AMBER's POV

Stupid body stupid brain stupid hormones argh! I scratched my head furiously then rest my face in my hands. I thought this walk would help clear my mind but so far it hasn't. Make up your mind Amber you're hurting a lot of people even dragging uninvolved people like Taeyeon in it. Did you think she was Jessica? You stupid aish! 

"Are you just going to scratch your head all day? All the hair might fall out you know."

"He is right you know it's better to talk to the person than just mope around." Turning my head to the voices I spot Key and Taeyeon. They both walk closer to me, and I hang my head down in shame for my actions against Taeyeon.

"Amber it's alright I'm okay if anyone should be sorry it should be me for using you and ruining everything." Taeyeon put her hand on my shoulder, and I looked up at her.

"Even though I'm really sorry unnie."

"Don't call me unnie call me noona like how you call Boa-sunbaenim! I wanna be called noona by a cute dongsaeng too!" She pouted, and I couldn't help but smile even in my situation. Even if things has gotten kind of weird between us she still lets me feel comfortable and in a friendly "dongsaeng-noona" relationship.

"I want to be called unnie too then!" Key shouted pushing Taeyeon aside with his .

"Eww don't be gross Key" I said pushing his face away from mine in disgust.

"Humph!" He did a hair flip and looked away. "Back to the main topic what are you gonna do with your issue?" He asked eyeing me from his peripheral vision.

"I don't know Key I don't know what to do."

"Let me ask you who do you want Jessica or Krystal?"

"I don't know."

"Do you still have feelings for Jessica?"

"I don't know."

"Not knowing won't get you anywhere bro make up you're mind"

"I seriously don't know Key I don't want to leave Krystal but I don't want to leave Jess alone either. Seeing both of them cry pains me. Seeing them with others pain me. I don't know who I want Key."

"Dongsaeng it's not about who you want it's who you love. We can see that you love both of them, bu