A month had passed and it was already December. Today was Wednesday and Himchan wasn’t coming to school.

We shared the same class in English, Math, History, and P.E. But his presence wasn’t appeared. Exactly, it had been three days. I tried several times to call him up but he didn’t answer. His phone was off. And he didn’t reply my text too.

Whereas, we went to an amusement park last weekend.

He told me that he got a free ticket for two. We played and rode lot of games and attractions. Too bad I threw up shortly after we finished a roller coaster ride. He then looked for a bottled water for me though his face was already jaded.

We were heading back home. Both of us had already felt exhausted. It was five days to December 6. Well, we had such a ridiculous habit. Both of us would always celebrate our moving day to Jiksang High School which was on October 6. And we were going to celebrate the second month.

“What gift do you want?” Himchan suddenly asked, breaking the iceberg as he drove his car at a high speed.

“A gift?”

“Yeah. We are about to celebrate our anniversary. Don’t you remember?”

I giggled softly as I reclined my seat so I could take a rest on it. I pulled my seatbelt, “Our anniversary? Really, we are not a couple aren’t we?”

 “Yeah, it more sounds like we were a couple,” he said, keeping his eyes straight forward. Was it just my imagination, or his voice was sounded a bit sad?

“I want a teddy bear,” I spoke up finally. “You have to buy me one. It must bigger than me.”

He grinned as he slightly pushed my head away. “Such a childish girl. Go tell your boyfriend!”

“I don’t have any boyfriend,” I pouted. “Besides, I will always be on your car. No one could ever get close to me.”

“So you don’t like it?”

I got up from my first position, giving a confused look to him. “Huh?”

“Alright,” he took a breath, looking up a bit. “Starting tomorrow, I will be no longer take you home.”

I grinned then taking my revenge to push his head. “Yah, don’t be an actor! Your acting is poor, pabo. Moreover, how can you stay away from me?”

He remained silent. His jaw thightened. Was he mad?

“Himchan-ah?” still no response. “Yah, stop pretending to be mad.”

His car was already in front of my home. I was about to get off when suddenly he grabbed my wrist, pulling me back to the seat.

“Don’t get off,” he said, looking deep into my eyes with those killer eyes. My heart skipped a beat.

“W-Why?”

“Not now.”

“But why?”

He kept on looking into my eyes, which made all my whole body shivered. “Seriously, what’s going on?”

“Is it too fast, to say I love you?”

I froze. Everything was happening so fast that I couldn’t even take my breath. I looked into his eyes, trying to cath a lie but there was nothing I could get.

“Himchan-ah...”

He was still looking into my eyes, until he abruptly bursted into laugh, patting my shoulder harshly. “Just for laugh! Hahahaha you’re so ing stupid with that expression!”

“Eh?”

“I was kidding hahaha you’re uglier than my !”

, I thought. “Dammit! I thought you were turning crazy.”

“I told you to don’t be a stupid person, you little girl,” he said as he patted my head. Then he turned his body away while wiping his tears. “Alright, I gotta go. Bye.”

“Haha damn you.” I tried to get a sense of humor from him but somehow I couldn’t. “Thanks for the ride, Himchan-ah.”

He just simply held up both of his thumbs.

I walked quickly into my home. The more I walked, the more I re-imagined all the things which had just happened, the more hurt that I got. My heart flinched, but I didn’t know why. When I got my room, I immediately laid down on my bed, and found myself was already sobbing on my pillow. I really wasn’t sure about the thing that had just gotten into me.

I was crying for about twenty minutes when finally I heard the sound of Himchan’s car leaving.

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