Oh Sehun is my name. I'm 25 years old, I graduated from the University of Seoul and I'm a professionally trained psychiatrist. Every day I see from adolescent kids from about 4 years old to adults from about 50. It's the same thing over and over again: I ask my patients how they are doing, their life story, anything that gets me closer to them. Never as a psychiatrist have I asked what brought them here today. I learned that if you got straight to the point, you would most likely not get the answer you desired for in the first place. I learned you must talk to them like you will be friends and you'll always meet them again. Some patients I meet again, some I don't. I don't try to get close to any of my patients, for it gives me emotional attachment and I, for the life of me would never want to get close to any of my patients or anyone else for that matter. It's better to keep your distance while at the same time you keep close. It's what makes psychiatrist well psychiatrist.

“Dr. Oh, you have a new patient,” my receptionist told me as I walked into the office with my usual coffee and folders of my other patients I will later see.

“Who?” My receptionist handed me another folder to add to my list of patients. I opened the folder and was shocked to see the famous singer, Hyeon Kyuri also known as Kyra. “A famous celebrity? What's wrong with her?”

“Didn't you hear? She slit her wrist and tried to commit suicide? It was all over the news!”

“Oh, when is she coming in?” I asked not really paying much attention to the singer's information, but rather her face. It was a snapshot of her drivers license. Her smile was nothing but a single smirk telling you that she was too good for anything.

“She's coming today, probably at around 12 in the afternoon.”

“Do you know what her actual problem is?” It seemed ridiculous for me to even consider to talk to her. For one she was a celebrity and for me most of my celebrity patients mostly came in to talk about how they wished they had a normal life and they regret ever becoming famous. They all had the same problem: depression.

“I'm not sure, but that's why she's coming her to talk to you.” My receptionist could sense my annoyance of having another celebrity and believe me I wasn't afraid to show it.

“Okay, I'll have a look at her file.” I headed to my office and placed all my folders onto my desk which was nice and tidy. There wasn't a single pen or paper out of place as they were all neatly placed in a drawer. I threw Kyuri's or Kyra's file onto my desk dreading the moment when I would have to open that folder and actually read through.

Following my usual routine, I took off my blaze hanging it on my coat rack, gazed at the window for a bit wondering what I was going to do, and then wait for my first appointment. It was the same routine everyday and to be honest I didn't mind.

After about ten minutes of relaxing my eyes moved over to the file on my desk. I sighed realizing eventually I would have to look through that file. Besides, she was coming in a couple hours. I sat down at my desk and opened the file, her picture, again, was the first thing that caught my eye. She looked anorexic. That was probably something I would address later to her in the session.
 

“You look different,” I thought to myself. “You were much happier the last time I saw you.” It was hard to believe that Hyeon Kyuri was a bubbly teenage high school girl I shared the halls with a couple years ago, a girl with a heart of gold, the body of a graceful swan, and more importantly the voice of an angel. I knew it was my fault why she was this way, but yet I still hated her. She didn't have to retaliate in that way just to get back at me. I hated this girl, I hated her more than anything in the world, if I had a choice I wouldn't help her. Even though my hate for her was strong, there was something telling me that I still loved her as well. 

Author's Note: 

Hey everyone! This is my new story featuring Oh Sehun! He won the poll, which is fine because I had this story in my head for a while, I just needed to know who was going to be my main guy. The title is sort of... Blah... Since I at titles. I don't know when I will have the first chapter up yet, but I will try soon! So I hope you all enjoy this story! ~ 

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