March 3rd 2012

Kikwang,

By the time you get this letter, I will be gone. I never told you about this nor did I ever want to tell her. Thats why I stopped talking to her. I knew that if I got any closer to her, I would have died on the inside sooner. Letting her go was the hardest thing I had to ever do. You see, I had this all planned out since the beginning. When I knew I would never have her. But I never planned on you meeting her, falling in love with her, having her and finally hurting her like you did. So everything turned for the worse and she did end up being with me, even if our time together was short. 

Kiwi, please take good care of her. She means the world to me and I will always look after her no matter what. If you hurt her again I will take her away from you, this time forever. Please Kikwang, I am begging you. Make her smile when she is down. Make her forget her worries when her forhead has wrinkles. Make her the happiest woman in this world. I want to see her shine all the way in heaven. I want to feel that smile from all the way up here. I want to feel that happiness, I want to know that she is save with you. I know she will be because you will promise while I am on my death bed.

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart Kiwi, for loving her and taking good care of her. I know it won't be easy but treasure every moment with her. She is my precious jewel, my shining