2 months was left. Im staying now at the hospital bed. staring at the ceiling and FTW! it almost melt down. Im now completely pale and bald. holding the necklace which was thrown by Ji. I just let a tear shed on my face. i live alone. 

As i roam around the hospital, i've went to ask the information room about my second to the last chemo. though im only counting days and chemo doesnt work, but still, i dont lose hope.

"nurse, when is the next session?"

"it will be by tomorrow. Be Strong Okay?"

"nae, kamsahamnida"

As i walk across to the chapel, i saw a blonde guy walking towards me, as i turned my head straight to see him, it's Kwon Jiyong. My face look so awful! indeed, i dont want thim to see me again after they got married with Juri. Fate really loves to play on fire. Eye to Eye again. I saw his reaction so speechless after our eyes talked for about 2 minutes ? as we walk by closer to each other, i bow down and pretend not to see him. I cant help myself but tears fall down towards my face.

Ji rushed around and ask the nurse:

"may i ask about the patient name Park Sandara?"

"who are you sir ? are you her relatives nor friend ?"

"nae, im a friend"

"she was diagnosed to have a stage 3 colon cancer 10 months ago. She's been on her first chemo session, same day when her parents along with his brother died from a car accident."

" 10 months ? how long she will live ?"

" 2 months remaining. excuse me sir, i still have my rounds."

"thanks for the info" he sighed deeply and seated on the chair weakly as his tears starts rolling down around his face

"im stupid!!" he uttered.