Jaejoong POV

We play basketball for a few minutes. I'm getting used to this. Another friends also have dared to talk to me.

Some yeoja look so happy to see us play basketball. They re shouted Junsu's name, Yoochun, and strangely they re shouting my name as well.

"Yha, you've got a fanclub now .." Yoochun smiled at me.

"Sure, I was so cool .." I said arrogantly and laughed.

"Pabo .." Junsu slapped his basketball softly into my head.

"Yha!!!" I pretended to be angry.

"Mwo? That do you want huh .." Junsu pushed my forehead softly.

"Yha, you! Dont run Kim Junsu .. " I threw basketball in my hand towards him.

He ran away and I chased him. The others just laughed.

After playing, we headed to the canteen to buy drinks.

I see Sica along with Yunho hyung, Changmin and Key. And .... that jerk.

Donghae looks enthusiastic feeding Sica, while Sica ate reluctantly.

Our eyes accidentally met, I saw she ignored Donghae and looked at me intently.

Donghae turned his gaze towards me. I immediately looked away.

"Jae, do you want this ..??" Yoochun asked as he nudged my shoulder.

I saw Sica still looking at me.

"Uhm .." I nodded slowly as I took the bottle from Yoochun's hand.

"Jaejoong ~ a, drink this.." a yeoja come to me and held my arm.

I glanced at her name.

'Nicole Jung'

"I dont like that..!" I took off her hand.

"Jae, dont be like that .." Junsu hit my shoulder softly.

"Jae, drink this. I bought this for you .. " She held my hand again.

What the hell is she?

"I said I didnt want this..!!" I accidentally slammed my hand, until she fell.

I saw Sica looked at me in surprised.

"Ah ~ ~ appayo~" Nicole muttered quietly.

"Are you okay?" Yoochun helped Nicole stood.

Nicole nodded and looked at me.

"Clean your hands with this ..." Yoochun gave a handkerchief to Nicole.

"Gomawo ..." Nicole said quietly.

I left canteen in disgust.

"Jae!" Junsu chasing me.

"Please forgive him..." Yoochun stood up and following us.

"Jae! You no need to behave like that .. " Junsu stop my steps.

"I just dont like her. Anyway I ve told her that I dont want that drink..! " I looked at Junsu and Yoochun sharp.

I left them and went to school hall.

Empty.

I drop my body over the mattress and closed my eyes.

Tired .. really tired...

I can feel there is someone sitting next to me.
I know its Junsu or Yoochun.

Suddenly I felt a soft touch on my face.

I was shocked and opened my eyes. I saw Sica sat and my face softly.

Her gaze was so sad, like want to cry.

"Sica .." I cant believe she sat beside me, not with her boyfriend.

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Jessica's POV


I enjoyed my lunch with my Oppa, Donghae oppa, and Changmin oppa.
Taemin not join because he has to help Mrs. Kim in the library.

Hae Oppa so enthusiastic feed me, but somehow I have no appetite, so I just enjoy a little.

"You're full Jagi ..??" Hae Oppa looked at me anxiously.

"Ne Oppa, I'm full.." I said.

"Eat a little more .."

I dont hear what Hae oppa said because my gaze sidetracked by Jaejoong who entered the canteen with his ​​friends.

He was so sweaty, but he looks happy.

I smile a bit.

Jaejoong suddenly looked at me.

I dont want to divert my gaze.

Jaejoong looked at Hae Oppa, then turn around facing Yoochun.

I'm still staring at him. Hoping he would look at me again.

"Jagiya .." Hae Oppa looked at me intently, holding my hand.

"Oppa .." I feel guilty already ignored him.

Then I saw a girl walk to Jaejoong. Holding his hand and offered him a drink. That's ... Nicole?

I was annoyed to see that.
But suddenly Jaejoong threw his hands and  Nicole fallen.

Jaejoong staring at me before he left the canteen with Junsu and Yoochun.

Without realizing I was standing to pursue him but Hae Oppa hold my hand.

"Where will you go jagiya ..?" Hae Oppa held my hand tightly as if he doesnt want me to go.

"Mian Oppa, I never saw Jaejoong this rude to a girl. I want to see him .. " I let go of his hand slowly and run to Jaejoong.

I could see he was disappointed, but I really want to see Jaejoong now.

'Mian Oppa ..' I said softly.
 
I ran to school hall and he was there...

He slept on a mattress, but I know he's not asleep.

I looked at him intently, his handsome face showed an annoyance.

Slowly I run my hands down his face. I always wanted to touch his ​​face as he closed his eyes like this.

He looks like an angel when he closed his eyes.

"Sica .." Jaejoong looked at me shocked.

I smiled at him. But he turned away from me.

"Go.." he said without seeing me. I can feel the pain again.

"Stop it Jonggie~a.. I dont know why you ignore my like this, I dont like this ..!!" I try not to cry.

"I dont want to see you.."

He said those words so softly. I know! That's not what he wants..

"What makes you didnt want to see me ..?" I asked quietly.

"I said I didnt want to see you .." He woke up and leave me.

I couldnt catch him. I dont know, but felt so weak.
I also couldnt stop my tears ..

I closed my face with my hands.

"Jessica ..." someone holding my shoulder.

I looked at that person.

"Nicole?" I said quietly.

She sat beside me.

"I know you love him..." Nicole said quietly.

"Like him?" I asked.

"Jaejoong. You love him. Aigoo, dont cry again. You've managed to make him be a better guy. You certainly can get him back to talk with you. And Donghae oppa... you'd better told him if you didnt love him. You'll hurt him if you keep like this."

I looked down. Nicole is right. I'll hurt Donghae oppa.

"Come on we go now. You want to sat here all day. hehe...." she help me to stood up and we left the hall.

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Author POV


It's raining now...

Sica was enjoying her dinner at a restaurant with Donghae.

Sica know Donghae really good to her, Sica also know how serious Donghae with her.

She remembered what Nicole said. Jessica loves Jaejoong?

Jessica didnt know is she really loves Jaejoong. And she also didnt know is she loves Donghae or not. She likes when Donghae around her, but she keep thinking about Jaejoong.

'Its so confused...' Jessica thought.

"Jagiya ..." Donghae called Sica. Sica just smiled at him.

"Oppa, I'm done. Let's go home .. " Sica had stopped eating.

Donghae knew there was something weird with Sica since they re dating. And Donghae know exactly why Sica be like this.

Donghae take Jessica till in front of her door.

"Gomawo Oppa .." Sica pull out Donghae jacket that she wears.

"Ah ne .." Donghae stared Sica.

Donghae slowly close his face into Sica's face. Sica knows what will happen. But she didnt want this to happen. Although now Donghae is her boyfriend.

"Oppa ... I'm tired ..." Jessica pushed Donghae slowly.

Donghae sighed quietly.

"All right. Good night jagiya..." Donghae turned and walked away.

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"Jae, what's the reason you ignore Sica ..??" Junsu gave a bottle soft drink to Jaejoong.

"Come on. Dont talk about that.. " Jaejoong drink it.

"Jae, Sica was crying again .." Yoochun sat beside Jaejoong.

Now they were in Yoochun's home.

Jaejoong was bored at home and decided to come here because Junsu also come here.

"Jae, tell us. We're friends right? We want to know.. " Junsu sat next to Jaejoong too.

Jaejoong sighed softly and looked at Junsu and Yoochun.

"You remeber? When I was late come to class, when the first day I ignored Jessica. I shouldnt be late. But I met that jerk in the parking lot. He talked with me .. " Jaejoong sipped his drink again.

"Jerk? Who?" Junsu asked.

"Lee Donghae ..." Jaejoong said softly.

"Donghae? That namja who alwyas go home with Jessica?" Junsu asked again.

"So does Jessica know if he met you?" Yoochun asked.

"It's predictable. You hide it from Sica and Donghae hyung who told you to ignore her.. right? " Junsu said.

"Really? Is that right Jae? If yeah... but why u listen to his words!?" Yoochun asked.

"Junsu's right.. Why I listen to his words? Uhm... actually there I'd never tell you .. " Jaejoong stopped drinking and looked at Yoochun and Junsu.

"What's that ..??" Junsu and Yoochun looked at Jaejoong seriously.

"How if I tell you .. actually .. Donghae is my step-brother ..? " Jaejoong looked at Junsu and Yoochun.

"You're kidding!" Yoochun said.

"That's impossible, right?" Junsu said.

"But it's true." Jaejoong sipped his drink again.

"Mwoo ..????!!!!" Yoochun and Junsu shouted in surprised.

"My mom married with a man who already has a son one year older than me. And its Donghae.. Lee Donghae..." Jaejoong stood and stared at Junsu and Yoochun who still shocked.

"I dont want to stay together with him. Ao I decided to buy my own home. But Donghae's dad always come and stay because he wants to know me .. " Jaejoong walked towards the window.

"Donghae never liked me. He always said I had take his dad from him. His mom was died. And dad is his only family in this world. He never considered my mom as his mom. I also never considered his dad as my dad. I never expect his dad to close with me. The only thing I care about in this world just my mom. I dont need his dad at all. I'm okay without a dad. Yeah... I just agree when my mom married wiht him just because i know my mom need a husband.  And that day Donghae asked me, will I take the person he loved for the second time, after his dad. And this is causing me to ignore Sica .. " Jaejoong continue his words.

"Is Sica know about this ..??" Junsu stood up and walked over to Jaejoong.

"Just me and Donghae who knows about this. And now you also know. But dont let Sica know this.. arraso..?!"

"Ne arasso .." Junsu and Yoochun answered together.

"Ah, I want to go home .." Jaejoong took his helmet.

"Mwo ..​​! It was night and thats raining outside .. " Yoochun holding Jaejoong's hands.

"Then ..??" Jaejoong frowned.

"You'll get sick, pabo ..!!" Junsu took Jaejoong's helm from his hand

"Ani. I'm still going home. You both sleep well and have a nice dream ne? Haha .. " Jaejoong took his helmet and put it up then walked out of the home.

Junsu and Yoochun just nodded.

Jaejoong left Yoochun's home.

"Should we keep this from Jessica ..? Jessica was very sad. " Junsu asked Yoochun.

"I think we should keep it .." Yoochun stepped toward his room, Junsu following.