December 25th 2010

Merry Christmas.
Leaving was hard but I am coping with it now.
I am starting to forget you.
Soon, this nightmare will be over and I can start a new life.
I still wonder how you are and what you are doing.
Now that I have been gone for over 2 months, are you happy?
Are you smiling again?

I broke my promise and went back to see you.
You were with someone but this time I didn't feel anything.
I just watched as you both hugged and kissed.
I wanted to see you smile, but couldn't and didn't have a chance.
Instead I left.

Such a fool for following you.
An idiot to believe that seeing you, you would somehow turn to see me and return to me.

I hope to never return again......

Hopefully......

I will forget you.