’re sort of roomies, except your room is next door. We have to share bathrooms” the girl explained.

“H—h—how come we have to share bathrooms?”

“Mmm because since this is an eating disorder clinic, they want to make sure that we tattle on each other if we throw up or something” the girl assumed.

He had a weird look but tried to smile. “I’m Onew.” Reaching out his hand

“Nice to meet you, I am Yiyi” shaking his hand. “Well I think we should get back down to the lobby.

Speaking to herself: “Oh Onew meeting you just seems like it was yesterday. I hope you know that I really liked you and saw a future with you, I understand that you have a dream and you’re trying to fulfill it, just please don’t forget about me. “

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Taemin’s POV: I took back the pillow pet that Megan and I bought for Key. It reminds me of the day we went to the mall. Why did I have to wait so slow just to tell her how I feel? Manager won’t even let me try to contact her. He thinks I’m too young to be even thinking about love.

“You’ve been in your room all day.” Minho observed

I didn’t say anything I just continued to look out the window.

“Do you need someone to talk to?” Minho questioned

“YES I DO! I NEED MEGAN! I WANT MEGAN!” I snapped

“YAH! I know how you feel. You don’t think I miss Aly, she’s mad at me because she thinks I don’t want to work it out with her. I don’t want her to hurt anymore with this long distance relationship, besides I’m still a little jealous that she used to be with Joon. I overheard them talking about trying to make it work. I thought if leaving her it’d make it easier for her.” Minho snapped back

Wow I’ve never seen hyung snap like that.

“Sorry I didn’t mean to yell at you.” I apologized

“It’s okay; I wonder how JongHyun and Onew are doing. They were dating already.”

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JongHyun POV: I went to the beach and it made me jealous seeing all these couples. I just sat on the sand watching the sunset. Wondering what Kineul was up to. I wish that I didn’t hurt her. These two weeks have been hell without her.

Onew POV: I was sitting at the park on the bench. I would chuckle every so often. The passerbyers would give me dirty looks. I laugh at the time Yiyi yelled at me for taking a shower early in the morning. Gosh I miss her voice, her laugh, her smile. Everything …

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heyyy i hope this chapter wasnt that bad. :) thanks for reading!