Not a update

Hi guys!

Have you been well?
You have been eating and sleeping well right?
and drinking plenty of water?!

That's Good^^

I have been eating and drinking much so I can be strong
for you guys and update! but I haven't been able to sleep.
I have been thinking for a week now. One week ago my
grandfather died. Since I updated the last time I have
been struggling with what I should write next.

When I was writing the chapter where Hanas grandmother died
I had no ide about my own grandfather. My dad told me he collpased
when they were walking in the cemetery and later was in the hospital.
I was lucky that I called him the night before he passed away.

Because of that and the fact that I don't know what to write annymore
I have come to a conclusion that I can't update this story right now.
But that doesn't mean that I will stop updating this story forever.
I will probably update a chapter again in the near future but not as
often. Don't expect to much. I just don't knw what to write annymore,
everything is standing still within this story. It's like the time has stopped.

At the same time I don't want to stop update for you guys, I want to
make you smile, cry, laugh and even hate. I want to make awesome
cliffhangers and make you go insane of waiting for your lazy auther to update.

That's why I'm going to start a new story soon. Not right now but soon.
I love to read your comments, they are like small lamps in my black
room. Lighting up my whole world^^

I love all my subscribers and readers.

I'm kind of sadwriting this, but I hope that you will stay and wait for me to
pass this. Untill I can let this go I will not only think of my grandfather but you guys
also.

So to the next time we meet, take care of yourself! ^^