Taeyeon's POV

"Sorry, Taetae."

I woke up from that dream again.

Looks like I have 2 hours to do stuff.

I can't sleep once I wake up.

I walked out to the living room and filled a glass with water.

I gulped the water down like a wolf.

I the television.

Tiffany...

I changed the channel.

Tiffany...

Why does every damn channel show her?!

Sonyeo Sonyeon Gayo Baekso and Music Core.

I closed my eyes.

Her again.

Why do I think about her every second?!

I shook my head.

It's wrong. 

She has someone.

I went to the toilet and washed my face.

"What are you doing, Kim Taeyeon? Stop thinking about her. She's not yours anymore."

"Taeyeon unnie?"

I went out.

"Oh, Yoong ah. Why're you up?"

"Couldn't sleep. Had that dream again?"

"Yup. How'd you know?"

"You said not to keep apologizing. And I figured it's that."

"Yeah. I keep thinking about her. Is it wrong to do so?"

"It would be wrong since she has Sica unnie but..."

"Yeah. It's wrong. It's just wrong. Fullstop."

"Taeyeon unnie, it's fine."

"No, it's not! It's not fine. It never was!"

Yoona kept quiet.

"Sorry. You know I get emotional when it's about that."

"Yeah."

"You better go back to sleep."

"I'll try, unnie."

"Good girl."

I smiled slightly.

I went back to our room and tried to sleep.

Once I closed my eyes, I saw you again.

I sighed as I went to write in my diary.

~Scenario 1~

We're supposed to be filming Horror Movie Factory tomorrow.

Or later for that matter.

We were filming and filming.

When I saw Fany so close to Sica, I admit I felt a pang in my heart.

I sighed as Sooyoung talked.

Fany asked me, "Are you okay, Taetae?"

"Yeah. I'm fine." I lied.

~Scenario 2~

"Hey Fany. Do you want to go eat ice cream with Yoong, Yuri and myself this saturday?"

She shook her head, "I have a date with Sica."

I nodded my head.

"Right."

After the entire prank, when we finished filming.

"Are you okay, Taetae?" she asked.

"Never better." I lied again.

~Scenario 3~

I was talking into the microphone.

Tiffany and Sica read something and laughed like crazy.

I ignored that.

But Sica started hitting Fany and she looked like she enjoyed it.

I put down my microphone and looked down.

I sighed.

"Are you okay, Taetae?"

"Of course I am. It's so fun here." I lied yet another time.

I closed my book.

I went to Tiffany's room and smiled whilst looking at her.

I brushed her bangs away.

"I'm not fine at all. I miss you so much, mushroom." I sighed before going out.

I went out and used the computer.

JeTi.

SunYeon.

JeTi.

SunYeon.

JeTi.

YoonYul.

JeTi.

YoonYul.

JeTi.

That's all there is to it.

When was the last time it was TaeNy & YulSic all over the place?

You mean so much to me. 

Yet. You don't think that way about me.

I sighed again.

Looks like it's time to let go.

"Goodbye."

I walked out of the dorm and wherever my legs took me to.

The forest.

My favourite place.

It was raining heavily.

Shedding tears for me, possibly?

I just sat under a tree.

I could feel my consciousness being out of me.

Everything turned dark.

When I woke up, I was at a hospital.

My family was at my sides.

3rd Person POV

"How is she, doctor?"

"I'm afraid she was out in the cold for too long. She might not have much time to live."

"What? No. You must save her, doctor. She's my only sister!" Hayeon shouted.

"You may go in and see her if you want."

Jiwoong, Hayeon, Taeyeon's mom and dad all went into the room.

Taeyeon just opened her eyes.

"Why aren't I dead?" she asked.

"You can't die, Taeyeon." Jiwoong exclaimed, "What about Tiffany?"

"Didn't you hear the doctor? I don't have much time to live."

After a while of talking, she closed her eyes.

A long beep sound was heard.

"Kim Taeyeon. Died on 1st August, 11.48pm."

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Author's Notes:

Sorry! Don't hit me!

I just needed to write a tragic story, okay?

Based on SunnyAegyoify's TaeNy FMV Can't You See.