December 18th 2011

I called you today.
I asked around for your number.
We need to talk before my big day.
I know it's not until next year but I feel like closing our chapter before starting a new one.
You have hurt me countless of times and you have mended it too, you just don't know how you have done that.
I love you so much but I can't love you anymore.

I'm getting married to another man and loving you while with someone else is just not fair.
We decided to meet on Christmas day.
Our last meet, my first and last gift to you.
I don't know yet what it should be but I want it to be something from my heart.

I'm nervous.....

I wonder what will happen in our meeting and what you will say.