August 30th 2010

My star has left me alone.
I no longer feel my heart.
My star opened me up and took it.
All I can do is see you from afar.
Watch you flirt with them, kiss them and whisper sweet nothings into their ears.

What has happened to us?
I cry knowing I lost you.
My journal is filled with all our memories.

Today was the hardest, for the first time you called me ugly and pushed me away in front of everyone.
Even our friends stop talking to me.
Is this what you wanted?
For me to hurt and be humiliated?
I promise to stay out of your vision.
I will watch you from afar......
Just to make sure that smile is still there.......
Even if it is fake.

I will always love you.
You will forever be my shinning star.