December 24th 2011

I have finally decided on what to give you.
I will give you my memories of you and everything that reminds me of you.

This diary.

This diary is filled with them all.
Once I am married,
I can't have this anymore.
You will be part of my past.

After the 25th, after our meeting, I promise to forget you.
I promise to never look for you.
I'm moving far away from here with my fiance.
After January 1st you won't be able to find us.

I tend to keep you as a secret.
You will always be my secret.

After I forget you, you will be buried deep within my mind and my reach.
I hope you tell me the truth tomorrow.
I hope to know why you left me alone and why you hurt me so much.

I really don't want to let you go.........